I wanna talk to you so badly but then why does every conversation with you taste bitter and make me feel sick
bpd culture is growing up too soon and staying the child forever
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bpd culture is needing everyone to love you constantly
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Tw bpd vent
If you don’t want to deal with someone with mental issues don’t. I always warn new friends that I have bpd and I am going to show symptoms. Then they get surprised when I do.
Unless ur my parent you don’t have to deal with me. If you can’t handle it just be fucking honest. I don’t have the energy to be disappointed.
And no I’m not talking about “oh you can’t handle being abused, fuck you” I’m talking about when ppl get pissed that you have mental breakdowns a fuck ton of the time.
Or ignore them because you’re too depressed to talk. That type of shit.
do you know what it’s like to crave a person?
no you guys I’m acc down so bad it’s not even funny anymore
everyday I wonder,
how much longer can I do this ??
and then the next day passes,
and the next, and the next, and the next,
and all of a sudden it’s been three years.
and I am still, just sitting here, wondering,
how much longer can I do this ??
Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?
To avoid the sick feeling I get from talking to people about my feelings I am vomiting them out here, enjoy.
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