"I love you more I'd go to hell and back-" I'd tear my lungs out. I'd rip my spine out for you, I would murder someone in cold blood so you could walk on their body to protect your feet. I would rip out my own vocal cords, tear out my eyeballs if that's what you wanted. I would starve myself until I'm dead if you asked, I would run away with you, I'd go to jail, I'd kill your family, I'd steal, murder, hurt, do anything the second you asked.
where is the off button
thought of you a lot today… idk why. I miss you. You have a soft voice and warm skin.
I wanna talk to you so badly but then why does every conversation with you taste bitter and make me feel sick
i hate myself
(Me trying to convince myself to not throw up when I have to do things I volunteered to do)
i dont think i am meant to have love in my life
they said that if you’re procrastinating then rest one day and just plan everything out and start working the next day but now I’m procrastinating the planning so what do I do now smack my head into a wall or what.
I want you to dig your hands into my flesh and pull all my bones out one by one and get rid of this humming ache under my skin
don’t feel very emotionally stable right now I feel beat down and too mentally tired to even speak or move and my mood keeps fluctuating between intense anger and violence and being upset and nostalgic and it’s giving me a headache and I want it to stop and it’s not working
(Source: @mysillycomics! I got this off Instagram so I didn’t know it cropped the artist credit out!)
To avoid the sick feeling I get from talking to people about my feelings I am vomiting them out here, enjoy.
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