That Goddamn "i Will Fall In Love With You Over And Over Again" From Epic Is Stuck In My Head

i am sooo jealous of close relationships bro cuz im witnessing other people have things that i dont ☠️

like bro wheres the part where im loved and dont get inevitably betrayed and abandoned like 100 times before

whens that happenin for me

never wouldve guessed that simply just not wanting to be hurt in a relationship would be so damn difficult to find

is it even worth it anymore

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I hope the lonely winter season passes quickly for you 🫂

thank u...imma need it....

not yearning as much today

im fine with this

lowkey ive never given two shits about tumblr but my main motivation for posting like i have no common sense is so maybe one day some guy will show up and talk to me and then we become friends to lovers and then i get to have that person for the rest of my life until i am Dead

hi guys

im cooked

back on my yearning shit again

my friends are in a queer platonic relationship and its like man i want something like that too

but not just friends...idk i still dont entirely understood queerplatonic relationships

i just want to be loved too

i want to learn how

bro im partially going insane in real time. im about to become one of those stupidass alpha males that get overly protective of their lovers and shit (except i dont have a lover but thats besides the point)

like highkey i am in desperate need to be possessive over somebody. i wanna latch onto someone like a damn leech and never let them go. i want to make sure that a person never needs anything else except for me. just me, me, me, me, me. pay attention to me

idk where these feelings really came from, but i guess after being abandoned (again) in my last relationship, a switch kinda went off in my brain and now i want to ensure im never left alone ever again

now i just want to make sure that a person doesnt love anyone else romantically except for me

i want to make sure my partner loves me and is as head over heels for me as i am for them

i want them to love me just as much as the day they fell for me

i want their love for me to be just as intense

like bro im already picturing myself physically grabbing my lover and holding them close to me so they cant get up to leave

i mean obviously he would have to get up eventually but bruh for the time being i need you With Me and i never want you going Anywhere Else except for right here . with me

me me me me me

me

these feelings are so intense im tearing up

even though im not upset or sad

fuck this is weird

March 30th

your google is lying to you

i need annoy the life out of somebody

i want to have such an impact on someone's life to where theyre thinking of me 24/7

i want to hold them down and never let them go

i feel stupidly needy right now

im left alone for 2 seconds and now im all ansty and eager to interact with people

wanting any kind of positive attention

BEFORE VALENTINES DAY WHO WANTS TO ADMIT THEY HAVE A CRUSH ON ME🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 (delusional man)