I Need Annoy The Life Out Of Somebody

must be so damn nice to be loved and accepted by somebody despite your flaws bro

what does that feel like

(abandonment issues kicking in full swing)

i love your blog so much you put into words how i feel perfectly we should get married /j

LMAOOO thanks glad you like my bullshit ramblings and thoughts ☠️

i want it, but its simply never going to happen

just woke up from a nap

wish i could wake you with a lover and say good morning to them

i gotta rip my heart outta my chest

thank gawd yearning blogs exist at all and im not the only one or else id look like i have schizophrenia

lowkey ive never given two shits about tumblr but my main motivation for posting like i have no common sense is so maybe one day some guy will show up and talk to me and then we become friends to lovers and then i get to have that person for the rest of my life until i am Dead

hi guys

ugh

im yearning again.........

even after i concluded that dating isnt for me

i guess the appeal of being loved won't go away even though the thought of loving someone sounds so tiring

like man

heartbreak gets exhausting after a while

yknow

GRAAAAAH I WANNA LAY ON A MANS BACK AND HOLD HIM CLOSE TO MEEEEEE AND NEVER LET HIM GOOOOOO GRAAAAAH (im a loser)

bro im partially going insane in real time. im about to become one of those stupidass alpha males that get overly protective of their lovers and shit (except i dont have a lover but thats besides the point)

like highkey i am in desperate need to be possessive over somebody. i wanna latch onto someone like a damn leech and never let them go. i want to make sure that a person never needs anything else except for me. just me, me, me, me, me. pay attention to me

idk where these feelings really came from, but i guess after being abandoned (again) in my last relationship, a switch kinda went off in my brain and now i want to ensure im never left alone ever again

now i just want to make sure that a person doesnt love anyone else romantically except for me

i want to make sure my partner loves me and is as head over heels for me as i am for them

i want them to love me just as much as the day they fell for me

i want their love for me to be just as intense

like bro im already picturing myself physically grabbing my lover and holding them close to me so they cant get up to leave

i mean obviously he would have to get up eventually but bruh for the time being i need you With Me and i never want you going Anywhere Else except for right here . with me

me me me me me

me

these feelings are so intense im tearing up

even though im not upset or sad

fuck this is weird