Just Woke Up From A Nap

i gotta rip my heart outta my chest

i gotta find those people that like flaws on the human body . those people that like stretch marks or discolored skin....where r them folks at im right here

yknow lowkey

learning to be unfiltered and unabashedly yourself is great

like the pathetic loser is radiating off of me

itd kill you if it were a gas

and i dont mind that

well kind of

i just like being myself

this has nothing to do with yearning im just writing shit

i would play lethal company with a boy

You don't know who I am but HAI

also what's your favorite food?

cheese fries

cheese on fries

[deep inhale]

i need to heal before i can love anybody again

[deep exhale]

(not gonna stop me from yearning though ☠️)

pathetic loser yearning again

what else is new

pet names are nice

i enjoy terms of endearment

but particularly i like "sweetheart"

or food related terms of endearment

those are always nice

or maybe my dear

i probably have more but i cant remember

no one could ever love you like i do

starting to think i shouldn't be so closed off and reserved if i want a relationship

its just scary

ive dated plenty of folks and all of them have hurt me

how do i avoid such a thing again

how do i avoid being abused dude

if i could just foresee the future on whether or not somebodys gonna hurt me my life would be a lot easier lord have mercy