Blendedwhiskey - Existential Longing

hello everyone, hope you enjoy this lab mouse adaptation of Frankenstein; I am completely exhausted

“Meeting you was like listening to a song for the first time and knowing it would be my favorite.”

— Unknown

Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu, from “Carmilla”

the hardest part was letting go of the potential

of everything I thought you could be. 

I made you out to be so much more than what you actually were. 

I fell in love with a version of you that only existed in my head. 

I was holding onto this unrealistic version of you. 

it wasn’t hard to let go of someone who mistreated, 

abused,

walked over, 

underappreciated,

devalued, 

and neglected me.

it wasn’t hard to let go of somebody who brought me to my lowest. 

it was hard to let go of the hope that you would change. 

it was hard to let go of the potential I fell in love with. 

it was hard to let go of everything I thought you could be.

“…to seek among phrases and fragments something unbroken—I to whom there is not beauty enough in moon or tree; to whom the touch of one person with another is all, yet who cannot grasp even that, who am so imperfect, so weak, so unspeakably lonely.”

— Virginia Woolf, The Waves

Mirrors Reflect You

come get your man he's not doing anything wrong he just misses you

i forgave you for things you would’ve hated me for, bro we different