Blendedwhiskey - Existential Longing

“Do you remember when we first met? I thought I had wandered into a dream.”

— J.R.R. Tolkien

only your name echoes in my head again and again

like a crowd in a sports match except it's my mind alone cheering you on and calling out to you as if you'd telepathically hear me one of these days

Just because I "long for their undivided attention" and "daydream about pinning them against a wall" doesn't mean I'm gay that's just how rivalry works.

"homoerotic undertones" my ass I just want my rival to be down to fuck

— Ernest Hemingway, from The Complete Works; "The Old Man and the Sea,"