Bl00dyl0ver

I don’t think anything I write in this state of mind will be good, but i simply wish to express myself.

I always hoped that what I believed was true, but seeing it happen is mind bending. Mind boggling. Mind destructing. Mind resetting. Mind nucking. Mind fucking. Mind everything.

My reality has genuinely shattered.

Martin Buxbaum

Uygar Karşah

I’m so scared. You make me so scared. The biggest form of fear to exist, the one involving feelings and expectations.

But we will be ok. We are grown ups. We have survived life this far, we can do this.

Will I survive you?

Is it that hard to find a dom that will send me inappropriate requests via Tumblr while in the office? I need it by Monday

I don't exist outside of interactions with Him - He is my brain and my world. My heart and my pain. My life and my death. My ghzal diali.

It is absurd, unreasonable and dangerous, but it is true.

I‘d do anything for You. But You don't need to ask, I will mould myself to fit into Your deepest desires on my own accord.

I want my reckless, immediate and dangerous declarations to tear through Your god-like defences.

I want to see You misscalculate me and break that controlled facade. See the surprise in Your words, and most importantly witness Your dangerous mouth swear for me.

I know I did that to You.

I will show You submission like you have never before sir. I will show you obsession like you have never seen my sir. I will surprise you like you've never been surprised my ghzal diali.

I just want to hear you swear again, please please please please please.

I am hamak for you.

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