Will I Survive You?

pearl is so kind

The bliss of paradise.

i want an older man to send me silly pictures like this 🤭

where?

How do I find the balance between texts, nudes, landscapes and philosophical posts here?⛓️

I know his eyes have touched the prettiest of skins. Curvy siluetees with the daintiest of fabrics, hosts of beautiful souls on the inside.

And I know that I’m far from it, and I don’t deserve him.

Is it that bad to want his attention? To feel his texts caress my inner world, knowing his fingers will never touch mine?

Am I hurting myself too much? Is this broken soul beyond repair?

- Yes