Thank Your Local Trans Girl For Being Alive Right Now

Saw something while getting New shoes and immediatelly went "oh, this looks like something [no-longer-friend-I-crushed-on] would wear!" And Felt so fucking Sad. Like, that's the same person that told me to kill myself.

What I hate the most is that a Lot of the things that made I love her were literally Just she expressing How much she wanted me dead.

I thought she was Just like me, and that she had this quirky way of communication that nobody Else really got.

Like, fuck. It's the only person I ever loved and she hated me. And I loved her because she hated me. And I still don't know How to express It.

I'm still kinda afraid to express It.

The feeling when u realize that Ur risking Ur life needlessly because you've Been cultivating a "my life is worthless and I should take every opportunity to passively increase the chance I die" for almost a decade is REAL.

adulthood really does hit you like a fucking truck when you spent all of your teenage years thinking you were gonna kill yourself eventually,

Wizards are not naturally immortal, in fact creating their own form of immortality is their graduate thesis.

fortune cookies in the affini compact be like: “you are very cute ^-^” “you’re very good at listening to others” and “there’s a collar in your future~”. there’s a separate pool of fortunes for affini guests, and they just all have the full ip address of the cute sophont sitting across from them

ok i think one of the major reasons hdg is unappealing to me is because i like my kink to tell a story, i like to craft an interesting and captivating (ha!) narrative, but hdg just feels so insurmountably one-sided, it’s like trying to play pretend but the other kid just keeps going “no, im immune, hits you with my death ray that you can’t dodge or deflect and it goes through force fields and cancels out immunity!!!”

Being called out 😭

does anyone wanna hold hands until we feel a little braver

i dont bite people anymore. but i did as a child cos i thought i was a werepuppy. also i was still mormon so i would go into the school bathroom at 11:11 everyday (not a mormon thing i was just obsessed with witches n pretended i was one in 5th grade) and pray that god would turn me into a little dog so i could stop going to school. and i was always like "if you don't turn me into a little dog i will STOP BELIEVING IN YOU" and he didn't so i did.

If you were a carrot

and I was a sprout

I’d boil along with you

I’d sit on your plate

If you were a tadpole

and I was a frog

I’d wait till your legs grew

I’d teach you to croak

If you were a conker

and I was a string

we’d win every battle

we’d beat everything

If you were a jotter

and I was a pen

I’d write you a message

again and again

If you were a farmer

I’d be in your herd

if you were a popsong

I’d sing every word

I wish I could tell you

that I like you a lot

but you’re like a secret

and I’m like a knot.

If you were a carrot, by Berlie Doherty

— David Cronenberg, Consumed