I’m The Kind Of Person Who’d Enjoy Watching Someone, Telling Me The Way Around , How They’re Familiarised

Timid petals,

Fell on my lips

Rusted metal,

Bound on my ribs

Knew you wouldn’t settle

For anything but bliss

Here’s to my purity and insanity

I was a prisoner of fall,

A prisoner of fall

~ ghosts of tulips past :: 💌

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, let. People. Feel. Their. Grief. Often at times we don’t want someone to sweep us off our feet. We don’t want someone to put a smile on our face. We don’t want someone to shove our favourite ice cream down our throats or for that matter blast our favourite songs right from the speaker. We want to acknowledge how hurt we are often because we feel as though others would not even spare us a glance, your intention matters a lot, yes it was very sweet of you to do that but it may not have been very smart, be patient and I mean this in the sweetest way possible. Sometimes we’re just not ready. We require some time, that is all

The other day I was staring at the moon and it really got me thinking , do I have a charming personality -?? For her to get flustered and hide behind those clouds , the pink hue around her gave me an answer , October clearly had its fair share of goofiness with me

~ ghosts of tulips past :: 💌

To be embraced is to accept and to submit to your form that craves to be held and kept warm, submit to that version of you that requires your company to be whole, pull your arms around your chest and hold your hands to caress the fabric of your being rather than pulling it apart thread by thread

things you can do despite your sense of guilt

- go for a walk even if you think you don’t deserve it

- have a snack even if you think you don’t deserve it

- take a break from studying even if you think you don’t deserve it

- reach out to someone even if you think you don’t deserve it

- demand, have needs and wants even if you think you don’t deserve it

- make it through the day even if you think you don’t deserve it

- feel mentally exhausted albeit seeming physically fine

- feel the sense of abandonment despite the company of those around you

- go to bed early despite not having done much according to your mental routine

- let out a deep breath even if you think you weren’t holding one back

A problem I have when reading romance novels is I cannot empathize with disliking someone but finding them attractive regardless. If I dislike someone I'm like "You are like a wadded up ball of sweaty socks and I want you to burn in a pyre, undying and screaming for days"

.͙✼̥୭⁺ '🧺🖇🕊 Angst prompts ~

“whyre you here”

“You know .. we could’ve avoided this”

“Look me in the eye and tell me you still feel the same way, do it.”

“Why now ?”

“I’m not your test dummy”

“You emotionally drained me out”

“How was I supposed to know ? ”

“Does it hurt ? Tell me does it hurt like it did then ?”

“IM SORRY OK ? IM SORRY”

“Oh please you don’t have the slightest regret”

“Get back to me when this mask of yours falls off”

“It reminded me of them”

“Some people only remain in your life as a chapter”

“They were my favourite chapter”

“Was I the best you had ?”

“It pains doesn’t it”

“Your smile’s different”

“There’s a lot more to you than what meets the eye”

“Who thought someone as sweet as you could be so bitter”

“Step away from me”

“Don’t do it.”

“Please I’m trying”

“But it turned out that way did it not ?”

“You were sorry , ‘were’ ..”

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Normalise not being ready to face a day, not every day is supposed to be your best , and not every day is supposed to be the most productive , at times you’re just ready to wake up and not be up for facing the rest of your tasks and thats ok , sometimes all you can do is survive and that’s more than enough :)

~ ghosts of tulips past :: 💌

૮ ྀི◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ྀིა ໒꒰ྀི ◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ꒱ྀི১ ૮ ྀི⸝⸝◞ ˕ ◟⸝⸝ ྀིა ໒꒰ྀི ⸝⸝◞ ˕ ◟⸝⸝ ꒱ྀི১

૮ ྀི◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ა ໒꒰ྀི ◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ꒱১ ૮ ྀི⸝⸝◞ ˕ ◟⸝⸝ ა ໒꒰ྀི ⸝⸝◞ ˕ ◟⸝⸝ ꒱১

૮ ◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ྀིა ໒꒰ ◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ꒱ྀི১ ૮ ⸝⸝◞ ˕ ◟⸝⸝ ྀིა ໒꒰ ⸝⸝◞ ˕ ◟⸝⸝ ꒱ྀི১

cutie emotes i made ! like / reblog !

Taking accountability for your mistake is different from holding yourself responsible for somebody else’s wrong doing, you can sympathise and see what you’d do in their situation to help them out, but you can’t dig yourself a grave for something that doesn’t involve you at all. One shouldn't play the blame game, but know who needs to rightfully own up to face the repercussions, to realise and be honest :)