I Love The Idea Of Almost All The Council Regressing And Mel Has To Try To Wrangle Them Together While

I just watched the Bluey episode 'the sign' and it made me think of when I had to switch schools, there was no real reason other than my parents wanted me to learn french but being autistic I was never really able to make friends in the new school and that led me to a lot of loneliness and depression that I've carried with me ever since.

And I think it's easy to say that this is the bad ending, the bad "we'll see" but maybe by leaving that school I missed something potentially worse that could have happened to me. Bluey never found out that it was their lucky coin that saved their house and maybe I don't know it but this loneliness saved me from something I wouldn't have been able to recover from

Vent about being harassed under the cut. Tw: death threats

I'm just so scared now. Ask my friends are always dismissed and I can't bring it up to anyone in my life because they won't understand the do great I feel over something that's "just online comments". They were telling me they were going to hang me. That's not okay. I didn't deserve that. I'm so scared. I'm to scared to regress right now cause I know if I see any more of those comments when little I won't be able to handle it. No one in my life has ever gone easy on me I just need someone to listen to me when I'm upset and not dismiss it. I feel so dirty, my whole body feels dirty. Before it got really bad I was dealing with it by dehumanizing myself cause that's one of the few things that give me comfort, to just set my body as an object and my mind as unnecessary. But now I feel like my whole body is dirty and worthless. I'm so scared. I wish I had someone who would protect me. I'm so scared. I'm so alone and I'm so scared

I wish I had a caregiver that made sure I felt included in groups. That held me and rubbed my hand when I'm to tired to talk to remind me that they're still thinking of me and appreciating that I'm there.

Who makes a point to turn to me and respond if I try to say something but no one else listens. Who will ask me direct questions if I want to talk but I'm struggling to come up with something to say.

A caregiver that'll loudly say bye to me when I'm leaving so everyone notices and waves bye too

A caregiver that'll stand up for my needs when everyone else is ignoring them.

A caregiver that'll talk about me even when I'm not there, about how much they appreciate me and enjoy being around me

caregiver with a black little that has internalized racism

always makes sure to put on shows with good black rep and buy books with black characters

does your hair all pretty in cornrows or box braids and adds colourful beads to it

always reassured you you're a good kid no matter what others assume about you

and that your skin and black features are very pretty

loves making your 'non-typical' agere meals that are a bunch of Jamaican foods (/foods from your ethnicity) your mom used to make for you

will do as much as possible to keep you away from the news when regressed

will NOT let anyone tell you that pastels don't look good on you

they're try to reassure you you don't need to worry about racism and stuff cause they'll protect you but sometimes they have to admit they can't protect you from everything and just let you cry in their arms

will teach you about strong black figures

helps you reconnect with parts of your culture your parents didn't share with you like reggae music

if you're African they'll wrap you in a bunch of African prints and celebrate Kwanzaa with you

black regressor moodboard !!! 🛁🫧<3

we don't get enough representation in the agere community and it can feel really discouraging sometimes !!! especially when you have different nostalgic regression when it comes to getting your hair done, the music you grew up listening to, and rarely seeing other black characters in your favorite media >< but we are here and we are just as valid as everyone else !!! you are loved and seen !!! <3 sincerely a fellow black regressor <3 ^_____^🐛

Hiii! I just made a community for age regressors to vent in :D

it's @@agere-venting, I had a lot of fun making it, I made the banner and pfp myself :D. I even added a list of hotlines if you need one :3

sooo plz join and share it maybe, that would make me really happy. thank youuuu!!!!

"you can't change, you'll always be a monster"

What about you can't change, you'll always be a kind hearted person who sees the best in people. And maybe the people you've met so far haven't deserved it but one day someone will and they will be the best experience for both of you

Dippin dots!!!!!

Zoo pics from yesterday!!

when you can't regress so you hang out with you friends until they make you feel so excluded that you involuntarily regress

I is so sick but I still made din din for myself

I wuv appy slices n sweet potatos sooooo much