I wish I had a caregiver that made sure I felt included in groups. That held me and rubbed my hand when I'm to tired to talk to remind me that they're still thinking of me and appreciating that I'm there.
Who makes a point to turn to me and respond if I try to say something but no one else listens. Who will ask me direct questions if I want to talk but I'm struggling to come up with something to say.
A caregiver that'll loudly say bye to me when I'm leaving so everyone notices and waves bye too
A caregiver that'll stand up for my needs when everyone else is ignoring them.
A caregiver that'll talk about me even when I'm not there, about how much they appreciate me and enjoy being around me
The trans guy in me hates being 5'3 but the age regressor in me loves being 5'3. Someone come and pick me up ( っ˶´ ˘ `)っ
He such a good puppy
puppy regressor jayce talis :3 center pic made by me using @/bunnelbaby’s pupre flag!
X X X
X X X
X X X
piggies!!!!
Imagine stepping out of the shower and your caregiver is ready with one of these and wraps you up in it and you sit on their lap as they wash your face and put moisturizer on you and boop your nose and give you little kisses
bringing back an old special interest, hsmtmts characters as win or lose characters
stressing over how they can stay in their club and continue to hang out with friends even through their single mom's job troubles
self destructively insecure about relationship
dad said I NEED to be perfect
lonely uptight teacher
millennial who is trying so hard to help her kids (& in love with the uptight teacher)
this doesn't fit the best cause hsmtmts doesn't have an insecure and genuinely not good at it but like vibes
and finally divorced dad
currently doing some research on like clinical reports of age regression and I found this...
brb enjoying my autistic fantasy defense
I just watched the Bluey episode 'the sign' and it made me think of when I had to switch schools, there was no real reason other than my parents wanted me to learn french but being autistic I was never really able to make friends in the new school and that led me to a lot of loneliness and depression that I've carried with me ever since.
And I think it's easy to say that this is the bad ending, the bad "we'll see" but maybe by leaving that school I missed something potentially worse that could have happened to me. Bluey never found out that it was their lucky coin that saved their house and maybe I don't know it but this loneliness saved me from something I wouldn't have been able to recover from
꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦ Sleepy Caregivers ꒦꒷⭑ ࣭ ๋︶꒦꒷︶꒦꒷
Cuddling your little and softly singing them lullabies as you doze off into sleep long before they do
Your little chronically under sleeps until you start saying you need to hold them through the night to sleep ("you have mr.teddy to sleep with but you're [title]'s mr.teddy so I need you to come cozy up in bed with me, okay?")
Falling asleep while watching your little's favourite movie/show and having them excitedly explain the entire plot of it after
Taking a nap on the couch and waking up to see your little has covered in you in makeup and stickers
Getting the coziest blankies and stuffies for you and your little to snuggle up under
Your little still into their games even when you're too tired to play ("We must rescue princess teddy without waking the evil dragon!")
Having the third sense for when your little's breaking a rule and waking right in time to stop them (and sometimes pretending you didn't notice cause they deserve a cookie or two)
Picking your little up after they had a long day and falling alseep on the couch cause neither of you had the energy to make it back to the bedroom
꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷
I'm starting to wonder if I'm ever fully big. Like I always saw a lot of my little traits as just being a part of autism and delayed mental growth (i forget the correct word) but like the more I interact with the agere community the more I realize that like I'm one of you. Idk I think I might be getting work down mentally and that's causing more regression but I feel I spend more of my waking hours little than I do big
I think it's funny how the term nsfw changed from actually being about what you can't do at work to just a kinda general category of s*xual and v*olent things
Cause like agere is always about being sfw but it's not actually something you could do at work lol
age regressor (3-8 little, 19 big). trans guy (he/him). special interest is arcane :D. feel free to say hi. nsfw or kink dni
84 posts