I Got A Thing Of 96 Crayons And Organized Them All So They're Pretty :3

bringing back an old special interest, hsmtmts characters as win or lose characters

stressing over how they can stay in their club and continue to hang out with friends even through their single mom's job troubles

self destructively insecure about relationship

dad said I NEED to be perfect

lonely uptight teacher

millennial who is trying so hard to help her kids (& in love with the uptight teacher)

this doesn't fit the best cause hsmtmts doesn't have an insecure and genuinely not good at it but like vibes

and finally divorced dad

When I tell them I'm an age regressor and they say 'okay, cool' and not 'can I be your caregiver'

Caregiver!Sevika coming home and you're still awake (by a little who may or may not be up way past their bed time)

You're waiting at the door for her when she comes back from work

"my little munchkin, what did we say before I left?"

" ... That you left a meal for me in da fridge ... Um dat I could has one ice cweam tweat..."

"and..."

"... n bed at 10"

She scoops you up into her arm and carries you up to bed

You're trying to go to sleep cause you know Sevika's all tired from her work day but you just can't and keep squirming around in her arms

She gives you some toy cars and lets you play with them for 20 minutes, but it's off to sleep right after that!

you run them up and down her prosthetic arm as she doses off having the cars race each other and jump over the shimmer cavern

After your 20 minutes are up she turns off the lights and locks her in bed under her strong arms

She softly sings you the lullabies her mother used to sign for her

you join her

"dear friend across the river..."

Fun fact! There's this thing called misokinesia that's similar to misophonia but is triggered by other people's movements, often repetitive movements like fidgeting or stimming.

I had this as a kid really bad, I was always having meltdowns cause no one would understand just how distressing it was for me so it's really nice to find out that it's an actual thing :3

Wishing that everyone who deals with misokinesia isn't forced to stay in a space with triggering movements 🥰🥰🥰

When an agere discord doesn't allow you to use the word "diaper" :/

It's their space they created and they get to make the rules but I just wish there were more spaces for padded regressors

Vent below

Ppl are so mean :((( I don't like me friends and I hate that I have to be friends with them cause we're in the same sport. They all joke about being autistic then say they don't like those ppl cause they're too autistic and then when I say they're not autistic enough to understand that you can't just "start socializing" they say there's no more or less autistic and like yeah there isn't but you clearly don't know anywhere enough about autism or disability to understand how one condition can cause people varying levels of disability like you're self diagnosed and haven't even done research, you do not speak for the autistic community*. You tone down your definition of autism to mean being a bit weird so you can fit into it and then when ppl talk about the actual affects of autism you say that's not a real thing cause it doesn't fit into your definition. I hate them. And they're like just talk to people and then say they don't like other people cause they talk too much. I hate them I hate them I hate them.

Like why are we talking badly about ppl behind their backs. I get shitty on ppl who have done bad things but they were literally saying "he's just too autistic for me"

I hate how autism has been mainstreamed to mean quirky then people feel comfortable shitting on actually autistic people because they're "a bit autistic"

They're sooooo mean and I hate them and I miss being a kid and when people said mean things adults told them not to but now they're all like we're adults, but that doesn't make being mean okay!!!

*this isn't anything against self diagnosed ppl who did literally any research and don't use their label as an excuse to be ableist. Self diagnosis is very important for ppl who can't get access to assessments or for whom having an official diagnosis would hurt but there are more ppl now adays that use their ability to self diagnose badly

The trans guy in me hates being 5'3 but the age regressor in me loves being 5'3. Someone come and pick me up ( っ˶´ ˘ `)っ

I need a caregiver so badly. Like I think I'm doing pretty well taking care of myself but I just need someone to pick me up and give me a bottle and let me cry out and call them mama

shoutout to black age regressors that didn't get to be children bc their parents knew they wouldn't get to make the same mistakes that their white peers made who are now taking back the chance to be kids

you were never dangerous, you were just a kid ❤️

Here's my din din for today! With a little treat!