Diomedes…. Just Because You’re Built Like A Tree Doesn’t Mean You Have To Carry Menelaus Around

ya’ll i just had the most humbling experience of my life today so i’m gonna talk about it. for context i am in a school that is 6-12th grade, and there’s like a total of like 24 kids in the whole building (this is because it’s specifically a setting for students with mental disabilities and disorders- and is small on purpose to reduce stress levels) so some of my classes are mixed with little 7th grade boys. specifically my gym/health class because i am the “teachers assistant” for some reason (i did not sign up for this somebody save me /j) and basically i was just minding my business with my aarmau meemeows on my desk because a lot of people carry around plushies as like a support item, so i carry around my aaron and aphmau ones on days where i’m having a hard time and stuff. and this little 4 foot boy taps me on the shoulder and goes “those are from aphmau” and i had a fucking HEART ATTACK. i just stared at him and went “yea. you watch her?” and he got all excited. it was very cute. so we started chatting about it and i was like “oh who’s your favorite character of hers?” and he said ein and i was like interesting choice but ok- and we started talking about aarmau since we both knew a decent amount about them n’ stuff- or at least i thought we did. i was fully convinced we were on the same page but then he started talking about what videos he watches and it hit me like a truck. he watches jess’ CURRENT content. he watches COCOMAU. WHICH MAKES SENSE SINCE HES LIKE A SMALL CHILD BUT FOR SOME REASON I DIDNT REALIZE THATS WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT UNTIL HE MENTIONED LIKE A RECENT VIDEO. so i was just sitting there hiding my absolute whiplash while he asked me if i’d seen any of the videos he was talking about- and i confessed to him that i only like her older stuff from like 2016 and he was like “oh. okay.” HE DIDNT LOOK UPSET OR ANYTHING BUT I STILL FELT A BIT BAD. nothing was worse then when i felt like i was aging rapidly though. like oh my god i am an out of touch elderly woman. pleaseeeee someone put me out of my misery or something because that was so depressing.

but the worst part was when class was almost over and i took out my wallet so i could go buy some oreos from the school store once the period ended or something- and i forgot that i have my mcd aaron keychain hooked onto my damn wallet- so i half expected this kid to like notice it and bring it up in front of everyone. which would’ve been kinda embarrassing if i had to explain to everyone in my gym class who mcd aaron was. but alas he didn’t say anything. and it took me a second to realize the reasons he didn’t recognize the damn keychain was because mcd aaron’s design is DRASTICALLY different from cocomau aaron’s design- SO THE LITTLE BOY HAD NO IDEA WHO IT WAS. WHICH WAS SOMEHOW WORSE THAN HIM BRINGING IT UP CAUSE IT MADE ME FEEL EVEN OLDER. GOOD GOD 😭😭😭 IM CRYING LAUGHING WRITING THIS TOO BECAUSE ITS JUST SO FUNNY TO ME AND I DONT REALLY KNOW WHY?? I was just humbled so bad tbh it was very silly.

ANYWAYS YEA THATS MY STORY HOPE YA’LL HAVE FUN WITH THAT LMFAOOO

giggling these r so fun

i don’t think ive posted actual writing on here before but omg hi guys!!!! i just cooked some mcd aaron angst ^_^ there’s a few grammar mistakes that i’m too lazy to fix rn cause it’s almost 12am here so ignore those haha

hello diaries fandom i’ve been trying to post on here more often so have this mcd rewrite idea i had!!! this was inspired by someone else’s post on here but i forgor their username soooo ya :’)

What made you decide to write the book?

I was actually reading circe by madeline miller and had the idea in the middle of my free period at school 😭😭 I always thought I’d never be able to write a novel because I never was too interested in making my own characters- so when I realized I could write a re-telling I was like woah!!! i gotta do this!!!!

pdh era of mystreet except snapchat exists and aphmau keeps taking pictures of aaron while they wait at the bus stop ^_^

these two photos actually shot me and killed my family. my crops are dying- my children are sick. WHAT THE FUCK. putting dante at the gates of phoenix drop to signify how loyal he was to the village. how loyal he was to aphmau. how long he waited for her to return. SICK AND TWISTED I TELL YOU.

and AARON. MY GOD AARON. placing him behind aphmau’s house, in the distance- to show his constant need to stay away from everyone. to make sure he never got attached. but also close enough to show his care and devotion to her. his love for her. to show he was still always there- lingering by even after his death. he was never really gone, because he haunted the broken pieces he left behind- in hopes things would get better. IM ILL. THROWING UP. SICK TWISTED. SICK AND TWISTED I SAY!!!! HOW COULD THEY DO THIS TO ME ????

this edit came to me in a dream and i needed to make it immediately . anyways this is legit like that one line in hamilton, “in their eyes I see you alexander” or however it goes i don’t remember. ok i hope you enjoy this i’m going to sleep now ✌️✌️

“My father wasn’t around, I promise I’ll be around for you.”

(I LOVE DEAR THEODOSIA BRO IT MAKES ME SOB EVERY TIME I LISTEN TO IT 😭😭😭)

IM COOKING!!!!! (another fic wip)