tiktok can be really toxic to systems, if you do make the channel be careful!
Thank you so much for your input/gen
I’ll be sure to take precautions and not spend too much time on it if I decide to do that. I mainly just want a place where I can look back at my experiences and possible help others find themselves as well.
-Apollo
Here’s my intro. Wasn’t really sure what to say but today I learned I’m terrible on camera. Anyways. Sorry about the wrinkled shirt it’s the only one I could find that I felt okay in.
Don’t forget to sleep at some point
-Hunter Noceda
Hello mutual of mine! I saw ya in m notes and wanted to say hello! How are you?
(You liked my some of my Percy Jackson reblogs and thus being the autism i am I have to ask if you like pjo)
- @crow-collective15
Hey mutual! I’m doing pretty well, thanks for checking in!
And yes, I love pjo, I really need to finish trial of Apollo though, I’m almost done and have the last two books just sitting on my shelf because I havnt been motivated enough to read anything 😭
Like, we feel so bad for the host’s boyfriend because she will periodically just disappear and he’ll be stuck with some random person who has her body, like that must suck. I kinda want to force a switch for him but I know she switched out for a reason.
-either Leo or Hunter
Update: I should be getting my meds on Monday, my new psychiatrist/therapist refilled them for us so yay!
The body is going through some really severe medication withdrawal due to a mixup with our psychiatrist resulting in us not having a refill of our medication. It’s messing with our circulation, our head, and our mood.
And oh my gosh my mood is so fucked up rn.
If I’m alone I burst into tears over the smallest shit. To the point where I was crying cause I wasn’t falling asleep as fast as I wanted or started yelling at my car cause the door wouldn’t stay open when I was parked on a slope. I have to stay around someone who can distract me so I’m not crying. Which sucks cause I’m at work. And cant just leave to go hang out with friends.
I’m so tired. Really need to figure out this medication situation.
So…. We’ve noticed that when some of us front we aren’t always aware of certain memories until someone else mentions them. Like, if you asked us to list something funny we might not be able to, but if you say, ‘hey remember this specific funny thing that happened’ we’ll instantly recognize what you’re talking about. It’s like that memory is blocked until we’re told to remember it. Is that something you guys also experience? Is it totally normal? Please share the poll to get more answers.
Okay but can we talk about how annoying it is to switch in to the body and the host put us in a super tight corset and none of us can breathe?
-A male alter in a afab body
YALL! I JUST FOUND THE ‘GOTH RAVE’ COLOR PALLET SETTING!! WAS NO ONE GOING TO TELL ME THIS WAS A THING??!
So, the host’s boyfriend came and talked to us, made sure we were okay, that was cool. I ended up talking it out and feeling much better afterwards.
So that’s nice.
-renfield
I’m out and masking so hard, even though we’re among friends who are aware I’m just not super comfortable.
And let me tell you, masking a British accent in an American environment is so not the best.
Especially when everyone keeps asking you if you’re okay cause a second ago the host was out having a panic attack.
This is my life at the moment.
-renfield
It’s always funny to see how different alters change the clothes I put on in the morning. I’ll pick the outfit but they’ll choose how they wear it.
[Box 1: Text: This system doesn't like being referred to as parts.
Box 2 Text: This system is asking you to stop calling us parts please.]
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