Because Dps And The Tiktok Ban Have Been Consuming My Thoughts

“Don’t allow your wounds to turn you into a person you are not.”

— Paulo Coelho

boys are evil and don't appreciate art

it's absolutely soul crushing to share a piece of media with someone who doesn't appreciate it. i often find it difficult to connect with my younger brother without having shared media to discuss. so I finally showed him my favorite movie, dead poets society of course, and his reaction was to call Neil stupid and say that the overall film was "ok, kinda funny sometimes". meanwhile I had cried twice and was shaking and sobbing.

it's ok. he's not an artist. it didn't move him the way it moved me and it doesn't have to. and yet I find myself disappointed and upset that he'll never want to "carpe diem" or suck the marrow out of life. that he'll never let out a barbaric yawp or be good REALLY good.

i dunno. just thoughts

what are some of your favorite songs atm??

ahhhhh so so so many

top 5 is

1. love in black and white by mars argo

2. apple of my eye by frankie valli and the four seasons

3. total eclipse of the heart by bonnie tyler

4. tears dry on their own by amy winehouse

5. this charming man by the smiths

a weird and varied lineup to be sure but this is what all my playlists look like essentially

finally....i have the whole week

another Dalton edit pls ignore me I'm frantically saving edits in case tinktonk gets bonked

re: me watching Dexter

so so so so so ready for another morally grey protagonist from a show from the 2000s-2010s to emotionally devastate me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In the club freakin it Wilson style

burn the house down with the toast

You took my pen by accident

I remember more that most

You took my heart on purpose

Burn the house down with the toast

You made my walls come screeching down

The friction started a fire

You took my crown, my wealth my pride

Now ashes on a pire

Shoutout to @boygeniusmemes, this is me everytime I rewatch the movie.

a woman of many talents, i made this little old thing myself