Burn The House Down With The Toast

i often forget how beautiful the world can be, i do so love to be reminded

oh what's that? the two most devastating pieces of queer media i obsessed over in high school????????? k don't worry about me i'm FINE

This song is so anderperry it’s crazy. Not sure I love the edit, but I love dps and I love falsettos soooo

20th birthday

idk how to feel

will update

beautiful mess

clumpy mascara smudged under the eye with sweat

nail polish chipped by the day's hard work

frizzy hair thrown up for some semblance of put togetherness

choppy unblended bangs, cut with kitchen scissors on a bad night

well worn tights, holes and runs abound

green-copper rings tarnished by water and wear

like a cracked ornament on the scrawniest tree, there is heart, charm and an ocean deep beauty

boys are evil and don't appreciate art

it's absolutely soul crushing to share a piece of media with someone who doesn't appreciate it. i often find it difficult to connect with my younger brother without having shared media to discuss. so I finally showed him my favorite movie, dead poets society of course, and his reaction was to call Neil stupid and say that the overall film was "ok, kinda funny sometimes". meanwhile I had cried twice and was shaking and sobbing.

it's ok. he's not an artist. it didn't move him the way it moved me and it doesn't have to. and yet I find myself disappointed and upset that he'll never want to "carpe diem" or suck the marrow out of life. that he'll never let out a barbaric yawp or be good REALLY good.

i dunno. just thoughts

my shaylaaa

Hey, are you having a bad day? Did you know that the actor of Neil Perry, Robert Sean Leonard (Bobby) loves theatre more than acting in front of a camera? Bobby's love for theatre is just like Neil's love for theatre. <3

He also once played a teacher who cares for his struggling 17-year-old student.

Sounds familiar? Let me show you something...

So don't worry. Neil is alive, and Bobby made his dream come true. ❤️

the Google drive full of my dps edits I'm saving (will be posting them for the people)

had to put how the house md fandom views chase into words