More Stuff Related To The Tiktok Ban

when i say that dead poets society genuinely makes me romanticize my life im not joking. like whenever i feel too stressed or like im not living in the moment i watch that fucking movie. when i get to bogged down with logistics i remember "poetry, beauty, romance, love. these are what we stay alive for."

never forget that each day the powerful play goes on, and your life is your verse.

he’s so pretty i hope nothing horrifically ironic for his profession happens to him

i feel like shit

it's stupid to be this upset over an app but I haven't felt this upset in a while. 2024 was a great year for me and 2025 is starting off shitty. if it isn't too much to ask, I'd love some fun asks to keep my mind off of things. I lost a lot of connection today and I'd like to feel it again. thank you lovely people

- Belle

get mad if you want but I'll always be a hater to (fictional) children idgaf

at Welton academy

straight up killing it

and by "it" haha let's justr say

my poets

this may need some work shopping

boys are evil and don't appreciate art

it's absolutely soul crushing to share a piece of media with someone who doesn't appreciate it. i often find it difficult to connect with my younger brother without having shared media to discuss. so I finally showed him my favorite movie, dead poets society of course, and his reaction was to call Neil stupid and say that the overall film was "ok, kinda funny sometimes". meanwhile I had cried twice and was shaking and sobbing.

it's ok. he's not an artist. it didn't move him the way it moved me and it doesn't have to. and yet I find myself disappointed and upset that he'll never want to "carpe diem" or suck the marrow out of life. that he'll never let out a barbaric yawp or be good REALLY good.

i dunno. just thoughts

because dps and the tiktok ban have been consuming my thoughts

update: I threw up in the middle of class

20th birthday

idk how to feel

will update

intro 🩷

Name: Belle, but you will still prob associate me with my url lol

Age: 19

Pronouns: Any/all don't careeeee

Additional Notes:

- House MD is the only thing that currently brings me joy oopsie!

- Theatre kid to the extreme (i'm a theatre major 😔)

- I sew and crochet a lot of my own clothes

- Lesbian

- I ramble a lot and write bad poetry so beware

- might edit this if people ask questions