A Very Necessary Nuwanda Juno Edit

who up thinking about dead poets society and the fact that you'll never experience it because instead of being born an east coast boy in the 1950's, you're a west coast girl in the 2020's and you've never been to boarding school and yet you feel a deep connection to the film because you too have unsupportive parents and dreams of theatre and poetry and art

calling all freaks

i want to preface this by saying i'm a LESBO!!

that being said I started watching Dexter and I lowk think he's the ideal man

beautiful mess

clumpy mascara smudged under the eye with sweat

nail polish chipped by the day's hard work

frizzy hair thrown up for some semblance of put togetherness

choppy unblended bangs, cut with kitchen scissors on a bad night

well worn tights, holes and runs abound

green-copper rings tarnished by water and wear

like a cracked ornament on the scrawniest tree, there is heart, charm and an ocean deep beauty

don't careeeeee

is my poetry surface deep and corny?

maybe.

but at least i'm getting it out

even if it's all just VOMIT

it's better out than in

I'm the only one serving at university ugh

Charlie dalton is a fag

rant.

WHY-?

why is tragedy beautiful?

why is suicide glamorized?

why do we romanticize the Ophelias, Hedda Gablers, Cleopatras and Sylvia Plaths?!

why are Neil Perry and Daisy Randone fan favorites?!

WHY do so many queer stories end in sorrow?!

We are here to live! Dying is a consequence, not an aspiration!

YES!! momento mori, but so you can remember to enjoy life now, CARPE DIEM!!

Why when we can romanticize life, do we choose death?

Why do we choose to retreat from the warm caress of the sun and turn to the suffocating vice grip of the earth?

DEAR GOD WHY!!!!!

i feel like shit

it's stupid to be this upset over an app but I haven't felt this upset in a while. 2024 was a great year for me and 2025 is starting off shitty. if it isn't too much to ask, I'd love some fun asks to keep my mind off of things. I lost a lot of connection today and I'd like to feel it again. thank you lovely people

- Belle