Bloating weight is the freakin worst. I lost three damn pounds and didn't even know because my body sucks.
Anyway I'm down to 136 lbs thank GOD. Closer and closer every day. School gets out in two weeks, hoping to weigh much less by then.
Not me having such bad cramps that I wish myself dead right then and there haha lol
God being AFAB sucks ass.
Patton: *screams*
Virgil: You, uh, you good?
Patton: Peachy.
Respond to this (reply or reblog whatever you want) with your favorite Patton quote, canon or something you saw in a fan work
Can someone dm me m3ansp0 so I don't binge? Struggling rn cuz I'm starting to feel sick (fasting stuff). ๐
Ayo my ex who accused me of cheating and said I was ruining their mental health is talking to me again and being really nice. Like
Bish what? Who dis? They aren't acting like normal. I'm kinda scared that they're gonna turn around and tear me apart again.
Ahaha anxiety
Why havenโt you left class yet?
(On an alternate note can someone like popular reblog me so I get attention i think that would be kinda cool)
Why is being a system so wEIRD-
Like c'mon guys get it together T-T we have to act normal please-
AND WIL, STOP TRYING TO FIGHT EVERYONE-
-Bur
Y'know, I've never been put on r/fakedisordercringe, but it's a triggering as hell subreddit. I see real systems get fakeclaimed on there all the time, and it makes us feel like we can't be ourselves if we want to be recognized as a "real" system.
Fuck that subreddit. Yeah we have DSMP alters, yeah we have fictives, yeah we switch a lot, yeah we can communicate really well. Our experience isn't the same as everyone else's. Just because systems are different doesn't mean they're fake.
Be yourselves, guys. To hell with fakeclaimers. They're trolls with nothing better to do. I wish everyone a happy day.
-Vee (host)
As a fictive, I say FUCK being in a system. This pisses me off. I can't go anywhere on my own, I have to use someone else's body, and just UGH. I don't have my own clothes, I don't look like myself outside of the innerworld, and nobody seems to get the fact that I EVEN FUCKING EXIST. I'm getting really sick of this really quick.
-Wil
Making this post to hold myself accountable lmao.
Gonna try and fast for a full week. The last time I went over three days, I couldn't get out of bed. Not this time! It is MY body, and I will do what I want to it. I can do it. I have to.
Distracting myself is gonna be hell XD
People are so fucking mean. Reblogging so this gets more attention.
tw/cw ahead: ableism, fakeclaiming, and harassment of systems
hey fellow systems of tumblr.
as some might be aware there are safe spaces on discord for systems, and recently people from the r/fakedisordercringe subreddit have created a fake safe space to lure in systems for the purpose of mocking and harassing them. the server is called System City with a fancy font (๐๐ช๐ค๐ฅ๐๐ โ๐๐ฅ๐ช).
PLEASE share this, so no systems fall for this trap and get harrassed.
[image ID: a screenshot taken from a TikTok video, which in turn is a screenshot of the r/fake disorder cringe subreddit. the reddit post provides a screenshot of the fake discord server. the caption reads: my friend and I are going undercover as DID fakers, we made a server to specifically invite people we know are faking DID (like those with 200 plus alters that are all fictives.) We're just baiting them to join so we can laugh at them lol- end of ID.]