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Misunderstanding Mikey.

Some kissing, misunderstanding obvi, panic, angst, fluff, Mikey x reader

You and some of your family were in the living room watching a scary movie at around 1 or 2 am, when someone knocked on the door,

You immediately looked at your parents as they looked at you, knowing you would have told them if one of your friends or boyfriend would be coming over. and you knew nobody was coming over, so, standing up a little freaked out you go to look through the peephole on the door,

You can't really make out the features of the person, just a shadow and slight silhouette, but then they turn a little and take a step back, the street light now showing your boyfriend is on your porch,

You turn back to your parents "it's mikey, can i see what he wants?" they said yes but to stay on the parch because it's late, you open the door and close it behind you leaving it unlocked,

Mikey looks up at you with tired and apologetic eyes without saying anything, intently gazing at your face in silence, and you notice he's got bandages on his left forearm which isn't surprising,

but what did shock you a little was that he is in his pajamas, oversized gray shirt, (a little damp from the soft rain that just started) sweat pants and no shoes just socks, you look back up at him like he's crazy,

But he still hasn't said anything, which in it's self is really weird for him so this must be serious, and he's just silently scanning your face,

You take a step closer to him and grab his hand in yours, his skin is warm and cozy, to your surprise, and his palm is rough, his fingers are gentle as they lace with yours in return, the sprinkling turning into pouring rain in a matter of a few minutes,

You whisper out "are you ok?" your almost not heard over the rain, but your concerned voice seems to have snapped out of his daze,

he looks off to the side for a moment, taking his eyes off your face for the first time since you've come outside. your hand still in his, then looks back up lips sealed in a line and eyes darting around like he's trying to find something to say,

he then takes a step towards you closing the gap between you, leaning in giving you a quick kiss on the corner of your mouth,

pulling away his eyes looked into yours and almost whispered "I'm sorry, I just wanted to see you, and let you know that i love you, goodnight baby" he says in a soft voice and hesitantly turned around letting go of your hand and going down your stairs, and to anyone else and whatever neighbors who saw this would think it was sweet,

but to you, your world just shattered. your eyes are watering your breathing gets heavy and your chest hurts. with the life he lives, in your mind he just said "good bye" to you and you're never going to see your sweet, silly boyfriend and best friend again, because wherever he's about to go, if he feels like he's going to die, then most likely he's right.

you forget about what your parents said as breathing gets a lot harder and tear's start rolling down your cheeks, you make quick work of the stairs as you see mikey's almost to his bike that's in the street,

you don't care about the heavy rain as you run to him, almost slipping, he must have heard you because he stopped a foot away from his bike and turned around just in time for you to hug him squeezing him close to you,

your borderline hyperventilating as you embrace him. almost having to yell over the pouring rain so he can hear you, "please don't go! I couldn't take it if i lost you!" you look up at him crying, not letting go of him,

and he looks down at you with worried eyes were you are bent over slightly hugging your head to his chest,

he reaches up to put his hand on your head to soothe you but you squeeze your eyes shut because you know that there's nothing you can do if he's already made up his mind and will probably say something like (it's gonna be ok, don't worry)

you look back up to him and before your mind can fully wonder what's gonna happen to him when he leaves, he smiles at you and giggles "what are you talking about babe? where would I go?"

you let go of him and just look at him "why did you come here Mikey?" he looks down slight smile on his face "I fell asleep early, and i had a nightmare, so I wanted to come kiss you and make sure you were ok, so I did"

He looks up at you and smirks "so what's this about how you can't live without me?"

you roll your eyes and turn around and start walking back to your house, the cold and your annoying boyfriend starting to get to you "I didn't say that."

he laughed and grabbed you from behind hugging you close to him "oh really? what was all that about?" he says leaning his head on your shoulder closing his eyes,

you sigh "I thought you were saying goodbye to me." his eyes open and he sighs too "no. but I'm sorry I scared you, hon,"

you turn around in his arms and run one of your hands though his wet strawberry blonde hair and hold him close with your other arm, you give him a deep kiss as the rain starts to let up,

when you pull back you smile at his dumbfounded and blushing face and lean in to give him a soft peck on his lips and his forehead and whisper,

"goodnight and i love you too sweetheart" you go to pull away and yet again your stopped, by his hand on your side he pulls you close, he just holds you for a minute, his head resting against yours, looking into your eyes "y'know I never want to say goodbye to you"

"I know, and I love you but i gotta go back inside and get to bed, you need to go to bed too, you can tell me about your dream tomorrow if you want to ok,"

"Ok" he says backing away from you holding your hand until he gets on his motorcycle, then he waits until your back on your porch before he starts his bike and as he disappears down the street he looks back and smiles at you,

your parents were mad, not only because you were out there for so long but your soaking wet, and as you change your clothes you think about how that boy is going to be the death of you.

Look at him~

A/n I was really tired when I first wrote and posted this and today I felt like cleaning it up :P

July/31/22