Not Invader Zim - Blog Posts

AAA! Ya boi is getting an iPad (+ Apple Pencil) tomorrow with his own money. Hell yeah, man. I’m so excited! Finally, I can stop drawing on my iPhone (that has no storage left) with my dumb fingers! NO MORE FINGER-PAINTING FOR ME!!!!!

Also, look at my lack of storage. This shit is so funny to me.

Exactly this! On top of having ADHD and autism, I have severe anxiety. So, I’m afraid to even TELL people not to jokingly make fun of my interests. I told my best friend about my hyperfixation (special interest? eh, I can’t tell the difference anymore) on Invader Zim and she made fun of it. “Really? You’re still obsessed with that show? The show that ended YEARS ago? It’s kind of cringe now looking back at it.” When I tried to explain (and tried to ignore her calling it “cringe”) that there’s still new content to consume like the movie that came out in 2019, the comics, fan art, fanfics, etc. I then got made fun of for reading/writing fanfics. When she noticed I was upset she was like “Aw, come on! You know I’m kidding!” Do I? Do I know that? Now I’m afraid to even SHARE my interests with people. I don’t talk about it anymore, and if I find someone with the same interests, I’m still anxious talking about it in fear of being judged.

So, please, think before you speak. Words really do affect people, even if you think it’s a “joke.”

ok not to be adhd on main but if you even JOKINGLY make fun of me for my interests thats it. i wont ever be able to trust you again because im positive youre constantly judging me and making fun of me behind my back. thats just the way it is!!

I am CRYING OVER A DAMN DOORKNOB??? HUH???

Literally. I’ve had a friend ask “do you think you’d have as many friends if you didn’t have Tourette’s?” And it really got me thinking. I realized, no, I wouldn’t, people think I’m funny because of my disability. “Oooo, what is he gonna say next?!” No. Focus on me and not my disability. I am not my disability.

Starting to realise that theirs people that only enjoy my company for the tourettic comedic relief...

His name is Loco <3

please explore this place with me. the 3D walkthrough has completely shattered my mind

EDIT: the original listing no longer has the Matterport walkthrough, which can be found here