Cccc Mind - Blog Posts

YOOOO !!! I ALWAYS LOVE SEEING COOL HMS REDESIGNZ !!! AND THIS IS EPICCC !!

HMS designs redraw

Original: https://www.tumblr.com/ghosttai/757240094266654720/im-proud-of-these-drawings-of-hms-despite-their?source=share

Got annoyed that the reference I use to draw my HMS design was outdated so I redrew it

Fun fact: I didn’t realize I initially drew this image in a small canvas so I enlarged it which is probably why the quality is

That post had Whole in it but didn’t draw him cause I forgot and I’m not in the mood to add him

I freaking love this- "I'm bleeding, you stabbed me" "can you be more metaphorical about it then?"

conflict resolution...?

I miss people i never should know- I feel lonely at times despite my having freinds. I shouldn't feel this way- but i do- I end up seeing the people i knew in my freinds on accident and feel bad.

I miss ranting to Soul about things and him giving advice despite being annoyed/tired at me and Mind fighting.

I miss begrudgingly hanging out with Mind and the times we actaully were chill with eachother (in a sibling way- like the silliest things could get us fighting but we still care for eachother- and just have diffrent ways of processing things)

It wasn't great at times (such as being thrown in an apathy hole) but I miss it- even though i know i technically never experienced it. 💜

fanfic ttime, featuring my zeph hms!! tw for suicide mention

"You don't understand, Mind! We need to feel something, anything!" "In order to survive this cacophany, we need to detach from the situation." As Heart and Mind argued for the umpteenth time, Soul stood by. This reminded him of the arguments before the current loop. Heart betraying Mind, severing his arms, and now shooting him. Could this ever end? "Soul fronts the most, right? He needs to be present in the moment, to feel and act accordingly!" "If he feels nothing, the mental toll won't be as much of a burden." Words blended together in Soul's mind, his fur fluffing up with overstimulation.

"Shut up!" Soul snapped. He summoned his trident, pointing it at the two, his wings fluffing up in rage. "I swear to fucking Harmonia, if you two don't stop arguing like before, I will hang this damn body!" Silence. Heart and Mind shook hands, and backed away from eachother. "This has happened before! Do you remember how you lost your arms, Mind?! Do you remember why he hates you in the first place, Heart?! You don't!! I have been trying for years to make you two listen, but--" He paused and took a deep breath, letting his trident simmer away.

"...You never listen."

Thinking about Soul makes me sob because imagine if he's the only one who ALWAYS remember each and every loop 24/7 while the other two stuck within the time mental loop where they keeps on forgetting ehat happened, forgetting their progress over and over again despite knowing about the loops. (Knowing, not remembering.)

Leaving Soul behind in the dark, remembering each one of those loops. Seeing his friends constantly falling back into the worst versions of themselves, ovwr and over again.

I imagine on the first few loops, Soul TRIED so hard to make them aware of the loop, to let them know that this had happened before, to shake their heads. He was probably desperate for them to REMEMBER so this cacophony could end fast, so they could be back and be friends again.

But no, despite how many times he had told them, it doesn't help with their fights at all. They'll forget about it by the next loop.

Soul longs for that happy place, happy times where his friends are being friends, where all three of them get to have a happy life, being whole, complete. But it never last long. He could make them aware of the loop during concord and they would accept it, but it would be a waste once they hit calamity once again.

He would cling into those parts of Heart and Mind that reminded hin of concord, would try his best to bring the best out of them, only for them to completely ignoring him and hyperfocused on their own conflicts about wanting to be the one to influence soul.

He probably had tried to solve their problems with kindness for the first few rounds. He slowly turned his attempts to get them to get along into threats as the more the loops happened.

He must be so sick of it. Just as much as the other two. Except, he remembered everything.

@psilliguykai more zeph wanton weary wiles

this is actually kinda old but i didn't post it when i first made it bc i thought mind's hands looked like shit

ALSO I KEEP ON FORGETTING SOUL'S SATORI THING FUUUUUUCK

have a lore snipped

100th post

tw for juno incident idk

eat up

wwww...... hi @psilliguykai... here r yr skrungles as promised!!!!!

also tw for suicidal gestures (URGHHHHH JIOMMY)

the thought process behind laplace was "she'd wear something like what saul goodman would wear, colorful tuxes n shit...... cuz yknow, normal album. but mind's persoanlity and general vibe doesn't fit it!" so thats why i gave him a businesswoman outfit, responsible! also i gave her rings/string around his fingers to represent how shes sorta the puppeteer

jimmy.... i feel like in this au, they're not a fully formed alter. this is why their design is so..... vacant compared to the rest, and why tey're so unstable. they're hedonistic, but they don't know how to keep it in check

and capgras.... my beloved capgras. i gave him his mask to represent the ACTUAL capgras delusion, because i think it's a delusion about someone impersonating everyone around you. i gave him SPIRAL EYES because of how sort of.... abstract the album cover is.

and for the stripes!

when i was desigining capgras, i mixed up the self-ish album cover for everything is a lot's, and yeah. thats why he has stripes. but i was like "hey, this design is complex, just like self-ish" so i kept it

since laplace is like the apple to everybody elses' windows, sleek and complex.... so i gave her small vertical stripes so it can fit in with her whole vibe

and jimmy..... half n half counts as 2 rlly big stripes, right?

ok srry 4 not making the animation!!!! i have 2 good reasons @zundamind

i got an autosave plugin for flash 8, and it overwrites the previous animation. i made another animation using that plugin and it overwrited the impacto storyboard.

the two are so complexly colored i'm pretty sure i'd get carpal tunnel from having to color in each specific crevice with a mouse (i use touchscreen and mouse for finer details)

so yeah instead i'm gonna make an impacto english cover. also have this mesmerizer. normalize looking at an alternate universe's mind who isn't your mind's wings and going {those shouldn't be there} as it becomes more obvious that OMG I FORGOT HIS THIRD EYE

i had to put mind's own third eye on the lower part of her eyelid bc..... my artstyle don't have foreheads..... where it gonna go, her hairline????

guys.... blame @zundamind...... it made me make a CJ GRIMDARK AU!!!!!! /J

and i used the poses as reference....

LITERALLY 8 MINUTES AND 4 NOTES???????

so.

soul failed to save mind during the juno incident. mind bled out, and that forced soul's third eye to open. being bombarded with thoughts, soul went a little cuckoo crazy and is now trying actively to kill heart, who is also declining due to post homicidal depression and anxiety from cuckoo soul

also due to soul's madness, he ripped out his own wings

no explanation

not me about to make fanfiction about my interpretations of mind and soul

THES GUYS!!!! #cccc supernova

A thunderstorm. This was almost daily during Cacophany. I held Mind during a bluescreen attack, caressing his collar. Reminding him that he could speak again. Reminding myself that I can hear him, even with my deafness. He writhed a little, starting to come out from his attack, until another clap of thunder. He went still, and it hurt me to see it. It hurt me to see him in pain. It made me grateful that I trapped Heart in Apathy, that checkered void with endless stairwells. The thunderstorm started to pass, finally, but it took a while for Mind to recover. [Soul.] {Yes?} [About the incident.] He paused, visibly thinking. [Heart made me taste death for the first time. He brought me down to his damn level.] His teeth gritted, no mouth movement visible as he spoke. I ran a hand through his feathers, gently preening. {It's alright, Mind. He's gone now.} His face softened, and his eyes closed. I could tell he was tired. He got tire dmore easily recently, maybe because of the injury being constantly penetrated. He leaned against me, and fell asleep.

*Sits at a table with a napkin tucked into my shirt.*

Waiter! Waiter! More Mind angst please!! Make him really fucked up after the Juno incident, give him existential dread about his own mortality pretty please!!!!

Make him afraid of the dark, make him jump at loud sounds and claps of thunder. Give him nightmares he can’t fathom because he’s not supposed to feel like this. He’s not supposed to be ‘flawed’ or ‘wrong’.

Make him despise Heart not only for trying to kill him, but also for bringing him down to his level. He isn’t supposed to experience these emotions, Heart has infected him with fear and indescribable grief. Make him suffer with his humanity.

No matter how you see him, automaton, cyborg, full robot. He’s derived from a human, he can’t escape that fact no matter how hard he tries. The shot only reminds him of how fragile his life is, I think that it fucks him up for a good while.

“Mind forgives in the end, but he does not forget.” - My genius friend

something ii had an idea for

anyway tthis isn't for the canon mind this is for THIS mind

so uuh yeah cool fanfc under the cut bye

The shot rang out. I fell to the ground. Stars danced beneath my eyelids, pain bloomed in my neck. With the remainder of my vocal cords, I cried desperately. I was no longer thinking about logic. I heard a voice in front of me, just as Heart was walking away. {Mind. Mind?} I pulled myself towards the voice, and into the arms of someone I wasn't thinking about.

His fingers dug into my entrance wound, trying to find the bullet lodged in. I was biting my own mechanical hand, even cyborgs can feel pain. I felt relief, as the bullet was eventually pulled out. He then started to bandage the wound, talking to me quietly to keep my mind occupied. {I'm so sorry, Mind. I... I'm currently working on your modulator, I took your collar so I could modify it.} And as it was tied off, he asked {...I need to cast Heart into Apathy. Care to join?}

also I refuse to stop crediting (and tagging) @lovelyshiz for inspiring how I drew these characters, honestly if it weren’t for them I don’t think I would have even drawn any of these in the first place, and tbh these are probably some of my favourite pieces of art I’ve made in ages, I’m honestly super proud of all of them :>

(also sorry for tagging you so much over the past few days shiz, I know you’ve been seeing these and I’m sorry if it’s getting annoying lol)

I decided to draw my partner @skykidgaming as Mind from Chonny’s Charming Chaos Compendium. This version on Mind was again inspired by @lovelyshiz :3

(also yes I know Mind is blue and Heart is purple but the purple looks really good and also it’s my art not yours >:3)

The Juno Incident

HEART, lamenting their woes for the third time today (it's 2 pm): I'm so depressed everything sucks I want to die

MIND, on its last nerve (ha): THEN FUCKING DO IT ALREADY

HEART, already pulling out a gun: NO YOU

*Law and Order theme plays*

HMS shimejis !!

Good evening Tumblr side of the CJ fandom, I come tonight to share with you my greatest creation, 3 single celled organisms by the names of Hearb, Minb and Soil take well care of them https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1lapoZeuLTs-3XNqzq6Gz0IAu5Dm0J3v0?usp=sharing

i can't be the first one to make this