(guy who’s lost so much and loses more every day) I never fucking lose
"i love talking about myself please ask me about myself :3" npd vs "if these people know any honest and genuine traits about me they will stone me to death in the streets" anxiety
I just wanna be perceived as a strange little creature. An unknown species. Just an enigmatic little guy being weird.
suspected bpd culture is knowing no matter how good the relationship starts out you will be the downfall of it eventually
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"mental health matters" mf when my disorder makes me genuinely act like a bad person with no desire to become better whatsoever
derealization while literally in VR is such a wild feeling
me, watching hazbin hotel: wow, I love most of these characters but I really feel this odd attachment to Angel!
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me, hours later, analyzing this fact and suddenly remembering the fact of my occasional hypersexuality stemming from being oversexualized since childhood: oh.. Oh no…..
dating me is an unforgettable experience
not bc i was like, really memorable or anything, i just keep accidentally giving people scars
sometimes i feel like all i am is a disorder
never forgetti people are vile and will harm you if given the chance