I Wrote A Poem About My First Love About A Month Into Our Relationship. Today They Broke Up With Me.
I wrote a poem about my first love about a month into our relationship. Today they broke up with me. Here is that poem:
Light Rays
Light rays filtering in all the way from the sun.
Sometimes after a detour to the moon
Filtering in through leaves or bouncing off the snow or ricocheting off someone‘s iris into my pupil.
So much light entering my soul.
So much distance that ray has traveled
All so that my soul can become enthralled with another’s.
When I look someone in the eyes I feel their soul capturing mine; overwhelming me with awe
I bathe in the depths of another’s pupils. Become absorbed by the ever-expanding darkness. Let everything else fade. The darkness strengthened by the photon ring surrounding their pupils;
flecks of light which absorb and reflect rays, surrounding and contrasting the center.
I know I shouldn’t stare into the sun, for I might go blind from the magnitude of pure white light
But when I peer into the darkest depths of another all other senses fade away, consumed by my captivation.
I often look just shy of someone’s gaze;
Their nose, their eyelid.
Otherwise, I’d always be getting lost exploring the souls of others.
If I truly look you in the eye you’ll watch as I get absorbed by you.
If I look you in the eye it means I want to feel totally embraced by you.
If I look you in the eye, it might even mean I love you.
Otherwise, I hope hanging by the hawking radiation, just out of reach of being absorbed, will suffice.
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I just wanna feel soft fingers and sharp nails below my chin, drawing my attention up to a beautiful fem and then watch as they lean in, meanwhile my vision thins; fireworks ignite within.
My hair tangling around their touch, I’m totally undone. They pull away, my heart aches as I know I must wait. I feel a soft exhale of warmth before they pull me in again, my brain oozing away as I know I’m theirs for the rest of today. I’m so so lucky to have such a lovely fae~
everyone who reblogs femboys is bisexual. i don't make the rules.
Fuck it. Y'all deserve to know how hot I am. Ren faire fit pics
Please?!!!
microdosing on estrogen by only consuming the blood of other transfems
Please sign this petition to advocate against apple’s decision to disable Progressive Web Apps on iOS in the EU.
For context, Apple has recently been forced to obey EU regulations and decided to be maliciously compliant in doing so. They argue that they cannot support both multiple browsers and progressive web apps for safety reasons because there is no way to know that those other browsers will treat permissions in the same safe way safari does, breaking the trust and safety of the web. They also mention that in order to have safe PWAs they would have to introduce “an entirely new integration architecture” which they noted their team wouldn’t make the investment into given that so few people use PWAs currently and because apparently Apple doesn’t have enough developers to build the “integration architecture” that would be required.
Most people don’t use PWA’s because Apple hasn’t even supported push notifications on PWAs at up until about a year ago while android supported notifications for almost a decade, since 2015. And still the web push notification support is largely incomplete — not implementing several functions within the Push API specification.
Please take the time to sign the above petition if you appreciate having an open, free, cross platform, and largely unmoderated app distribution channel. You can read more about Apple’s plan for the EU here: https://www.apple.com/newsroom/2024/01/apple-announces-changes-to-ios-safari-and-the-app-store-in-the-european-union/
And here is the direct statement from the Apple article linked above addressing Progressive Web Apps:
The iOS system has traditionally provided support for Home Screen web apps by building directly on WebKit and its security architecture. That integration means Home Screen web apps are managed to align with the security and privacy model for native apps on iOS, including isolation of storage and enforcement of system prompts to access privacy impacting capabilities on a per-site basis.
Without this type of isolation and enforcement, malicious web apps could read data from other web apps and recapture their permissions to gain access to a user’s camera, microphone or location without a user’s consent. Browsers also could install web apps on the system without a user’s awareness and consent. Addressing the complex security and privacy concerns associated with web apps using alternative browser engines would require building an entirely new integration architecture that does not currently exist in iOS and was not practical to undertake given the other demands of the DMA and the very low user adoption of Home Screen web apps. And so, to comply with the DMA’s requirements, we had to remove the Home Screen web apps feature in the EU.
Java is a trash language that should burn in the parts of hell where hitler is
Rust on the other hand is a bratty lil language that should burn in the parts of hell where queers party
I love They Both Die At the End, it’s such a pretty novel
Overheard in a thread about restaurants offering free meals.
"If people that don’t need it take it, it says something about them. If you don’t give because of the chance someone might take it that doesn’t need it, that says something about you."
The first link goes so incredibly hard
Resources 🌼
(Updated regularly)
🪷 Emergency resource: oh no I’m having a bad thought
🌻 Apps and Games
Finch: mental health app where you care for a little bird! Offers many features such as focus timers, rant zones, nature sounds, fun questions, and more! You can even make friends on it and send them encouragement :) (my friend code)
Adorable Home: a precious game in which you have a tiny spouse, cats, and a little house you can decorate! You can check in and enjoy peaceful music, different scenes, and upgrades through collecting tiny hearts you earn through easy tasks! A truly adorable and relaxing game!
Seashine: a game set underwater in which you guide a tiny luminescent jellyfish through the abyss. Beautiful, relaxing music and distant whale noises; some scary enemies, so if you have thalassophobia this might not be the one for you. Very calming otherwise though, and the creator is coming out with an enemy-free version soon in which you can just float around to the music!
Cat Snack Bar: an adorable app where you operate different business venues with the help of chubby, adorable cats! You check in periodically to collect money and update your venue, but otherwise it doesn't require much brain power. A very cute game to help you relax!
Webtoon: a comic app that allows you to browse thousands of creative and often relaxing webcomics! My personal favorite is Cursed Princess Club; it's a very clever and happy one with a lot of good messages!
1010!: a fun little game where you match up blocks. Fairly simple and satisfying, and you can update your backgrounds to fun designs!
Papa's Cupcakeria: a relaxing and satisfying game where you make cupcakes! And of course there’s a whole series of games in the Papa Louie universe to choose from that are fun and happy :)
🪸 Fun Websites
Neal.fun: features many creative pages you can visit such as— a stack of movable rocks, a page that shows how deep the ocean really goes, who was alive [insert year], draw logos from memory, and more!
mrdoob.com: a wacky website with lots of fun features you can draw and mess around with
boredbutton: for when you're bored out of your mind and want a pointless website to mess with!
theuselessweb.com: takes you to a completely useless website, such as a page where it rains corndogs or a page where you can create different forms of art.
ashortjourney.com: lets you take a small and beautifully drawn trip on a trolley and pick up/drop off tiny creatures!
Forestopia: allows you to explore images of forests and the things inside, with background forest noises!
boredpanda.com: full of memes, funny stories, and more!
listverse: contains many lists, some horrifying (so be warned for those) and some just fascinating!
🍄 Focus Sites and Playlists
rainymood.com: a site/app that lets you listen to rain for as long as you want!
asoftmurmur.com: lets you listen to a variety of sounds like rain, thunder, or a fire!
Open ocean: 10 hours of underwater videography of a spot in the ocean!
imissmycafe.com: site that lets you listen to the noises of a coffee shop! You can change the different noises too :)
Secret Forest Playlist: peaceful music; 2 hours
Rain on Leaves on a Forest Road in Autumn: rain in the woods; 10 hours
Haunted Village Halloween Ambience: eerie but quiet music; 3 hours
Relaxing Autumn/Fall Forest: sounds of wind, crows, songbirds, and creaking trees; 7 hours
Chill Beats for Worldbuilding and Writing: Fabulous lofi music; 1 hour
It's Just a Dream/Dreamcore: Very peaceful and ambient music; 4 hours
Autumn Acoustic: Autumn inspired songs; 5 hours
Sad Piano Music: beautiful piano pieces by Jurrivh; 6 hours
The Most Relaxing Waves Ever: beach noises; 8 hours
Have your own recommendations? Drop a comment or ask!
i've been realizing that when people give you their number/social media they like. want you to text them somewhat often or start talking to you by text. which... seems intuitive, but for me, giving people my contact info is more like "hi, i think you're cool. i would like to be able to contact you if needed/i want to hang out." if i met you in person, i would rather get to know you more wherever we met. frequent communication by text is reserved for close friends and long distance friendships.
idk if anyone else is like this but. i feel like i should tell the people ive become friends with recently that this is how i function socially.
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