TW Don’t Kill Yourself Today

What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

PWEASE, SOMEONE SEND IN ANY REQUEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Friend" (YINGHAO X XINGXING)

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Yinghao and XingXing were pretty good friends.

Ever since they met, they knew that they would never leave each other.

They thought about everything together but would they think that being backstage, after a performance, After xingxing got 0 votes away from all the cameras, would be one of them?

Now yinghao's hovering over a poor, crying xingxing, not knowing what to do or how to calm him down.

Yinghao thought of something "let me hug him, maybe that'll help"

So, he did and xingxing hugged back, finding warmth in the younger boy's embrace.

"Please don't be sad, it's going to be okay, everything will be." Yinghao said.

Xingxing calmed down and thanked Yinghao for always being there for him.

Xingxing then patted the other boy's head with a smile and said "let's get going, we don't know what this show has in store for us."

Oh trust me, you don't 😉.

Looks don't matter

god won't judge us for our looks but for who we are

Jimin is not perfect no one is perfect

When i first became an army jimin was my bias in BTS and he is still, not for his looks but for who he is and what he has, not money or looks, No, but kindness, loyalty and being generous

If you'd still love Jimin without abs, reblog this.

I wanna see how many actually love this baby for him…not just his chocolate. 

Read this and save a life - YOUR OWN

From a surgical nurse and certified CPR teacher:

Please pause for 2 minutes and read this:

1. Let’s say it’s 7.25pm and you’re going home (alone of course) after an unusually hard day on the job.

2. You’re really tired, upset and frustrated.

3 Suddenly you start experiencing severe pain in your chest that starts to drag out into your arm and up in to your jaw. You are only about five km from the hospital nearest your home.

4. Unfortunately you don’t know if you’ll be able to make it that far.

5. You have been trained in CPR, but the guy who taught the course did not tell you how to perform it on yourself.

6. HOW TO SURVIVE A HEART ATTACK WHEN ALONE? Since many people are alone when they suffer a heart attack without help, the person whose heart is beating improperly and who begins to feel faint, has only about 10 seconds left before losing consciousness.

7. However, these victims can help themselves by coughing repeatedly and very vigorously. A deep breath should be taken before each cough, and the cough must be deep and prolonged, as when producing sputum from deep inside the chest. A breath and a cough must be repeated about every two seconds without let-up until help arrives, or until the heart is felt to be beating normally again.

8. Deep breaths get oxygen into the lungs and coughing movements squeeze the heart and keep the blood circulating. The squeezing pressure on the heart also helps it regain normal rhythm. In this way, heart attack victims can get to a hospital.

9. Tell as many other people as possible about this. It could save their lives!!

10. A cardiologist says If everyone who gets this mail kindly sends it to 10 people, you can bet that we’ll save at least one life.

11. Rather than sending jokes, please... contribute by forwarding this mail which can save a person’s life.

12. If this message comes around you... more than once… please don’t get irritated... You should instead, be happy that you have many friends who care about you & keeps reminding you how to deal with a Heart attack.

please take the time and boost this post by reposting it and sending it to those you love because we all need to understand how to quickly deal with heart attacks

HI! 👋 I speak fluent English, fluent Arabic and learning German.

I'm not an experienced writer but I'm going to open a blog for Youth With You season 3 trainees even after it is finished so feel free to request 💙

I do:

Short reactions

Short imagines

I'm comfortable with:

Mafia

Yandere

Etc.

I don't do:

Long writing

I'm uncomfortable with:

Incest

Please tell me how many and who are the trainees that you want me to write for and if there's a trainee I'm not familiar with, I'll get to know them

Please don't be uncomfortable and tell me what you want straight, I'm quite open-minded and kind so I won't be rude or anything 😊

And if you need advice or to talk, I'm here

I'm not even joking I have In my drafts a liang sen mafia, a crayon highschool teacher smut and a Kingston highschool teacher smut.

Which one should I finish and post first?

Sorry I had to reblog I couldn't resist. I'm really sorry😓😟😥😢😰😭

Sorry I am obsessed 😍❤️

Love is love and I'm a human being not the God of love 💕

Reblog if you’d be okay if your friend came out as transgender

let’s see how many transphobics we can weed out

EVERY MEMBER IS!

Reblog if you think Moon Taeil is essential to NCT.

I’m trying to prove a point.