If you step carefully, the woods will still chatter and whisper about your presence. A maple may brush your hair with a long, skinny arm. Dry yarrow stalks will claw at your clothes; you may need a sewing kit.
A Prayer of Joy ✝️
May joy come with the same ease
As your mother tongue,
Something learned so young
It’s almost intrinsic.
May the sun and rain both
Remind you of our true home,
Shining and pelting down from
Where some earlier folks referred to as Heaven.
May God bless you
For all of your days. Amen.
Warm Sheets
Sidereal pain,
Sanguine eyes,
Long langue.
Frosted violet hands
On your ignited, beating chest,
Resuscitating me one reassurance at a time.
Fix (warning: substances, abuse, enslavement, self harm, suicidal ideation)
Pile up my substances
I want control
Obey my captors
The same old, same old
Countless masters I serve
Superficial reality
Rinse and repeat
Lies I tell myself to fall asleep
Cut up my willpower
And sell it to a fallacy
I want my life back
Tell me it’s not too late
Don’t want to say goodbye
Sick of paying for mistakes
BELATED happy National Poetry Month!
“I Know Crips Live Here” by Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha
“Prayer for Werewolves” by Stephanie Burt
“Tin Busket” by Jenny George
“Give Ear to My Words (Psalm 5)” by Ernesto Cardenal
“Penelope / Odysseus” by Alex Peery Clark @two-bees-poetry
“Achilles / Patroclus” by LJ Moore
“First They Came for the Jews” by Pastor Niemöller
“Two-Headed Calf” by Laura Gilpin
“she asked me if i believed in god and i told her that when i was four i almost drowned in a public pool and in my panic mistook a stranger for my father.” by @inkskinned
“all this living is catching up to me” by @hauntedomens
“The Hymn of Patroclus” by Penelope L. P. @penelopelpa
“The first lines of emails I’ve received while quarantining” by Jessica Salfia
“Song for Baby-O, Unborn” by Diane di Prima
“Question” by May Swenson
“Young People” by Richie Hofmann
“The Bronze Arms” by Richie Hofmann
“The Trans Agenda is to Keep My F*cking Friends Alive” by Sol Rios
“For a Student Who Used AI to Write a Paper” by Joseph Fasano
“The Boy Scout Pledge” by Michael Glatze
“How to Watch Your Brother Die” by Michael Lassell
“We Have Enough Dead Friends” by Lena Oleanderson @lena-oleanderson
"these flowers suit your hair so well"
acrylic & glitter on stretched canvas, 2018
Full post on my Instagram @ yvepaints
1. Progesterone: not for everyone, but for many people it may increase sex drive and WILL make your boobs bigger. Also effects mood in ways that many find positive (but some find negative). Most doctors won’t prescribe this to you unless you ask. Most trans girls I know swear by it.
2. Injectible estrogen: is more effective than pill or patch form. Get on it if you can bear needles bc you will see more effects more quickly.
3. Estradiol Cypionate: There is currently a shortage of injectible estradiol valerate. There is no shortage of estradiol cypionate. Functionally they do the same shit.
4. Bicalutamide: This is an anti-androgen that has almost none of the side-effects of spironolactone or finasteride. The girls I know who are on it are evangelical about it.
Happy National Poetry Month!
“On Meeting a Stranger in a Bookshop” by Oscar Williams
“Clean Socks” by Anna Kate Stanley
“14 Lines from Love Letters or Suicide Notes” by Doc Luben
“2AM, and the Rabbinical Students Stand in their Bathrobes” by Yehoshua November
“I Remembered” by Sara Teasdale
“a poem to all the dead things” by Ava (@amethyst.hour on Instagram)
“The Raven” by Edgar Allan Poe
“I want to see the tulips in Holland.” by @byrdieprose