To all writers whose first language isn't english, please never apologise for making mistakes or for not getting it perfectly at first.
Do you realise how wonderful it is for you to speak another language ? For you to put so much effort into writing in a language that isn't yours ? Honestly bravo, thank you for your dedication and all the energy and time you put into this.
Keep in mind that mistakes are a part of the learning process and only mean you're getting better at it !
The way all Nikolai talks about is freedom but his actions are completely opposite.
He kills to prove that he does not feel guilt, that he is free from emotions, that he does not get trapped or get tied down to it. But he does feel it, hence why he keeps acting against it. Creating an endless cycle of torture, his own endless cycle of torture.
Freedom is accepted that you're never free
Step 1:
𓍢ִ໋🌸˚ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇ ᴍʏ ғɪʀsᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ? ᴇᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴜᴘ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀɴ ᴀᴘᴘʟᴇ ᴘɪᴇ ִֶָ ︎ִֶᡣ𐭩•
=> Greetings, welcome to my 𝘇૦𝖓𝕖!
=> I'm an artist who likes 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 (I 𝒅𝒐 𝒏𝒐𝒕 condone anything about this in real life). And yes, the quote is from me. (Leave me with my thoughts alone)
(𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠)
ִִֶֶָָᡣ𐭩•ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ᴅɪᴇ. ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ғʟʏ. ɢᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴜᴘ, ʏᴇᴀʜ ɢᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ʜɪɢʜ—
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• — ✧ ᴛɪᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ᴍʏ sɪᴅᴇ?🪢ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʙᴇ ᴀ ᴡᴀsᴛᴇ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ .ꞌꞋ ࣪
Angst no comfort fanfic, I highly recommend "Theory of the two demons [bsd]" by asuoug on quotev (or maybe the author published on AO3 too idk).
The book focuses on Dazai before he meets Odasaku btw, so maybe it's not what you want but I think it portrays his character well.
When I mean I am just about tired of every fanfic being smut I mean it. I just want x reader fanfics that are beautifully written that will make me cry and feel a sense of fufilment once I read that final sentence.
Please?
For example, I'm really itching for a Dazai and the Dark Era fanfic that portrays his character well, not just some suicidal maniac, but the Dazai Osamu that Odasaku brung out in his last moments. The talks about life, everything that arc emodied was perfection.
I'm past just blatant mischaracterization of characters for the sake of everything being nsfw fanfics. It's tired. Genuinely.
Where are the writers that are going to have you sobbing into your pillow and having that churn in your stomach when you can feel the absolute mental termoil from the character in the book?
I'm begging. Please 😕
shout out to ace and aro kids who are constantly bombarded with the opinion that sex and romantic love are directly connected to living a happy life.