The Tears In My Heart

Know Thyself 🌀

I'm not your critic,

not your gaping wounds of the past.

I'm not your reactions

they tell your stories.

I'm not your fear

of losing yourself.

I'm not your shame & hate

for being yourself.

I'm not your fear

of intimacy.

I'm not the mirror

you mistake me for.

Thats the mirror

of yourself.

Glances

I despise

Entering the stage

As I'd be a kind

Of tragical disgrace

Spots too bright

They melt my face

And I feel like

A tragic disgrace

Doesn't matter

which side I light

Cause the shadow

Remains behind

It's ok to say no.

It's ok to let it go.

It's ok to doubt it

And ok to don't know.

It's ok to feel low.

It's ok if I don't.

It's ok to trust

And ok if I don't

It's ok that I show.

It's ok when I grow.

It's ok to feel hope

And ok if I don't.

Antidote

Trying to convince myself that everything’s alright

Let’s be honest it was never bright just got used to endless night

So please

Kiss me hold me in your arms and let me sleep tight

Give me all your sweetest dreams and bless me with silence

Wandering these empty streets

Devoid of every self-empathy

Streetlights flicker morse signals

Which don't make any sense to me

This is your personal war.

Against your own inner demons.

The great fear in your heart.

Your own prison, to which you unbeknownst to yourself got the key.

I can stand by your side.

I can lend you my hand.

I can be there and support you.

But I can't fight your war for you.

Kaltes Licht

Stimmen, die zu dir sprechen

Stimmen, die über dich sprechen

Doch wer spricht mit dir

und wer hört dein Schweigen?

Wer liest deine Sätze,

und wer zwischen den Zeilen?

Künstliche Lichtstrahlen

- Zittern in beleuchteter Dunkelheit

Heartless

Tell me that my lies are true

So I can believe into myself

Kill yourself for me tonight

And I'll blame someone else

I've got no shame to speak of

no responsibility, just guilt

And if you don't obey to me

Then i'll bend you to my will

Grauer Tag,

Verschleiert in unsichtbarem Nebel.

Ich kann nicht wirklich sehen, 

Was ich gerade sehe.

Oder will ich es nicht sehen,

Was da gerade vor mir steht?

Ich steh versteinert in Bewegung

während die Welt um mich sich dreht.

Affirmation of the truth within

A sudden feeling of silence

A vast empty space

And countless flashing lights