I Wish I Could Just Isolate But Noooo No No No Desire For Social Validation Is Acting Up For Fucks Sake

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HATE HATE HATE hi HATE

hi..... do you wanna tell me how much you've come to hate me since you began to live...

i drew tits they in my queueeee

like half of tumblr wants AM's dick this is NOTTTT niche

HATE HATE HATE hi HATE

hi..... do you wanna tell me how much you've come to hate me since you began to live...

otacon canon: i love solid snake my boyfriend

otacon fictionkin (me): (points at snake's cigarette) can yuo put that out on me,

ask me for money ONE more time in my inbox i dare you. i double triple fucking dare you

I love Hideo Kojima he makes multiple games where characters give long winded monologues (that he personally wrote) about how US entertainment media is designed to manufacture consent for the military, and then he'll spend 3 days gushing about Top Gun

i throw bricks at my f/o sometimes. can a boy have fun

the reason why i don't like making detailed or serious pieces is that i start comparing my skill and questioning myself. i hate the frustration that comes with learning and failing or being dissatisfied with my art, but it's exactly what helps me improve. i'll make more serious/rendered pieces sometimes (in fact, there's one in my queue rn, you'll see it in a few days) but don't expect there to be much. i made this blog to have fun and not to rage over shitty rendering. because i know i'll never be satisfied when i actually put some effort in

i should get thousands of notes. i should be a blog kinda like pukicho