There's A Part Of Me That Wants To Starve And Be Skinny And Love Myself But There's Another Part Of Me

Your ED is still valid even if

• you never got hospitalized

• you haven't experienced medical complications

• don't cry while eating

• you look forward to eating

• don't exercise

• still eat “unhealthy food”

you don't fast for more than a day

an ED isn't always determined by what you do but by how you think, it's not a physical disorder it's a mental one

"Your skin isn't paper, stop cvtting yourself!!"

No. ARMY OF SEALS 🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭

intro post <33

I'll add more when I have time sry it's so basic 😔

this is a vent blog- tw for heavy topics such as sh & ed!! remember to pls block don't report!! <3

• river (afab but any pronouns (i really dont care))

• average dni- racists, bigots, homophobia, transphobia, predators, pro ed /ed "coaches"

• my dms n asks r open so feel free to ask/vent

⚠️ i dont do sh pics so pls don't even ask ⚠️

‼️ I MAY SH/ HAVE AN ED BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN I SUPPORT THOSE THINGS!! THIS IS A SAFE SPACE FOR EVERYONE!! IF U ARE IN RECOVERY/ ARE WANTING TO RECOVER I LOVE THAT FOR U AND WISH U THE BEST OF LUCK (honestly i hope i can get to that place in the future too) <33‼️

tags below :3

pretending i'm okay with a situation when it's actually shattering my heart is the worst

w/ my grandparents for a week!! we eat all our meals together!! i love my grandma but she definitely fits the asian grandmother stereotype of "here how abt u try this, it's good!" (and procedes to put food on my plate)!! i try to tell her im not hungry but i don't want to hurt her feelings!! fuck i might be cooked!! lmao killing myself!!

- mom i’m tired

the manuscript- taylor swift/ thirteen/ class of 2013- mitski/ 13 going on 30/ wonderland- taylor swift/ cat city- vewn/ @death-born-aphrodite/ skins/ @inkskinned