I Finished The Drawing Of Dazai. It's A Sponsored Work, But It Describes My Mental State Very Well...

Soukoku 18+ only Discord Server

Here's the main invite for the 18+ only / adults only SKK (Dazai Osamu / Chuuya Nakahara, from Bungo Stray Dogs) discord server.

While it's 18+, there's SFW channels too. So if NSFW isn't your thing, it's fine!

It's new, small and chill but active. You can talk about the serie and the duo, share any type of art, theories, spoilers and more.

There's specific channels and small activities for artists and writers. We do writing sprints, prompt memes, art study sessions, art streams, collabs, etc.

Since it's a discord server, we often play games too.

If you find this later and the invite is expired, send me a message.

Hope to find you there :D

discord.gg/B3HzQbBVR4

mochi soup's sappy happy crying session

i'm so sorry, please bear with me, but i really need to be super sappy rq. (it's gonna be a long one, so imma add the read more here)

i just recently hit 10k likes and lost my shit over it qwq;; i was overthinking a lot, i wanted to run away, and it kinda hit me because honestly, i don't think i deserve all this ;; like i'm just being silly on here and having fun ;;

but that aside, i have been thinking how to properly say thank you, since words are really hard for me (wow big shocker ikr lmao) but i realized it's thanks giving, despite me not being from america i saw all the love today and i thought maybe i can try, this time, to put it to words. (i'm sorry if i don't make sense at all, and honestly don't mind me honestly, i've always been super scared of talking on here but i need to ramble)

so, idk how to start this, i honestly quit art for good like 4 years ago, won't comment on it but this year i tried to pick it back up. i am so scared of people, especially online but i thought why not, so i made a lil acc on here, i wanna say i'm so lucky to have met you all and seeing people like my art, seriously it's what keeps me going. (that sounds so sappy but for what feels like the first time in my life i am genuinely being myself and i am so happy idk what to do) this is way too long of an intro...

i'm gonna start off my twin of course, it feels fitting hehe ;; so, @saltedbiscuiit you know how shit i am at words, and you know how thankful i am for you, and we talked so much about it already so i'll try to keep this short ;; i am genuinely so happy to have met you, kinda feels like it changed my life back then, it honestly hasn't been that long really, since the art trade back in july, i honestly feel like i found my other half (that's so sappy pls don't cry but i'm being honest) thank you so much for everything, you do so much for me, even if you don't know it and i am honestly so so grateful and happy. thank you so much <3 hehe, salty soup salted mochi

the next one is @cryptid-juzou we just recently met, but i fell in love with your writing, almost instantly!! you're such a great friend, and it's sm fun talking and playing games with you!! and i'm so happy and grateful to have met you!! Really, thank you so much for all you did for me and for accepting the collab! To be working with you on our thing (i won't go into detail, yk big surprise and all) honestly, i'm so so happy and i can't wait to finish it!!

next!! @k-aez !! you've been haunting me in dreams, scolding me and i still think about that raw chicken art you did. okay jokes aside, i'm so happy to have met you and i feel the need to thank you like forever for creating the server and everything you've done. you've been supporting me and pushing me to get out of my ass and kept encouraging me sm. i can't put it into words, but i will be forever grateful for everything!

big big thanks to @ohhcinnybuns, @anticidic and @ediblepandas ya'll have been feeding my brain so many good ideas and enabled some brainrot i will thank you forever for. cinny, you know how much i love your fics and your massive brain in general, i'm so happy i was brave enough back then, and did some art of your ideas, idk if i would even tried to join the server if i didn't see your reblog. rosie, you know how much i love your fics, i'm not about to fangirl in public but i'm truly thankful, you've inspired me so so much, i love with your writing, your kitsunezai au and your scream in phasmo still is the best scream ever! pandas, hehe yk i need to thank you here too! your yapping about dresses and in general talking to you is so much fun! i love your brain sm! thank you so so much for enabling me so much, and please send me more dresses, i love them all!

and, ofc i have to give big thanks the chaos trio too @thatghostinyourbog @spccts & @msshinylemon !! yes, i'm calling you that, that name is fitting, shovel fight if you disagree, losers >:3 i have to thank you three a lot, ya'll are so fun to hang around and play games with, i seriously love what you all do, be it drawing, writing or just the way ya'll yap nonstop! it's sm fun hanging out and i love how we bounce off each other so well and ya'll inspire me so much!! also tysm @nolongerforthetainted for babysitting them!! i really love your writing sm and it's always sm fun yapping with you, and also pls make more coleslaw beds!! i need them! but honestly, thank you so much, i am so happy to have met ya'll and i always look forward to talking and hang out with ya'll!!

WAAAAA THAT IS SO LONG OMG BUT!!! I also need to thank each one of you, all my moots and everyone that just takes their time to look at my art, leave a like, reblog, comment what ever really, i appreciate each and every one of you so so much! thank you all so much, from the bottom of my heart, i can't explain how much it means to me! i also want to give a lil thanks to @noakiie @nevertheblood @altruistic-meme @artsyaudience @konbupie @jellyphink & @lethargyinafishbowl i wanted to tag more but i'm so sorry but i'm too scared, really ;;;

idk how to end this, honestly, i feel like i wrote too much and rambled way too much. i guess i'm just gonna-- *runs*

WITH MUCH LOVE AND A BIG HOP STEP JUMP -mochi soup

Trick or Treat

During the month of October, you can come trick-or-treating in my inbox!

You can get: a random and probably cursed doodle (made with love a random spell I found in my basement)

!

I'll probably be slow to draw, so please be patient!

You can send me other asks once I've finished the first one you sent

Those that are already done

Update: Trick or treats are now closed! I'll finish the ones I received and then do an end/summary post.

But you can ask for random doodle all year long

Hello guys!

I changed my username from k-aez to xkaez :)

finished my femzai getting ready for a date

Blow !

Hi! Trick or treat?🍬🕷️

Hi!! Have a WIP as a treat 🎃👻

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Guests filtered through the entrance, flashing their wealth with expensive clothing and glittering jewelry. They flocked toward potential sponsors, creating connections and the like.

Glasses clinked, discussions made surrounding the latest news in the Tsushima household.

Dazai strolled through the party, back straight and head held high as some of the kinder-looking women cooed and murmured to each other about the little boy growing to be such a gentleman. Clad in a perfectly tailored suit, he fit right in amongst the crowd despite being only 7.

His siblings were spread out, talking with some businessman or other. Just like father taught them to do. By the end of the night, a potential deal would be struck and his mother would disappear once again to visit her friend, leaving everything behind before she appeared a few days later.

He wondered, briefly, if the reason she paid her friend visits so often was to escape this stifling house for as long as she could.

He wondered if the reason she always brought him along was so he could escape too.

Trick or treat - Summary 2024

This october, I did some doodles for inbox trick or treaters. Thank you to everyone who sent me some, it was good practice! You can still ask me for a "surprise drawing" or something anytime, when my ask box is open!

Heres everything I did: - Fukuzawa on a skateboard doing tricks - Kunikida holding a rat - Dazai and Chuuya searching through Mori’s computer - Chuuya drinking a huge glass of wine - Dazai slipping on the wet floor in the Port Mafia - Chuuya holding a gun to a mackerel - Vampire Miku being sad cause her leek died - A panda offering crabs as a treat - Dazai playing the guitar with a violin bow - Chuuya eating a biscuit with a huge spoon - Dazai playing a fire extinguisher - Yosano pouring bleach into a glass - Fyodor fighting a raw chicken

I did 13 drawings in total!

who’s he calling?