Just woke up, having air fried chicken tttteeeeennnndddddies!
Honey battered style boneless
A cool 6 or so hours, time to force my rest & digest response & crash to sleep with no meds tonight & I might really need to get some terrible for me snacks from the grocery store to help do that....
Peanut m&ms at 33 aren't horrendous but... Type 2 runs in the family (although Mom changed diet)
She also smokes & has for like 30 years or something like her mother who got lung cancer then was told she was schizo, although there was abuse before this although the timeline is never clear on events that took place, then died not long after I saw her.
Felt guilty b/c she gave me $ at the end
Mustard covered honey battered chicken tttteeeeennnndddddiiieeessss!
Mordecai & Rigby, regular show.
Also 4chan meme.
Calf placement for the thirst trapping 😉
What's up *bwwaannm bwwwaaaannnn bwwwooowwww noise maker* 0/
I decided to hike up to this cave through many tumble weeds & attempt to enjoy myself. Let me know what you think
https://www.facebook.com/share/p/18zw27GvDr/
These areas officially need to be evacuated as the fires are still being fought, these orders are from the govt
https://www.facebook.com/share/p/1EKNsufLLj/
These areas need to be prepared to evacuate soon, they are on set readiness.
As of under an hour ago
These are for the fire near Eagar AZ & springerville Az
There's another way....
A better way...
A new video drops at 7pm my time which is in less than 15 min.
It's solved pi with math you've already been using.
Brand new #reactionvideo to #plasmachannel 's Wonderful Recent Video About Water Collection In the desert
Going over some concept ideas for how it could help cloud formation & geo-engineering projects to help with crops & water, eventually even all these forms of #travel to & from different countries for free, one day.
A simple & easy video that's brand new & you can watch now. Because you are smart & like cool science stuff.
Image credit goes to Credit: JAMA Neurology (2023). DOI: 10.1001/jamaneurol.2023.2363
So, survivorship bias is involved too, but really it's more than that. There are ways to actually find patterns in our genes for these things. Same with the nurture aspect influence over time.
Which, as a species, we need to do. Just as a way, at the very least, to help our own individual selves, let alone prevent incredibly high risk individuals from being born.
2 prong approaches & a need for incredible oversight to make certain it doesn't go towards what Hitler would do.
How Tumblr Got Basics Of Math & Science Incorrect (factually in all ways)
So, survivorship bias is involved too, but really it's more than that. There are ways to actually find patterns in our genes for these things. Same with the nurture aspect influence over time.
Which, as a species, we need to do. Just as a way, at the very least, to help our own individual selves, let alone prevent incredibly high risk individuals from being born.
2 prong approaches & a need for incredible oversight to make certain it doesn't go towards what Hitler would do.
Some new "fun" to wake up to after cleaning up my dog poop (even though he went potty before I went to bed & that includes pooping yay! Also I need to deal with govt stuff too)
I wrote a massive life update blog thing to go with this video https://youtu.be/OCMMIxXnPDo
Then something goofed apparently & it didn't save all of it. It saved nothing.
Who knows maybe one day I'll be able to get back all I wrote. It was very personal & truthfully I really needed to share it.
Even how I meditated to learn how to control my emotions & how people don't listen fully through my videos & then fish for information in the comments. Then have me repeating myself & them getting it. Together with my jokes not landing, the captions being off really often. & This other video I did with editing going after trolls in the video with me switching the background image but talking about things. Hiking with Phaser & it being like 32 or something minutes. I relate things in that.
Then I decided to write about how my self har m feelings are different than they used to be but now I subtly drive myself towards it until it's like when I intentionally drove too fast in a car out on a trail to roll off a cliff. Then got out after seeing the roof crushed in about 3 inches at most where my head had been & that it goes down to my shoulders & I would have easily died. Just got up, felt nothing, then proceeded to get a ride through Hitch hiking back. Lied about the intention, ended up later with my 5th hospital stay & 2nd court ordered treatment.
Man, there was a lot more in there that went over all that I did in there & how I knew I was disabled & couldn't work & "get out" "launch" & how my family was abusive. But couldn't accept it nor could I talk to anyone anymore or do anything else after all the meds, therapy, constant practice of coping skills & maintenance methods, the many many different therapies besides what I started with, the never ending invalidation of the work & it not ever being enough on top of them not needing to respect boundaries & so much more for perspective based thinking & how it means nothing when your abusers have power over you. You can't "reason" with them.
I knew I was headed towards homelessness & more once they felt annoyed enough & I wasn't doing enough work & or lying. I had no way out.
That & other things with people thinking they aren't already obliterated in my video, it's like k ink y p ron for those who get a thrill from listening to someone know what they are saying, confident in themselves, lead you into traps that you didn't know you had, & then evicerate a person thinking they are smart & know more but are just actually dumb & too confident in what they are saying. *Ree* & you can't solve this (although I agree it's a solve & works) in way I don't like! Even though many math problems are solved with realizing the order of operations can be different than what was thought & using that together with bridging the gap with a reason why & how this is done this way, the way it solves & proves the thing & is still actually the same thing but it wasn't thought of in this way because of these things. While I understand this is done & even using another equation's order of operations & even combining it with another equation helped solve a millennium problem, the guy that grows his own mushrooms & hates society & being online. Basically it's like, wait why not use (4x) + 2 = ? When x is equal to 4. Instead of 4 + x multiplied by itself x number of times + 2 = ? & Solve for x when x is the solution of (x)+ (x+ x) - 24 maybe divide by 8 + 13 = 4 question mark maybe it is 4, X + I dunno dude I'm it does this now & no ones challenges it by saying that must mean something changed & we need to make an order of operations change to having it do this part now of the equation to work it out this way now so I guess it 2 = equals around, maybe I dunno, 8 huge question mark about that though. Don't take my word for it. Seriously, also I explained this wrong, because I need an out.
Anyways. People make it infinitely harder to make it possible to be understood then get angry about things they cause themselves & them not understanding things. Jumping around in the video. More.
It's good content, though.
I went into more, who knows maybe one day someone will get it back to be shared!
Here's something odd, but not actually. YouTube plays algorithm talent scout & pushes them out on their platform feed to more people while pushing it bigger players because they don't generate virality moments to increase ad revenue, but they are "shadow banned" during that
For the others growth. But that's business just like in the music industry, just like them YouTube finds things they know will be a hit for quite some time to milk the creator until they crash & burn, or survive. Just like celebritydom.
Just some regular dude, you know? 🤷 😏 Who dreams of being a big star. ⚡ Business email journalingfor@gmail.com
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