128 Lbs - Back In The 120s Yayyy :) 10 Lbs Until My Gw But That Doesn't Seem Like Enough To Get Rid Of

The need to look like this is actually killing me…

Mainly because I know it won’t happen anytime soon 😭 even if I restrict and fast as much as I can, it’s still gonna take time. Ugh, this sucks

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Other issue is I don’t even know what weight I would actually have a properly flat stomach at

I’ve literally been overweight since I was a kid

Actually can’t wait until I can fast next week 😫

One day I will look like this… a promise to myself

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And before anyone says anything:

No, I don’t 100% trust him

I have very good reason for that

I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to deal with the fact he now has a work phone that I can’t access

My boyfriend just got back home, by the way

I should be happy… but I’m just anxious af

Guess who just started another fast 🤭

Only gonna be able to do 24 hours this time since my boyfriend is back. He’s at work tomorrow tho, so he’ll only be around for dinner. Just finished my dinner so just won’t eat anything until around this time tomorrow

I feel disgusting rn… not necessarily from a weight perspective. Just in general. But yay, another fast

Currently 31 hours into my 48 hour fast!

Still feeling fine 😄 think I’m gonna go for a drive to help pass some time a bit quicker… tempted to buy Coke Zero or something. That’s okay during a fast, right? Because it has like barely any calories

Managed 12,135 steps today! Haven’t exactly had a great day calorie-wise since we ate out for lunch (again 😫), but at least I’ve done a decent amount of exercise to burn at least a little bit of that food..

Not logged in or anything but it still exists

His work phone and tablet have Twitter on them

I feel sick now… I definitely can’t cope with this