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Baldur's Gate 3

Bullet Train

Demon Slayer

Obey Me

Nightmare Harem

Headcanons

They go see Barbie or Oppenheimer ?

Reactions to a Goth!Mc

Their S/O having a very close best friend

If they had youtube channels

Cuddling HCs for Lucia, Mikael and Noel

Scenarios

Ricardo x Insecure chubby reader (Slight NSFW)

Mystic Messenger

Stardew Valley

The mcl boys with a deaf s/o ?

MY CANDY LOVE; routes with a deaf S/O

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𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭: fluff, MCL routes, sfw. ↝ 𝐂𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: Hi! I want to apologize if I said something wrong related to this subject and if it gets to be offensive. If it offends anyone, please let me know and this post will be deleted. 

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CASTIEL

Being realistic, at first he was a bit mean because he didn’t know how to have patience.

When you both met in high school, he didn’t know you existed because you never talked to him, and there was a good reason after all. It wasn’t until you both were in a team project that he got to know of your existence and realized that you were actually deaf. He tried calling your attention a few times, even yelling at you, but there was no use. Lysander had to inform him about your condition when he saw how mad the red-haired guy was getting.

Castiel felt bad for thinking you were a clumsy shy person. He tried to be patient, but when he was in high school, his patience was notorious thanks to the lack of it. He waved at you to call for your attention and communicate with you by basic signs, like pointing at some stuff, nodding or shaking his head.

He ended up using his phone to communicate with you through messages, and there he realized that you were an interesting person after all.

He is observant so he analyzed the way people communicated with you, being aware that he had to face you directly and get your attention. 

During his free time he learns sign language to have more communication with you, but also to impress you a little. He mainly did it because he also thought that it’d be more comfortable for you if he was more communicative in person than in messages, as he used to be.

He used to beat up those who dared to make fun of you when you weren’t looking at them.

So sometimes you’d see that Castiel was missing for a week, and he’d simply say that it was because he was sick or something. He wants to protect you from the negativity and bullshit of other people.

With years the communication got more fluent and he definitely didn’t regret learning sign language for you. 

He may get confused with some signs at first, using them wrongly and accidentally saying the wrong stuff. To fail like that made him really embarrassed…

He also worked his patience thanks to your relationship and because he loves you and respects you enough to not mind repeating stuff in sign language when he accidentally tried to vocally talk to you first.

He sometimes is glad that you are deaf so he can practice some songs with his guitar late at night. He’d warn first that he would go to sleep late as he’d be practicing for future concerts.

Just so you know that he is there, he keeps a hand on your left shoulder or the small of your back. It is very characteristic of him , so you quickly realize it is him who is touching you.

Whenever you both are in public and someone tries to talk to you, without knowing about your condition, he basically translates it to you after they are done speaking.

NATHANIEL

When you first came to high school, he was well informed about your condition and he had no problem adapting to it. When he got the knowledge about it, he practiced sign language for the day you came to school. He is surprisingly good at it and you were relieved that there was someone in there who knew how to communicate with you.

He made you feel welcomed there, and that was his main goal. He knew that his sister would probably make fun of you and he made sure to stop her before she did anything. If anyone dared to make fun of you, he’d gladly send them to receive a scolding from the director.

Nathaniel has a natural charm which made you feel safe as the first person that helped you to know the school better, so you relied on his company.

He has trained his patience thanks to his sister, and not only that but he can be patient when he likes what he is doing. When he acknowledges that his company is positively received by you, he’d be even more glad to help you with anything you may need. 

Whenever there is a third participant in the conversation, he has gotten used to talking and using sign language at the same time so both of you and the other person can get the information at the instant.

Even years later, the condition of you being deaf has not been any problem for any of you. Sometimes he likes to be in a quiet environment, and knowing he is beside someone who brings him peace and is not yelling just as the household he used to stand it’s simply perfect.

He wouldn’t even allow you to think less of yourself for being deaf, even if it has its difficulties. You are still a lovely person and that is the only thing that matters to him.

There is a subtle smile on his face every time he is focusing his attention on you. He gets lost mid-sentence when he is signing to you, simply because he got distracted by your beauty. It is amusing to see how he gets confused with the signs and then excuses himself by saying that you are too beautiful for his attention.

He is very attentive, so it is easy to get his attention whenever you need something.

LYSANDER

He knew there was a new student who was deaf, but he had no interest in getting to know you at first. He is quite the introvert and prefers to be on his own, as he also finds it difficult to take the initiative.

Still, he was aware that maybe you were lost during the first weeks, and more in a place where people weren’t used to communicating through sign language. He himself didn’t know really well how to communicate like that, but he used his famous notebook to talk with you, even if he lost it lots of times.

You will, once again, be a victim of his notebook research. There is no escape.

He is extremely patient and attentive when it comes to communication. He would like to learn sign language directly from you, but he would also end up learning it on his own so he doesn’t bother you that much during your free time.

At first he might seem really confused when not being able to identify too good your signs, so you’d have to be slow and patient as well.

He always carries a notebook around in case his knowledge fails to let him communicate with you. It is quite cute how he gets frustrated when he doesn’t remember a sign correctly.

Hey but it is a truly nice detail of him to dedicate a big part of his notebook to you, as he will leave some white sheets to write things to you. During class you two would communicate like that and fortunately teachers wouldn’t mind as they know what his intentions are after all.

With years, he will make sure to make his knowledge of sign language more fluent, and you might find him some days learning on his own.

He admires your strength in a world where not many people will be able to communicate with you due to the lack of knowledge of sign language.

Whenever he realizes someone is judging you, he’ll wrap an arm around your waist and make sure that you keep his attention on him so you ignore them.

In the future, after high school, he will check his notebook to see the first times he communicated with you before he learnt sign language, smiling at the little conversations you had through a simple pen and a paper.

KENTIN

He is your childhood best friend and has grown up learning how to communicate as you also learnt sign language, so you both basically learnt at the same time. He has always been patient and good to you.

Communication has been no problem since the beginning with him!

Maybe when you both were little kids there were a lot of misunderstandings because… well, you both were kids.

His eyes were always on you, making sure you didn’t feel left out at any moment and that you could understand everything others’ said. 

Even after the military school he kept being the same loving guy as always (I love him). But now he had more confidence that if anyone dared to laugh at you, they’d pay it hard later.

Kentin wants to make sure you are comfortable and happy no matter your condition. Because being conditioned to hear doesn't mean that you do not deserve to be happy or not enjoy your life. He is well aware of your insecurity of not being able to hear, but you are still a human who doesn't have the fault of having been born this way. You are even more human than other humans. Kentin will be there whenever you overthink about your condition making you less. He believes you are a loving person and will definitely prove that you can enjoy the experiences that life offers!

He knows how to call your attention and when you want his, and whenever you ask for his, he drops everything he is doing to check on you.

He might not have patience with everyone, but his patience never ends when it comes to you. 

He is kind of scared of something happening to you when you go outside on your own since you can’t hear anything. That's why whenever you are going out he begs you to please look around calmly and be truly careful with the people and cars around you. He doesn't want to overwhelm you by always being beside you, but if he can accompany you wherever you want, he'd be more relaxed.

ARMIN

The first time he tried to talk to you in class, and he literally was even yelling to the point everyone turned around to see him like ???

You realized something was happening when everyone turned around in a certain direction. When you turned around to check what was happening, you saw Armin frowning and looking at you as he moved his lips but without making any sound. You found yourself in the same situation as other times in which a person talked to you without knowing you’re deaf. You signed him and at first, he didn’t even realize you meant that you are deaf, until other classmates told him.

He felt truly sorry when he realized he was angrily calling for your attention when you didn’t hear a single thing from him. 

He knows nothing about sign language and at first the communication would be through reading his lips or messages through the phone. Sometimes he forgot that you were deaf, making it difficult to communicate, and more when he spoke so fast that you found it harder to read his lips.

Still, he found comfort and liking in your company.

He likes it when you are the one teaching him sign language, even if he is lazy. Still, he wants to communicate comfortably with you and feels like he owes you all the comfort he can give you.

He is bad with it… even years later. There is basic communication, and he makes his deepest effort on learning it correctly because he loves you and wants you to be good in your relationship. 

The communication will mainly be through writing messages and his clumsy sign language. He understands you better than signing himself. He probably signs in the wrong order most of the time, but you get to understand him most of the time.

The first things he learnt to say were mainly stuff related to videogames…

One of the good things is that when you are sleeping and he is playing games late at night, he gets to yell at people and curse them with all his rage. He used to get scolded by his parents or Alexy, and now he can be free to scream with no fear. Even though if you hear just a little, he will be respectful and not yell because he definitely doesn’t want to disturb your sleep.

RAYAN

The moment he knew there was a student in his class who was deaf, he had no problem with it and found it exciting that he was finally able to put in practice his knowledge of sign language. I believe that he is the kind of person to join random classes such as cooking, learning languages, learning how to do some creative stuff… simply to spend his time and improve his skills. 

One of the very first classes he joined randomly was sign language and he found interest in it. When he got you as his student, he had no problem. There was barely a barrier with communication.

As he did the class he was also signing so you understood from him. Sometimes he got quiet to sign, forgetting about speaking because he was focused on communicating with you and keeping your attention.

During your relationship, things go slow as a regular one. He considers that your condition doesn’t stop him from anything in particular. He can still have reading dates with you, go to the museum with you, go have a coffee with you… And mainly, he can have a good laugh with you too.

Just as Nathaniel, whenever he communicates with a third person and you are there, he naturally translates his words into sign language. Even if he isn't a part of a conversation and you look at him with an expression of “help me” since the other person doesn’t know that you are deaf, he will help you to understand.

He will never interpret any bad thing that has been said about you. He simply makes the conversation end and then you two go to somewhere else that’s nicer.

If you like reading, he shares his books with you. You will find small notes in the sides of the text, indirectly commenting some stuff to you.

If you don’t have hearing aids yet, he will get them for you. He wants your deepest wishes to become true no matter what. Yet whenever you wear them he’ll forget that you wear them and will keep signing to you.

HYUN

When he met you in the Cozy Bear Café, he thought that you hated him since you ‘ignored’ him. He became quite sad and confused at first, trying to call your attention but seeing that you were looking at the other side. It wasn’t until he dared to approach more and you signed to him that you couldn’t hear that he realized what happened.

It was a big relief for him to know that you didn’t hate him, he simply wasn’t able to get your attention as good as he’d like.

Unfortunately he found himself not knowing truly well how to communicate with you, and his main option would be through the notepad of the café, where he’d talk to you.

Hyun hated to be very nervous around you because he didn’t want to make you feel ignored or bad because he didn’t communicate with you. He wanted to be around you more. He wanted to be someone you could rely on no matter what.

He admires your effort when you work in the Café and your patience with everyone. He gives you small notes of compliments to cheer you up as you work as he finds endearing your presence.

He felt weird at the beginning with the awkward silence there was in the environment, but he got used to it and definitely enjoyed sitting beside you with no fear of being in silence. He finds your breathing comforting.

He joined signing language classes even if he mainly communicates through notes and physical contact. 

Hyun has no fear in scolding your boss if she ever dares to make any comment or consider you less just because you are deaf. You are one more in the work, your dignity deserves to be respected.

He confessed to you with a bucket of flowers and a small note that said “I like you a lot” with some hearts drawn around. It was pretty cheesy of him but it was cute to see him blush as never before during that moment.

Whenever he goes to work he leaves a note in your nightstand like ‘have a nice day!’, ‘make sure to eat and drink properly’...

Whenever you aren’t wearing your hearing aids, he’d simply take advantage to mutter how beautiful you were as you were giving him your back. He admires you like a fool in love. 

Wearing hearing aids would be an easier way to communicate between you and Hyun, as he’d be able to talk and also to understand your signs clumsily. He’ll always repeat what you signed in a confused tone to check if he got it right.

PRIYA 

She is very observant, so when she sees you from afar that you sign to another classmate that you are deaf, she simply keeps it in mind for the moment she needs to communicate something to you.

When she first communicates with you, she goes directly in front of you to get your attention and with that kind and sweet smile of hers she starts signing at you.

Just like Rayan, Priya decided to learn sign language simply because she was interested in learning it, and also because she thought that knowing it would open opportunities for her to get to know more people and make deaf people feel included when she was around.

Oh and thanks to this knowledge she got to meet you and she will always be satisfied with learning sign language.

Things do not really change in your relationship due to your condition. She keeps communicating with you naturally and believes that you being deaf isn’t a limit in your relationship.

She will save with you, giving you a part of his money if you do not have hearing aids because she would like you to hear about the good things life has, just as the sounds of nature or some good music. She is aware that it is overwhelming to wear hearing aids when you aren’t used and then you suddenly hear everything. 

Priya is always attentive to your reactions and your feelings, so the moment she sees you being anxious or something about your state, she’s gonna bring you to somewhere more calm so you can relax and rest your ears. 

She has a lot of words to say when someone disrespects you. She will argue for as long as needed until that person apologizes to you and she signs you to not forgive them because they do not deserve it.

With Priya your dignity and self-being will always be protected because she will make sure you are alright and not affected by any of this.

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I keep making new stupid savefiles on baldur's gate instead of finishing them 😭

I want to romance everyone equally 😭

PROJECT ELDARYA

Hi everyone, I'm so excited to be able to post this, for all the time and effort it took, but it's finally here.

What is Project Eldarya? In simple words it is an interactive fan-fic rewrite of “Eldarya : A New Era”

DISCLAMER : this fan-fic is based on the Eldarya game, so all its characters, music, scenery and general elements belong to Beemoov and Chinomiko.

This project is completely FREE, as well as all the episodes that will be uploaded [EVERY EPISODE WILL BE UPLOADED IN ENGLISH AND SPANISH]

I hope you enjoy it and also that those who download and play it leave me your comments, complaints or criticisms, so I can improve it.

DOWNLOAD : if you fear for what you may be downloading on your PC I inform you that it is a POWER POINT file and you only need to have POWER POINT to be able to play, nothing else. I will upload the episodes directly to the cloud as soon as I finish them and translate them to English.

At the date of this writing [03-09-2024] only the PROLOGUE is uploaded and soon I will upload [Episode 1]

Please, any doubt, query, complaint or whatever, feel free to write in this post or directly by private message.

HAVE FUN!

[captures of the prologue]

did you delete your nh posts? 😭😭 does that mean you’ll stop posting about nh 🥺

Hi oh my god I totally missed this ask !

I deleted most of my old posts because I really didn't like my writting and it was full of spelling errors !

However this doesn't mean I'm against writting content anymore ! I've been pretty busy this past year, but I would really like to start writting again ! So feel free so send me requests anytime :)

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i always wonder what would NH boys react to their lovers having a very close boy best friend. would they be jealous or what.

Interesting ask ! I kept the friends' pronouns gender neutral !

NIGHTMARE HAREM

THEIR S/O HAVING A VERY CLOSE FRIEND

𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕚𝕒

A bit annoyed at how close you are to your friend, not exactly at you, but he never had that type of bond with someone and it confuses him

Lowkey believes your friend has feelings for you, but he won't say a thing at first

But if he sees you two talking, he might put his arm around you just to make things clear

He's just a bit jealous

Your friend is unfazed

I'm going to be honest, this might cause an arguement between you two.

Well not exactly cause the arguement, but he will definitely bring it up during it.

You have to remind him that you're dating him and not your friend.

And that you're friend is like a sibling to you since you two pratically grew up together. Nothing else.

That will snap him out of his jealousy and he will probably be embarassed of not being more mature about his own insecurities

It'll take him a few weeks, but he will slowly warm up to your friend

Frow then on, he treats your best friend as HIS best friend.

Yes you're clearly third-wheeling their bromance at one point

𝕃𝕖𝕧𝕪

Doesn't like it.

He won't tell you anything because he's too closed off to try to talk about his feelings

And he's lowkey nervous that you will realise you found someone better.

He feels the same jealousy that he feels about Lucia when they get compared

Absolutely hates it. He feels like he's replaceable and it stings.

He wants to be your best friend too

If you talk about your friend, he will get snappy and eventually he will try to avoid the topic altogether

And then avoids you

He doesn't know how to process his own feelings and does what he does best : pushing people away.

You will have to corner him and ask what's wrong and he will probably break down right there

At first, he sounds angry, but as he starts to tear up you can clearly see that it's not that.

He's not upset about your friend being close to you or anything

He's just feeling like he's living again all the moments where he was compared to his older brother and seen as a place holder for him

You will need to calm him down and reassure him that it's not the case

After that, he will become somewhat friendly with your friend, but he won't seek their contact either. He's just not a very social person

And he learns to open up more about his feelings to you

𝕄𝕖𝕗𝕪

Doesn't really care nor mind it at first.

So what if you have a friend? As long as they aren't as annoying as his brothers it's fine.

The start of the problem comes from your friend.

Let's be honest, your friend probably don't trust him AT ALL and he can feel it when they talk to him

He knows it's a deserved feeling, but he's still annoyed by them anyway.

He probably makes condescending remarks to them when they bring up any of their doubts or suspicions about him.

Mefy will probably try to manipulate you into ditching your friend or into taking his side about the oncurring arguement.

Of course, knowing very well his tactics by now, you see right through him and it quickly escalates into an arguement.

He tries to play innocent and you will have to bring some sense into his head

He probably started to revert back to his old personality and once he realises he goes quiet in a blink.

It will take him time to form his words correctly and then he will give you an apology

He won't start to be nice to your friend after that, but you can see that the jabs he says to them are no longer mean-spirited and instead simply teasing or playful

𝕂𝕒𝕚𝕞

Probably the most mature out of all the characters.

He's happy that you have someone to rely on and doesn't mind one bit that you two have such a close relationship

Kaim isn't a fan of strangers, but for you he would love to meet your friend

If he enjoys their presence he will simply tell you that you have a nice friend

If he finds them rude or doesn't enjoy spending time with them, he will tell you that he would rather spend alone time with you next time.

He's really upfront about his opinion of your friend, but will never try to persuade you to stop hanging out with them or even insult them

If they make you happy, then it's not his business

Of course, if he ever wishes to spend more alone time with you or has doubts about your friend's potential feelings for you, he will be direct but tactful about it

He won't make any assumptions, but if he has questions he won't hesitate to ask them

Overall, he's pretty chill about it and if there's any issues he won't hide them.

𝕆𝕤𝕨𝕒𝕝𝕕

Biggest sweetheart ever.

He's happy that you have such a close friend to rely on!

He's a bit envious as he doesn't have any close friends due to his reaper disease

But even so, he won't ever try to destroy your friendship with your best friend

Unlike some people

If you get into a fight with your friend, he tries to meditate things and have you two make up

He doesn't want to see you upset

I feel like he might feel akward around your friend since he has very low self-confidence

But he's still very glad that you love him enough to make him meet other people in your life!!!

If your friend looks like they don't like him, he might beat himself up for it

Please reassure him

𝕄𝕚𝕜𝕒𝕖𝕝

He doesn't like your friend

He doesn't like anybody

At first, he's annoyed to have to "share" your attention and he might huff or even make snappy remarks about your friend in their back

He would also make sarcastic comments at them in their face once they meet

He just doesn't like people, can you really blame him

If you argue about his comportement, he will simply dismiss you and call you dramatic

He might even grow some suspicions about you cheating on him with your friend

He tries to dismiss the idea, but it's still there

What if you realise that there's better than him on the market?

And in the heat of the arguement he might even throw those accusations at your face

Even if he knows you would never want to hurt him

It doesn't end well and you leave the room to avoid pursuing the arguement

He will come later to apologise to you and explain himself

You two will have a serious talk about his accusations and boundaries

while he will not apologise to your friend, he will make efforts to sound less rude when talking to them

Doesn't seek them out though and would rather spend alone them with you than being around them

But if you're happy, he will make an effort.

ℝ𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕕𝕠

Do I really need to elaborate?

If you played his route, you KNOW it doesn't go well at all the moment he will learn about your friend's existence

He's jealous and possessive

To such a large extent that it's almost toxic

He's already jealous enough when Noel and you hang out together, but now...

He doesn't even know your friend.

Absolutely loathes them and has to restrain himself from insulting them each time you talk about them

He's convinced your friend is trying to take you away

He ends up blowing up and screaming, accusing your friend of trying to get in your pants when you ask him why he's so snappy

It really doesn't go well.

Noel and Mikael have to come see what is happening because of how loud the both of you are.

You end up going to sleep in your old room while he stays there, staring blankly at the wall with Noel staring at him

Inception

At first he's convinced he's right and that you're just being naive

why else would your friend and you be so close?

It takes him days to think over the situation and analyse where it went wrong. He will even ask Noel for his opinion

Noel just looks so done with his life

When he realises how over the top his reaction was and how you seemed to avoid him at all costs...He goes to your room and apologises

It's up to you if you decide to accept his apology

If you do, you two will have to work a lot on mutual trust and healthy communication

He will be on edge, scared to lose you again

If you make him meet your friend, he will wrap his arm around your waist and hover quietly around you.

But he will play nice since they seem to make you happy

ℕ𝕠𝕖𝕝

Jealous.

Not because he thinks you're cheating on him or that your friend is secretly in love with you.

No, because he feels like he doesn't sees you as much as usually when you go see your friend.

He doesn't know how to explain how he's feeling, so he will stay quiet. But you can see that something is bothering him.

If he meets your friend before you have the chance to prod him, he will glare at them and stay around you.

It becomes painfully obvious what was the issue when you see his comportement around your friend.

You will have to ask him to explain how he's feeling and why

It'll be hard and he will search his words, but once he does, he firmly states his problem.

Please reassure him, Noel has big abandonment issues and he would break if you were to leave him.

He will understand that his actions were not ok when you explain to him that you did not like his comportement and he will apologise for making you upset

He will probably take some herbs to give your friend next time he sees them as an apology gift

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He's not jealous, not angry...

He's sad but happy for you

His heart can't decide if he's happy that you are happy as well

Or if he's sad that he feels like you finally found someone better suited for you

He doesn't think he deserves you and if he feels like you might be better off with your friend, he might try to subtly get the two of you together.

So romantic

When you notice this, it hits you in the face like a truck and it stings

You will have to knock some sense into him and tell him how stupid he is

You are dating HIM. You love HIM. Not your friend.

It will take some time for him to really believe that you love HIM instead of anyone else.

He will apologise and try his hardest to change his self-loathing mindset.

Once you make him meet your friend, he feels a bit out of place, but...

He sees you smile and having fun with both him and your friend

and his heart melts

He truly does love you and for once, he will allow himself to be selfish and keep you arouung him.