I Fear I'm Not Meant For Adult Life.

Since I've had the time, I've been going through my own personal shit to do with mental health - the aftermath of my childhood SA, for a start, and what thought patterns and beliefs I could unlearn from them. Won't go too much into it, but damn there's been a lot to unravel recently...

In the meantime, I've been having several dreams involving a certain Mr. Neil Gaiman - a naïvely placed favourite of mine. And in short, I just want to say;

Everything about him makes me deeply uncomfortable now especially considering what I've pushed away and not dealt with for so long.

It might seem like I'm making it personal but there are thousands (maybe tens of thousands) of women and girls in the world who go through this awful fucking shit on a daily basis and I've just about had enough of it.

You might be pleased to know I screamed and yelled and fucking got every last little thing out that I had to. I'm proud dream me had the courage to stand up to such a disgusting man, even if it was in my head. Nobody, but nobody should be put through the shit he's pulled. And damn it was cathartic even in my subconscious to completely destroy him. It felt like a little bit of closure for me at least. Then the news that's come out about his NDAs??? Suing people?? Honestly just choke.

Okay, I'll play it again... Fine.

I think I found a new favorite outfit in Animal Crossing! 💀💛

I've remembered why I love Tumblr compared to other social media. It's so... Liminal. My little computer friends could be anywhere in the world, or nowhere, so they'll be inundated with the most intimate details about me, and the odd hyper-fixation.

So follow for more of that, I guess??

Reminds me of that time when Cassandra exploded. And like... The whole characterisation of the Slitheen. Hello, farting skin bags. Let it be funnnnn

DW WHO SPOILERS

So an incel was reduced to nothing but a sperm and a egg then gets fucking killed while the doctor giggles his head off we are so back

I've been thinking about it an unhealthy amount... But like we have sooo much dark, gritty sci-fi now. Black Mirror just came out with another season last week that shows us the darkest sides of the future. Paid advertising in medicine etc etc.

Why shouldn't RTD let an alien twink hoover up incels with a retro-future Roomba? Or fight a fifty foot fifties cartoon character. It's a universe where literally anything can happen and I think that's awesome.

It's the goofiness that sets Who apart and a lot of people forgot that after Moffat's run.

I'd be okay with it if she was just here for the vibes tbh. This is totally what I'd be like if my neighbour was abducted one day.

"have fun hunny xo 💅👋"

I don't know why Mrs Flood just likes to live next door to companions and (awkardly, forcably) wish them well. But honestly kinda dope of her

Maybe she isn't actually anything in the story but just an ever present creature that's just here now cause it's fun

I have not even finished The Secret History, but I'm already obsessed with it. The cult has gotten to me too!

Every moment I feel like I've lived with these characters... And I saw a Tiktok exploring the real Bennington College (which inspired Hampden) and somehow it was like I'd already seen it all.

Seriously, what dark magic is in this book?

Okay but since it's canon that Bunny is dyslexic I have a headcanon that he totally mispronounced greek words for years till he heard Henry, then he pretended like he knew what he was saying the whole time. Bitch is only there through force of character.

Doctor Who text posts: Eleven edition – pt. 11