Angsty and angry jaheira in BG2. Going through it after losing Khalid (and NOT in the way BioWare thought she should SIDEYING THEM FOREVER)
Something I think about is Khalid’s mother
Because in the first game in Khalid’s background she is not mentioned at all, and in siege of dragonspear she is mentioned as ‘not thinking much of him’ but to a lesser extent than his father did who we all agree was a POS
1. What was she like?
like her life probably sucked a lot.
She was an elven concubine in a country that is pretty much devoid of any other elves, and so she was seen as exotic, which is probably why Khalid‘s father had her as a concubine in the first place.
She would always be below his actual wife and I won’t get into all of the horrible things that could’ve happened to her prior or during this time
And then on top of everything, she has a illegitimate kid with the dude!
I doubt Khalid’s father or his wife (mother of Khalid’s half brothers) was particularly interested in raising him, so it was probably all on her.
So now on top of her life already probably sucking, she has this kid in a world that is guaranteed to be hostile towards him because he is considered lower by default.
There’s no way she could protect him from that even if she did try.
Maybe there was a combination of resentment of having another thing on her plate to take care of but also guilt about having this kid that she feels is guaranteed to have a miserable life
2. Was their relationship purely indifference and neglect or was there some love?
Is it possible that she walled herself off from him so that when he was inevitably hurt it didn’t hurt her as much? Like self protection so she only had to feel her own hurt
Were there good moments? Where she would protect him or comfort him in ways she felt she could?
Maybe she held some hope that because his father was of the merchant class Khalid would get further than she could only to have those hopes crushed within her lifetime
3. How does Khalid feel about her?
Maybe he is a bit overly forgiving of her actions because of he knows her circumstances (Which probably annoys Jaheira lol)
Maybe there’s some resentment for not being the mother he needed but he feels guilty about having those feelings
Maybe she just fades into the background of his childhood
There’s so many possibilities because we know nothing about her so we get to fill in the blanks!
NOT THE LIGHTBULB LMAOOO
Queen
(source: x)
Every time I draw jaheira the colors change I simply cannot decide ; ;
i have made the perfect older khalid in baldurs gate 3 and NO ONE CAN TELL ME OTHERWISE
Not that one person in chat when everyone is talking about how cute Khalid is (facts) saying “Irenicus didn’t think he was so cute”
Tracy Wiles reading the My Dearest Wife letter (from this stream) :')
Jaheira: My future partner must be brave, strong, intelligent, successful, and organized.
Khalid: *steps on a caterpillar and proceeds to drop to his knees and sob while apologizing profusely*
Jaheira: That one. I want that one.
(Kinda)
One year ago was not the start of the brain rot but it was the date I could find for when I started making fanart disclaimer I didn’t finish most of them lol
In honor of this special occasion let’s look back on some of it!
These are the dated ones:
It is the only finished one that I will be showing here lmaooo wow Khalid has changed over the year. For context this was before I saw githyankidanky’s design and was like “that’s him, that’s the guy”
I was doing an expression challenge at the time which I also never finished but THIS WAS THE BEGINNING
These two never got out of the gesture and the structure lol.
The text on the left one reads: “excuse me, he asked for no pickles”
The one on the right was going to be the picture Jaheira has of them down in her basement in Bg3 that Khalid got from the wizard since she banned him from poetry. I don’t know why I cropped it at the thigh?? I feel like it should be down to the waist at most but whatever past wren.
The unfortunate thing is that most of these relics are now lost as I doodled them on the sides of my notes, I did find one though! And it was this:
True artistry right there tbh
So happy anniversary to me and many more!
Jaheira and Khalid. I finally finished this piece of them. I really like the way it came out and enjoyed some things I tried out in this.
💜Dynaheir Dynaheir Dynaheir💜
Ok… we’re getting there, we’re getting there… need to ponder more
I won’t lie I have no clue what her necklace is supposed to look like so I just made it an amulet thingy