Concept: You Walk Outside One Night And Notice That There Are Two Full Moons. A Few Hours Go By And They

lore dropping is kinda crazy because sometimes when I’m mid conversation I realize that actually did happen to me

hi. are you scared? i know i'm scared. i'm scared a lot, actually. but when i curl up under the blankets to hide from the world outside they are soft and comforting against my skin. and food still tastes good even when my hands tremble holding the fork. so i think that we will be okay

there’s something very wrong with me, it’s called ‘I don’t want to do anything, ever’ and they said it’s chronic

It’s important to be a bit stupid because most of the important stuff comes from learning to mitigate your fuckups and practice makes perfect so the more opportunity the better, really

The thing about ADHD is that the "lack of reward chemicals in your brain" doesn't just mean that you don't want to do any tasks that don't feel particularly yummy :(, it means that your brain will look at chores and tasks that need to be done like "doing this would be painful and tedious for absolutely nothing to gain from it, Do Not Do That." The same thing that your brain tells you about everything else that would feel really bad and hurt the entire time that you're dying. The part of your brain that stops you from doing the thing is the same part that keeps you from shoving your arm into a wood chipper.

With unmedicated, unmanaged ADHD, "I have to do this assignment or I fail and my life will be ruined and I die" feels like a SAW trap, every single time.

all i want is mutuals that reblog my posts and talk to me and call me by my first name