Can Anybody Hear Me

this time on "dialogues charlie slimecicle has given that should be in a movie":

"So there was NEVER a good ending! There was NEVER A TRUE ENDING FOR ME! I WAS ALWAYS DOOMED TO DEPRAVITY, AND GOD HAD RIGGED THIS WRETCHED GAME FROM THE DAMN START."

the delivery on "I was always doomed to depravity" gave me chills, why is this man so good at acting

I gave away my fifth copy of House of Leaves today.

Every so often, I run into someone who talks about it with interest but has never read it. I give them my current copy. Like a compulsion. Then I buy a new copy for myself until the next person comes along.

There's something about reading it for the first time when it's been given to you rather than outright purchased for yourself that is more on theme. As if it's something you really shouldn't want.

Yet it took five people before someone finally said "this feels like a curse" when I put it in their hands.

VOLITION - And your mind healing too. Weaving itself back into shape.

get paula donvalson on the complicated women podcast

Bolascore dancing n singing to day and night

gen loss painting I did for my digital art class :3 still super proud of this one!! the hair took foreverrrr to get right

every year around christmas me and my grandma play this fun family game called “maybe you want to put jesus in your room instead, sweetie? :)”. now, it’s important to note that the jesus referred to in our game is not actually the real jesus christ, but instead a wooden figure i made in 2011 that has an uncanny resemblance to the lord and savior himself

so what happens is that i place jesus in our living room, and my grandma smiles and asks me if i don’t want to decorate my room with him instead. i ask her in return if she thinks my jesus figure is ugly (which he is), but she reassures me that this is not the case. however, a couple of days later jesus mysteriously disappears from our living room, and appear in my room instead

now, the real jesus christ might have been able to perform a miracle like this, but please remember that the jesus in our story is only a figure made out of wood. he can not move on his own, so i think we can safely say that my grandma is the prime suspect here

the first year i would often confront my grandma about this, but she would always make up an excuse and never straight up tell me she moved him because he’s so ugly it’s an embarrassment to the family

eventually i grew tired of her lies, so now we only move jesus around in silence. one second he’s in the living room, the next he’s back in my room. in a way i think this adds an extra element of excitement to the holiday season, because you never know for sure when jesus is going to be moved again

okay but we're not talking about brennan's cute little silly expressions enough this episode. i KNOW he's kicking his feet under the table in these screenshots

moment of appreciation for some fucking AWESOME set design, camera work, lighting, music, acting, and just over all the beauty of the last genloss stream.