sunarin + hiding their face in the other's neck đââď¸
you told him you didn't want to watch this movie. "but it'll be fine," he said. "you know it's fake blood, don't you?"
fake blood or not, the movie's 'killer' hopping out of the shadows was enough for you to hug rintaro against your chest, torso fully turned toward him instead of the tv. you clenched your jaw, heart racing, as you curled into his chest which, suspiciously...
"were you waiting for me to get scared?" you gasp.
you earned yourself a side-eye from your boyfriend. the very same boyfriend whose arm wrapped around you the second you shuffled closer, who rolled his shoulders until you leaned your head against him.
guilty is what that looks like to you, and his unwillingness to admit it convinces you.
"you were," you pressed, jabbing him in the side with your elbow. "you're so mean; scaring me just so i'd cuddle you."
"you're missing the movie," he complains half-heartedly, but he's already turning toward you to poke your nose. "and you're not that scared."
"i'm plenty scared."
"yeah? prove it then."
as if on queue, a character in the movie screams and you gasp again; this time, it's not to tease rintaro, but because your stomach jumps into your throat and you jump into your boyfriend's lap.
breathlessly, you swat at him. he dodges, because of course he does. "you planned this."
with his arms wrapped tightly around your waist, now, rintaro buries his face in your neck, and you feel a smile against your skin. "yes i did."
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hey! there's zero esims left for the connecting gaza campaign as of today. i remember you promoting them earlier. could you give them a much needed boost?
oh dang! unfamiliar with that particular campaign, as I always donate via crips for e-sims because it's super easy to do, but regardless let's go people!
Premature Death
your TAGS i cannot afford to fall in love with another miya brother PLEASE i will die
Osamu crowds you against the worn door at the top of Onigiri Miyaâs narrow back stairwell, drawing a heated palm up the curve of your side through the thick felted wool of your coat.
âCut it out,â you giggle as he jostles your hand- key clasped tightly in your fingers- away from the rusty lock.
âDonât wanna,â he protests, dipping his nose into the hollow of your temple. You can feel his smile against the top of your cheekbone. He still smells smoky and savoury from the teppanyaki place, with the warm flush of two- no- three glasses of red wine rising to his cheeks. He isnât drunk, but even if he was, it wouldnât show.
âThat was the best goddamned steak Iâve ever had,â he mumbles into your hair, curling one thick forearm around your middle.
Not drunk on wine, anyway.
âYeah, IâmâŚâ You trail off, concentrating long enough to get the key in the lock, turning and pushing inward. You have to brace your shoulder against the door a little to shove it open, since the frameâs a little warped, and together you stumble into the entryway of the tiny apartment above Osamuâs shop.
âIâm pretty sure it doesnât get any better than that,â you finish, but heâs not interested in finishing this conversation anymore.
Osamu flips you around between his hands, bracing both palms on your hips and dipping his forehead to yours. The soft strands of his dark hair come loose and fluffy away from whatever style heâd mussed it into earlier that evening, sharing the bathroom mirror with you as you slipped on your rings and adjusted your top.
âHmm,â he sighs, and his shoulders drop with all the bliss in the world. âI love ya.â
âYouâll say anything on a full stomach,â you purr, planting your hands on the soft plane of it. He lets out a low grunt and slips a hand into the folds of your coat, pinching the tenderest part of your waist to make you yelp.
âI love you too-mph.â Youâre cut off by the courteous press of his mouth to yours, and after a heartbeat of polite fumbling, you settle into the rhythm of his kiss and let him slowly divest you of your coat.
You tilt your head to one side, gasping quietly for breath and letting him trail wine-flavoured kisses down the bared column of your throat. Heâs setting your skin on fire, lifting shimmering sensations to the surface that the wine in your own system only amplifies.
âMm-bedroom,â you sigh.
âDonât hafta tell me twice,â he mumbles into your skin.
Once you get there, however, he tugs you into his arms, collapses backwards onto the bed, and doesnât move. You give him five whole seconds to do something, and when he fails to, you stir in his magnetic hold.
âBaby?â Your voice comes soft and prompting.
âMmm?â He opens one eye, peering down at you over the curve of his cheek.
âWerenât we about toâŚ?â
âOh, god, no, I canât,â he groans. âIâm so full I could die. Yâdonât want me messinâ around in there tonight, promise.â
âButâŚâ You can hardly protest. The longer you lie there, the heavier dinnerâs weight begins to settle in your gut. Heâs right. Expecting sex after all-you-can-eat teppanyaki was beginning to feel like expecting snow in Mexico.
âLetâs do it in the morning,â he brushes, and that pulls a giggle from your chest. When you lift your head, the little smirk that tugs at the corners of his lips proves that heâs still having fun.
âIâll make it up to ya real good. I swear.â
And the next morning, in sun-drenched sheets of white linen, he does.
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American friends! The US Copyright Office (which we know exerts huuuge influence in how these things are treated elsewhere) wants to hear opinions on copyright and AI.
"The US Copyright Office is opening a public comment period around AI and copyright issues beginning August 30th as the agency figures out how to approach the subject."
We can assume that the opposing side will definitely be using all of their lobbying power towards widespread AI use, so this is a very good chance to let them know your thoughts on AI and how art and creative content of all kinds should be protected.
trigun college!au where knives doesn't think you're good enough for vash, and hates how close the two of you seem to be getting as your friendship develops. so of course the obvious solution is to fuck you within an inch of your life on a semi-regular basis so that you don't get any ridiculous ideas about trying to date his little brother.
WAIT I KNOW WE ALL LOVE GIRL DAD SUNAâŚâŚ but imagine suna with a little boy đđđ little suna that shares everything with his dadâŚ.. from the same eyes to personality đđ you come home from work one day and the two are just sprawled on the couch watching recordings of volleyball games with the same deadpan expression while suki runs around in her little tutu and tiara offering them tea LOL đđ THEY HAVE THE SAME POUTY EXPRESSION WHEN THEY FIGHT FOR CUDDLES FROM YOU !!!
please suna with a little boy who looks and acts exactly like him. who was probably the quietest baby ever and is probably the opposite of his sister. who people often see napping on your shoulder during late night, post-game interviews. who, like his father, you'll come home to find watching paw patrol while wearing a spare tutu and sipping apple juice out of a teacup bcs he can't say no to his big sister's shenanigans.
and if suki is a daddy's girl, then this one is a mama's boy for sure. the one who crawls into your bed and squishes himself between the both of you in the middle of the night, stepping on rin's face in the process. who rin has definitely given the side eye for taking up all the cuddle time while suki is at school (and gets the side eye right back)
iwaizumiâs driving both of you homeâ
and there was a part of you that thought, just maybe, tonight would be the night that he would propose. and maybe it was all just silly, to let the thought twirl around in your little head until it fell on the floor in front of you.
maybe you would say it shatteredâall over your heels and the dress you know he likes and the floor of his buick.
and maybe, because every single one of your thoughts seems to start with that right now, maybe this is all just a little bit your fault. there were so many of those nights, curled into the sheets of your bed, the taste of liquor still resting on both of your tongues, that youâd asked him if heâd ever marry you.
and back then, he said yes. heâd laugh, an arm resting above his head, the other holding your lower backâhis fingers would dip beneath your clothes and leave little searing paths of what you could only call home, but it was all to hold you close. his hand kept you steady atop of him, legs twined together, your chin resting on his chest.
but you could feel the laughter bloom in his chest and tumble past his lips, an absolutely sure to follow his tongue.
but then a few weeks would pass, five years of dating, both of you just past the age of 23 now, and youâd ask again. and maybe it had started the same, the same laughter, the same reply, the same graze of fingertips against flesh. and maybe the reply had never really changed, beyond a question of didnât you ask this last week? or why wouldnât i want to marry you?
but maybe that did it. maybe it finally got him thinking about all the reasons he shouldnât marry you, and those started pile up until suddenly the cost-benefit analysis of it all didnât really seem to stack in your favor.
because tonight, when youâre both now settled in 24, you thought would be the night. and if it wasnât tonightâwell, you donât think itâs going to happen at all. and, of course, youâre driving home. so part of you is starting to accept this as your last drive home with iwaizumi. no matter how much it hurts.
heâs been playing a bit of beach rock on the radio, those old little tunes that youâd picked up through your college years, but itâs quiet and hardly does anything to mask the silence of the car. heâs not tapping his thumb against the steering wheelâheâs hardly spoken for most of the night, and back at the restaurant and on your walk around the pier, youâd put that all down as him being nervous.
who knows what the hell to think of it now.
you take a breath and smooth out the material of your dress as you roll to a stop at a light. itâs the one that iwaizumi hatesâa gross intersection with too long of a red, and no one really ever seems to understand the design of it all, so heâs always been one to avoid this light when he canâbut heâs here now, and you watch him stretch his hands on the wheel and tap his fingers against it in one little rhythmic motion. itâs not to the song, and you know itâs the motion he does when heâs about to say something.
and you, desperately, want it all to stop. because you know the next words out of his mouth are going to be somewhere along the lines of maybe we shouldnât do this anymore or iâve been thinking about this for a while, or maybe itâll just be your name. but you know itâs nothing good and if you let him speak, then it ruins it all. if you let iwaizumi say your name youâre sure that your soul will escape with every last breath you give to him.
if you let him say your name, youâre sure that with it, heâll take every last memory you could musterâthe air from your lungs, every whisper heâs ever laid across your skin, every murmur of affection that you savored behind those closed doors.
if you let him say your name, itâll all be gone, and you want to stay in his stupid buick for a moment longer as his girlfriend, even if it means prolonging the inevitable.
so you scan the cars around you, you look at the crosswalk until you see someoneâa middle-aged man, a neon green cap on his head and orange sneakers hitting the pavement. iwaizumi takes a breath to say something, and you know heâs always hated being interrupted but god you donât think you can stand not doing it now.
âman, whatâs that guy wearing?â you say. it sounds less half-hearted than it feels. thereâs a lilt to your voice and, if you couldnât feel the weight in your chest, youâre sure it would sound like youâre clueless. you point to the man at the crosswalk, and iwaizumiâs gaze flicks there for only a moment before settling back on you.
âbabe-â
âno, really, who wouldâve guessed that neon was making such a comeback,â you interrupt again, and you hate it. it sounds unnatural, like thereâs a joke somewhere in there that you just canât find yetâand you both know you wonât ever get the chance to say it.
iwaizumi tries again.
âiâve been thinking-â
âwell i guess we can really see him in the dark-â
and iwaizumi says your name.
youâve always hated the way time catches up to you.
you stop criticizing the poor man on the crosswalk, and then look over at iwaizumiâhajime as youâve called him for years now, as youâve said under the quake of your breath and between lilts of ardor.
you hum in reply to him, let the embarrassment of it all melt beneath his gaze, hope that maybe this break-up wonât be as bad as you always thought it would be. that he wonât be the one that got away for the rest of your life, that you wonât say his name in moonlight, starlight, and sunlight, hoping some divine power will hear it all and bring him back to you. more deeply, you hope you wonât have to move on without himâthat the life youâve built with him, from your home, to your friends, to your damn wardrobe wonât all burn to ash.
he takes a breath, he says your name again.
âhajime, whatâs wro-â
âdammit, iâm trying to ask you to marry me.â
the red of the stoplight is reflecting on his face, the car smells a little like his cologne, and iwaizumi is looking at youâhands still tapping against the wheel.
âwhat?â
you watch the tips of his ears turn red as they start to blend in with the light. he turns back to the road, swallows and lets his tongue poke at his cheeks as he breathes again.
âsorry, that was-â he sighs, ânot how i wanted to do that.â
you want to laugh at him a little bit, to let it all shake out of you in a quick moment of relief, but thereâs a stutter in your chest that you canât quite let go. it holds you close and churns your heart and your lungs until you canât be sure what part of you is burning the most.
so you choose to whisper.
âhow did you want to do it?â
and then iwaizumi laughs.
âpreferably, a year ago.â you eye him. âi didnât want you to think i was doing it just because you kept asking.â
you look forward to the light, you beg it not to turn green with everything you haveâyou hope with all that itâs worth that iwaizumi can hate this intersection for just a little longer.
âand what about tonight?â
he sighs again, in his old man way that youâve always teased him for, and then he leans backâone hand on the wheel, the other finding its way to your thigh.
âat first, when you were getting ready. and then on the way to the restaurant, and again when you picked that one piece of broccoli off my plate, and then at the end of the pier, when you pulled me to the railing.â he laughs a little bit, and then his thumb rubs into your skin. âi didnât know what to say, i just knew i wanted to ask you to marry me.â
the light turns green, and without ever really thinking about it, you say no.Â
itâs not to him, itâs to the light and the situation of all things, but as he starts to drive you watch the blood drain from his face.
âwhat?â he asks, and you want to crawl into something much worse than just a hole in the ground.
âno, not like- sorry it was the light- yes, yes i want to marry you.â
âthe damn stoplight made you say no to my proposal?â he asks, and though thereâs that bit of scolding in his tone, you can feel the laughter rising in his voice as he speaks.
âno it wasnât like that! you dick, i-â
âyeah, yeah, whatever, iâll just return the ring then-â
âthe ring?â
you both pause, and iwaizumi keeps driving, but he takes his hand off of you and, a little awkwardly, you might add, reaches into the pocket of his slacksâdesperately trying to stay the speed limit (or, a little over), the whole time.Â
but he pulls out a little black box and gestures towards you, and then flips it open with his thumb.
âi wasnât kidding,â he starts, and then glances over at you. âmarry me.â
and maybe you were right before. with just your name, iwaizumi could pull your soul and everything it carries with it out of your body. and maybe, in all that he is, you give it to him if only he were to askâmemories, whispers, murmurs, youâd give it all with only the raise of his brow.
âyes,â you reply. âof course.â
iwaizumi smiles, and at the next red light (one he hates just a little less, where the waitâs a little shorter and the intersection just a little less confusing), he puts the ring on your finger. and at that red light, he kisses you until you have to tell him itâs green.