laying in bed at night knowing she doesn't miss me as much as i miss her
she doesn't cry every night, begging for it to end
she doesn't lash out at everyone around her because she's so upset and angry with the world
she isn't in therapy because we're not friends anymore
She doesn't want me back and she never will
anyone else's mum called sour sweets "spicy" or is mine just extra special?
The Death of Orpheus (Henri-Léopold Lévy, c. 1870)
This but also the person who you forced to carry a fetus to full term could’ve cured cancer. Or you know if the government didn’t slash cancer research funding those people could’ve cured cancer.
I don't like being a girl, i don't hate it but i'd rather be perceived as nothing yk?
A lot of people don't really see me as a girl and I like that
I'd rather have been born a boy but I don't want to change now I guess
I hate my chest and I don't really want it
My mum is okay with me being trans but she doesn't really get it
i hate feeling invisible when I'm surrounded by people
it's like i'm not even there, everything I say is ignored
no one notices when i'm trying to talk to them
i wish i actually was invisible at this point
I wish boobs were detachable. Because sometimes I want to look like a genderless being, other times the outfit needs boobs.
so i wrote the start of a piece fiction inspired by Frankenstein
it's a mlm, slightly horror, love story between an amoral scientist and his best friend who tragically dies at the start of the book
i'm obsessed with this story as it's the first bit of writing that made my teacher recognise my love for writing
it's called white fang as the prompt for the story was to use a pre-existing title so white fang by jack london
hate when someone asks how are you and you say good how are you and they say "oh not so great" or something. it's always like ohh okay i see we're being honest i thought we were playing pretend. can i have a do-over
maybe life is so hard because I wasn't supposed to be here at this age and god just tries to finally get rid of me