“Everyday is the same and everyday I’m starting to hate everything more.”
— (via to-be-far-away)
Everyday I feel like I'm counting down
9 hours until the day ends
6 days until the week ends
256 days until the end of the year
what's the point in living if I'm just waiting for the end?
i've discovered i have a new hidden talent ✨
I can sing and cry at the same time! super cool right?
how do i know this?
well every fucking time i have choir on a bad day i break down mid song and just silently cry my eyes out whilst singing "Video killed the radio star"
i love having so many random hobbies as no one really expects like:
Yeah I do musical theatre
yeah I'm training to be a lifeguard
yeah I'm an art scholar
yeah I'm a writer
yeah i used to do horse riding, violin, piano, singing, ballet, rugby ect
People who have read "the song of Achilles" need to read "the silence of the girls" and Homer's Iliad, as in song of Achilles the story is told from Patroclus' perspective, someone who loved Achilles so he's incredibly biased and mainly focuses on how amazing Achilles was,
when actually he's the reason so many died during the trojan was because of his massive tantrum over Briseis (who would not have been like a close friend to them she would have just been a slave for Achilles to use)
Then again after Patroclus dies he commits horrific acts "in the name of love" but in Homer's Iliad the entire plot is off Achilles anger, it starts with his annoyance of being dishonoured and ends with his rage as his lover is killed because of his original anger.
I want some platonic love yk?
I don't need a bf or gf I just want a close friend who gets me
someone who is close and touchy but we both know there's nothing more to it
I want to love someone without worrying that they think I LOVE them like I don't want to date anyone I just want someone to share this life with
i wonder who i would be if i kept my hair cut short
i wonder who i'd be if i actually transitioned socially
i wonder if i'd be happier as a boy
i wonder if i stuck to using he/they pronouns i'd feel better
i wonder who he would be if i let them stay
-kurea:)
digital diary: @kureachiyekoblog
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