Making A List Of My Disreactions / Things To Do To Get My Mind Off Food Because I Really Need Some New

ed? Not me.

#iwillcryifihavetoeatagain

Me core:

Diary Entry #9

"And if I die?"

Ana smiles, patronizing, "then you shall die beautiful."

At that moment, I knew, as I lied among the rubble of my filthy room. That though I can hardly breath and my body has grown weaker. That though I am pale and sick and nearly lifeless. That though I am fading into nothingness, drowning and sinking into the oblivion that is vanity. I knew I would always crawl back to her.

I knew, that even in death I would call out her name, because she has given me what I most desired, what I most craved, and prayed, and begged for.

Ana gifted me beauty when God did not.

Such a waste for the universe to give me tits. Like i dont even want children someone else can have these udders.

i don’t even feel like i’m living, i rarely go out and when i do i feel like im not really present or in control of my body

i only feel like myself when i’m looking at my body and i like what i see tbh and that’s quite rare

every day is just distractions and scrolling and listening to music trying to make the time go faster so i can wake up and weigh myself again

RIP patrick Bateman you would have loved 3d tumblr

i need to reach my ugw and find an older boyfriend and go out w my friends more… those are my late new year’s resolutions 👼🏻😇🪽

Whether it be a fae of the waters, fae of land, or one of the skies,

A truly beautiful fae is small.

I’m not gods strongest soldier