trees are very 🥺 because sometimes i’ll stand under the shade of a tree and look up at it and it’ll sway its branches about in the wind and i’m like oh my God i’m alive and YOU’RE alive. we are alive together and made up of the same starry stuff and standing right next to each other in this moment on this earth. do u feel it when i reach out and press my hand to your trunk? can you hear me? i think you’re so neat. and then the sunlight filters through its leaves just so and that lovely green color leaves me dazzled. it’s just very nice to be an alive thing next to a different sort of alive thing
life is so hard when you like fictional characters more than real people
i am so much older than i thought i was. it's as if one day i decided to run too far from the sidewalk where my chalk drawings are and forgot to come back. now i wander around foreign cities because maps do not guide me home anymore. i dine in timeworn cafés and write poems on discarded grocery store receipts hoping to brush my fingertips over those stolen years, but it only drifts further away each day. tender is the spine that bears one's childhood ghosts and this misplaced sorrow thrashes beneath the very skin i can never step out of.
your hologram 👾👻 stumbled 🫨 into my apartment 🌃 hands 🙌 in the hair 💆♀️ of somebody 💏 in darkness 🌫️😶🌫️ named Chloe 💆♀️ or Sam 💆 or Sophia 💆♀️ or Marcus 💆♂️ and I. just. ʷᵃᵗᶜʰᵉᵈ 👀. it happen 💏🧍♀️. as the decade 📆 would play us for fools 🃏🤝🃏 and you saw 👀 my bones 💀🤝💀 out 💃🕺 with somebody new 👩❤️💋👨 who seemed like 🤔 he would've bullied you 🤓🥊🤣 in school 🤕🏫 and you. just. ʷᵃᵗᶜʰᵉᵈ 👀. it happen 🫂🧍♂️. if you wanna break 💔🔨🤬 my cold 🤧 cold 🥶 heart 💙 just say, 🗣️"I loved you 🥰…the way that you were 😕🤷♂️” if you wanna tear 🫱💔🤏 my world 🫱🌎🤏 apart 🫱💥🤏 just say you've always…woOondered 🤔💭👩❤️💋👨…you said some things 🗣️🗯️ that I can't 🙅♀️ unabsorb 🗣️🗯️🧽 you turned me into an idea of sorts 🧍♀️🟰🤔💭😇🪽 you needed me 🫂 but you needed drugs more 🤷♀️ and I could-n't. 🙅♀️. ʷᵃᵗᶜʰ 🫣. it happen. I changed into goddesses 🧝♀️ villains 🦹♀️ and fools 🤡🎨🖌️ changed plans 🇬🇧✈️🗽 and lovers 👩❤️💋👨👩❤️💋👨👩❤️💋👨 and outfits 👩🏼🦱👱🏻♀️💇🏼♀️👩🏻🦳👩🏼 and rules 📏👸 all to outrun 🏃♀️💨 my desertion of you 🏃♀️💨🏝️ and you. just. ʷᵃᵗᶜʰᵉᵈ 👀. it 🏃♀️💨🏝️🧍♂️. if you wanna break 💔🔨🤬 my cold 🤧 cold 🥶 heart 💙 just say, 🗣️"I loved you 🥰…the way that you were 😕🤷♂️” if you wanna tear 🫱💔🤏 my world 🫱🌎🤏 apart 🫱💥🤏 just say you've always…woOoOondered 🤔💭 if the glint in my eye ✨👁️ traced the depths ✏️🗺️🤿 of your sigh ✏️🗺️😮💨 down that passage ⬇️ in time ⌛️ back to the moment ⏳⏪ I crashed into you 🧍♂️💥🏃♀️ like so many wrecks do 🏝️💥🚢 too impaired by my youth 👼 to know what to do 🤷♀️❓ so if I sell my apartment 🌃💸 and you have some kids 👶👧🧒👦 with an internet starlet 🤵♂️🤰🤳🏻 will that make your memory 🤔💭❤️🔥 fade from this scarlet maroon 🤔💭😶🌫️ like it never happened? 🤷♀️💭🌫️ could it be enough 🤔 to just float in your orbit? 👩🚀🪐🧍♂️can we watch our phantoms 🧍♂️👻❤️🔥👻🧍♀️like watching wild horses? 🧍♂️🐎🐎🧍♀️ cooler 😎 in theory 👩🔬💭 but not if you force it to be 🫸🧍♂️🧍♀️🫷it just didn't happen 🤷♀️ so, if you wanna break 💔🔨🤬 my cold 🤧 cold 🥶 heart 💙…..say you loved me 😞…….and if you wanna tear 🫱💔🤏 my world 🫱🌎🤏 apart 🫱💥🤏 say you'll always…woOoOonder 🤔💭………………….'cause I woOoOooonder 😞💭…….will I always…will I always…..won-der? 🤷♀️💭🌫️
“Come one, cheer up, it’s nearly Christmas.”
i just need this love spiral...
I told my brother I couldn’t sleep and he told me to watch something boring so, did you guys knew stars have different light colors? Actually red light stars are that color because since they are in the cool and bloated stage of their evolution they are more dense, therefore can dominate the infrared light. Still awake though.
As pessoas querem justificar/julgar o amor entre duas pessoas do mesmo sexo usando religião, biologia, filosofia, sociologia, história, física, química, português, inglês, matemática, espanhol, arte, astrologia […] Amor é amor, ninguém explica o amor.
— Amor, sublime amor.
Nostalgia is purely manufactured because we force teenagers to experience things before they're ready and we tell adults life ends at 25 so they can try to desperately reclaim their teenage years. It's okay to transition out of each phase when you're ready. The milestones for adulthood are not universal or even required
i know we all go feral over coney island but GENUINELY. some lightening bolt of creativity shot down from the skies and joined these powerhouse artists together so that they could craft a perfect melody and prose that makes my bones ache and my heart break and my eyes well up and my soul leave my body. i think about the second verse at least once a day. it is a revelation every single time that i listen to them harmonise "a universe away". i understand something deep within myself in the closing chorus when i hear them sing "the sight that flashed before me was your face/when the sun goes down". they truly captured something poignant and fundamental and human and every single piece of praise that people give it is more than well deserved
“Quando me perguntarem do que eu mais gostei, vou dizer que foi de você.”
— Cidade dos Anjos.