MY POLICEMAN (2022) Dir. Michael Grandage
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Lily jumps into James’ arms. He stumbles at the impact but he’s able to stay on his feet as Lily buries her face into his neck. He grips her waist, hoisting her up, letting her legs dangle.
“You could’ve died, you idiot,”
“You would like that wouldn’t you, Evans?” he chuckles.
He sets her down when he feels her hold on him loosen.
She steps back from him and immediately punches his chest.
“How could you say that?”
His face falls when he sees that she was being serious. Soon, her nose scrunches up in a way only he knew. She began to cry.
“Evans?” he says, reaching out for her.
She pushes his hand away and takes another step back.
“No. No, I wouldn’t like it if you died, James!” she raises her voice, letting the tears start to fall before she’s sobbing. She covers her face with her hands and before long she feels the distant lingering of James’ hand hovering over her, unsure of what to do.
“I— Lily, I’m sorry, please don’t cry… I was only joking,”
She lifts her head from her hands, wiping the tears on her cheeks.
“Well, I’m not! It’s always fun and games with you! You don’t even realize what you could do to someone if something were to happen to you!”
“You’re not making sense, Lily”
“Do you think Sirius, Remus, and Peter are the only people who care about you? They’re not. I care about you, James…. So you can’t gamble your life away and die on me just to get a quick laugh— not now, not ever— not when I’m—!”
“When you’re what?” he asks gently
“Not when I’m this gone for you, you arsehole!”
James’ eyes widen.
“So— So you can’t just risk your life all willy-nilly like that because— because I love you too damn much to lose you before I can even get the chance to tell you just how much,”
Lily’s breathing is heavy, tears steadily streaming down her face as her chest heaves up and down slowly.
“You… love me?”
Lily could only let a slightly amused breath out, “Merlin, you are oblivious aren’t you?”
“You love me?”
“Yeah.” She answers nodding, “I do. So if— if you don’t have feelings for me anymore, well tough luck, Potter, because I don’t think this’ll be going away any time soon,” She says, bitter smile on her face.
“I never said I wanted it to go away,”
A beat.
“I don’t want it to go away.” James takes long strides to Lily, taking her tear-stricken face into his warm hands and kisses her.
He pulls away and rests his forehead against hers. “I’ve had feelings for you since 3rd year, Evans.” He leans away, bending down to meet Lily’s eyes. “What makes you think I ever stopped, huh?” He swipes her falling tears with his thumb.
At this, Lily smiles but the tears don’t stop. All she can do is walk in closer to him. She throws her hands around his torso, presses into him, and cries into his chest.
James hugs her, one hand on her head, the other on her back. Rubbing her back and leaving soft kisses on the crown of her head until she stopped shaking and her breathing evened out.
how do i explain to my parents and relatives that the reason i put effort into my studies and my exams is not to have a bright future and a nice job but because i can't possibly fail remus lupin
also harry is brilliant in the scene where drunk tom waits for patrick, telling him he never only wanted to paint him in the first place and crying. there’s rawness and openness and vulnerability in the way he portrays tom’s turmoil, the way he’s so scared of himself, of who he is and of what he wants but precisely that he wants anyway, the pain of facing himself and the desire to turn away and keep up the silence, the thunder raging inside of him overflowing to the surface, ‘frightening’ like turner’s painting, it’s beautifully devastatingly and absolutely believably done
when he found out her favorite position
god, words cannot stress how much i miss this dude and his boisterous laughter
holding for jongdae: day [234/546]
» EXO’s CHEN for Dear Happiness, September 2016
Finally getting to know his godson.
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Sirius: Your mother used to sing in the school choir. Do you sing? Harry: No……. Sirius: That’s what everyone who sings in secret says.
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