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I REMEMBER WRITING THIS LEVI FANFIC YEARS AGO ON WATTPAD I DECIDED TO SKIM THROUGH IT AND IT WAS MORE LIKE A PETRA X OC FANFIC ⊠doomed wlw ig ??
Petra to my oc (aurora) :
But then aurora had never done such BAHAHAH
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in which you find a child floating in the water and you save them only for your acts of kindness to get misinterpreted by the father who is also the king of an underwater civilization.
author's note : this is a story i am writing on wattpad but my wattpad version is more in detail, slightly different and has an oc ( alora ).
PART 1 , PART 2
It had been a normal day for you, you enjoying your days away from the harsh city life along with the demands of your jobâ you needed a getaway and that getaway was going back to your parents old beach house, you did your daily routine and towards the end of the day you would sit on the beach sand and admire the ocean as the sun cascaded down the horizonâ for you just watching this simple scenery healed and soothed you.
But that serenity was destroyed when you found an unconscious child floating in the water, the waves that was once gently slowly starting to become restless causing his body to be thrown around like a rag doll.
Your instincts to save the child kicked in as you dove in the water without another thought, kicking and pushing your arms through the waves that were slowly rising.
Once you got to him, you turned him around ,finding some sort of mask covering his mouth and nose filled with water â your eyebrows crinkled in curiousity but suddenly your eyes widen when the boy's once milky brown skin starts turning into a shade of cerulean blue, a gasp leaves past your lips as you blinked your eyes a few times to see if what you saw was real or just figment of your imagination.
The waves had became stronger , the sudden stench of iron mingling with the salty sea water had entered your nose, your gaze had fallen onto the young boy's torso to find that there was a wound on it, bleedingâ it looked to be a shark bite.
Pushing the fact that the boy has turned blue and is far from being a human you had grasped onto him gently pulling him to your side as you struggled and swam back to shore, your lungs feeling heavy as you finally reached land, taking a few moments to grasp you breath and to let the exhaustion in her arms and legs to wear off. You had quickly reached for the child as you carried him in your arms and taken him into your house to dress his wounds.
It tooked you around an hour to clean and dress the wound, the bite was quite deep which made you even more worried but luckily you were able to stitch the wound and close it up.
You also noticed that his skin was extremly dry due to it not being in water, you had quickly went and filled the bath tub you had in your guest bathroom and placed the child in it watching as only patches of light cerulean blue skin was left and his milky brown skin takes over in areas that were covered in water.
Your brows furrowed as you remember the words of the locals that stayed around, the stories they have told you about people that came from deep within the ocean and their God.
'So it's true' you meekly thought, when you had first arrived by the sea sideâ you became familiar with one of the locals that lived close by, warning you to not stay for a very long time as your presence could be seen as a threat by the people that lived in the water or the sirens.
You didn't really think much of this as you had came here quite frequently when you was younger with your parents but in a world where there was an alien invasion and half of humanity suddenly disappearingâ including yourself, nothing seems unbelievable.
You stayed here for a few months taking heed to the women's words and minding your own business well up until today when you found this boy.
You went to go wash your hands, to get rid of the blood and alcohol that dried onto it.Curiousity, anxiety and fear all together mingling and brewing within you, curiousity about this young boy and what he truely was , anxiety about his wounds and fear from whether you had brought danger into your home.
A gasp catches you off guard as you almost slips, your gaze falling onto the bath tub to see that the young child's eyes were wide openâ staring at you.
His eyes were filled with fear, tears clouding his eyes from the fear and most likely the pain in his torso as fear also slowly starts to consume you but you take a gentle breath in , raising your hands up in an attempt to show that you was no harm.
"Don't worry, I am not going to harm you." Your voice was soothing and soft, there was a small drop of fear in it but you swallowed it back , a soft smile displaying on your face.
The boy didn't seem convinced, he looked like he wanted to get out of the bathtub or try and defend himself but the pain in his torso didn't allow him instead it caused a pained cry to leave his mouth causing your eyes to widen as you rushed to his side to stop him from moving around.
"Hey, easy there. Your stitches will tear" you coaxed out in a calm tone, placing your hand against his shoulder to try and stop him from moving around.
You made eye contact with the boy, the fear in his eyes slowly turned into curiousity but caution filled gaze when you lowered him back into the water.
" Don't worry, I'm not going to hurt you kid. I just need you to relax and not stress your torso." You say, the boy seemed to slightly relax but his shoulders were tense causing you to quickly remove your hand from his shoulder.
You wondered if her understood you, maybe he didn't that's why he was even more frantic or maybe it's the fact that he woke up in some random women's bathtubâyeah the latter is more so for his reason of panic and fear.
"MĂĄaxech? Yaan wĂĄaj a sĂłokiken." the young boy suddenly stammered out, your eyebrows furrow as you tried to recognize the language.
' Yucatec Maya ? 'Â you thought, hoping that your guess was right. You didn't undertsand what the child had saidâ you was about to say something but then the boy's stomach growled suddenly causing you to smile followed by a gentle laugh.
"You are hungry?" You asks also using gestures to ask the boy if he was hungry, by pretending to bite into something.
It took the boy a few seconds to understand and when he did, he gently nods his headâ he was still lenient on trusting you but he was feeling hungry and weak.
You do hand gestures to tell him to wait as you quickly exits the bathroom and go down to the kitchen.
You walked to the sink to rinse your hands as you look out the window to see it was already dark, the waves outside seemed to be extremly furious tonight as a slight shiver ran down your spine when a sudden wave crashed loudly against the shore.
You backed away from the window and went towards your fridge, you decided on giving the boy something light to eat, not being too sure on what type of diet that his kind had and what foods could be toxic to him so you went with some water melon pieces and cut up a pear, hoping that this was okay for him.
You reached back into the bathroom, seeing that the boy was slightly slumped on the wall which caused his skin to turn a light shade of blue from his torso upwards, when his eyes fell on the fruit they widen, you reached towards him and held the plate for him.
The boy takes off his mask, the water falling from it as he takes a pear and bites into it quickly devouring it within seconds as you could only watch in amazement but also in worry as the boy didn't have his mask on and was worried about how long he could go without it.
You leave the plate to him as you take his mask, it had some sort of metal that encased around the see-through partâ you didn't think much of it as you quickly fills water in it again.
The boy was done eating, the fruit seemed to gave him a bit more energy as you go to his side , he didn't seem to fear as much as he did before as he allowed you to touch behind his head to gently push his face and nose downwards into the mask.
Once it was on, you laid him into the water completely watching as his whole body submerged into it, his skin turning into his natural human skin tone.
You did not know the amount of trouble you had landed yourself into because within that very moment under the rough waves of the ocean was an army going around followed by their king who is frantically searching the ocean for the young boy that he calls his son.
"Don't worry, you are safe." You soothingly tell the boy, your motherly instincts taking over as you brushed a few strands of hair from the boy's forehead, his eyes on you as they gently close from exhaustion.
You did not know the amount of trouble you had landed yourself into because within that very moment under the rough waves of the ocean was an army going around followed by their king who is frantically searching the ocean for the young boy that he calls his son.
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đđđđđșđđ...in which you are a cam girl and he is your favorite viewer OR in which you are a final year college student and he is your new professor.
đđșđđđđđđ... smut, rough sex, oral sex (f and m),possessive sex, hair-pulling, vaginal fingering, spanking, masturbating( f and m), doggy style, mating press, language (these warnings are for all 5 parts)
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Your half-open laptop sat forgotten on the couch, glowing with the low hum of an unfinished series you had tried to binge the night before. Eyes half-closed, you reached for your phone, fumbling to check the time.
8:30 a.m.
âShit!â
You shot out of bed, tripping over the tangled sheets, heart pounding with the cold rush of adrenaline that only comes from missing something important. Today wasnât just any day; it was the first lecture of the semester, and you were running late.
You quickly ran into the bathroom, throwing your clothes off and jumping into the shower. Your heart racing frnatucally as you quickly showered and turned it off almost slipping when you got out. The mirror offered you little comfort after you had tied your hair up messily, and threw on the first outfit you managed findâa crumpled sweater and jeansâlooked less like âcasual academic chicâ and more like âsomeone's given up.â Still, it would have to do. You can go for the 'casual academic chic' tomorrow. Grabbing your bag, you bolted out the door, barely locking it behind you.
The world outside was already moving, buzzing with the noise of morning commuters and their routines. Your apartment buildingâan old, ivy-covered structure crammed between a cafĂ© and a bookshopâseemed to blend into the city as you jogged down the street. The crisp autumn air clawed at your skin, urging you to move faster as the sounds of traffic and chatter filled the space around you.
The university campus wasnât far, but today it felt like each step dragged you deeper into a sinking swamp. Your mind still swirled with the fog of sleep, your heart pounding as the towering lecture hall loomed ahead. A relic of academia, the stone building had seen its share of anxious students, no doubt making their way inside just like you. You could practically hear the ghost of every misstep made before you echoing off the ivy-covered walls.
You pushed open the heavy door, wincing as it creaked. The dim hallway was bathed in the dull yellow light of old fixtures, a stark contrast to the loud murmur of conversation from students filtering in. The quiet tap of your shoes on the worn wooden floor seemed deafening to your own ears.
Donât be too late. Please.
Reaching the door to the lecture hall, you hesitated, already hearing the smooth, unhurried voice of the professor inside. His words were clear, deliberate, and somehow both calm and utterly dismissive. You slipped in quietly, praying no one would notice.
But then that voice, cool and laced with biting sarcasm, pierced through the room like a knife.
" Ah, nothing says commitment like showing up halfway through the lecture. Punctuality is, of course, the mark of true brilliance."
Your heart dropped. The entire class shifted uncomfortably, the air heavy with awkwardness. Your eyes flicked to the front of the room, but the professor hadnât even glanced at you. His attention remained fixed on the screen, as if your tardiness was barely worth acknowledging beyond his cutting remark.
You ducked your head, praying you could melt into the crowd of students who were all pretending not to notice.
Settling into a seat at the back, you let out a slow breath. Great. First lecture of the semester, and already, youâd made an impression.
Alhaitham stood at the front, illuminated by the projectorâs glow, a man who seemed entirely comfortable in the unyielding rigidity of academia. His pale skin stood out against the dark slate walls of the lecture hall, and his gray hair caught the lightâsilver at the tips with faint turquoise strands peeking through, subtle but noticeable. His eyes, those unnerving turquoise and gold-rimmed orbs, scanned the room without emotion, as if every student were a puzzle to be solved. His presence commanded attention without demanding it; there was an effortless authority about him, cold and unapologetic.
Everyone knew about himâthe prodigy with an unrivalled intellect. But it was his pragmatism that made him infamous. He didn't mince words, nor did he soften his criticism. In his mind, academia was a battlefield, and if you werenât equipped, youâd be left behind. At just 27, he was already regarded as one of the brightest minds in linguistics, with a list of publications and conference talks that read like someone twice his age. The department had celebrated his arrival like a prized acquisition after the sudden retirement of his predecessor.
As the lecture went on, his words became a blur, and your thoughts wandered. Youâd heard the stories. Alhaitham had published papers before most people could finish their dissertations. He was already considered a leading figure in linguistics, and heâd barely been teaching for a year.
You looked around, catching glimpses of students furiously scribbling notes, trying to keep up. But you⊠you werenât even processing his words. You were too busy stewing in your own frustration. He wasnât just smartâhe was smug. His entire demeanor screamed âIâm better than you,â and somehow, that got under your skin.
The worst part? He was brilliant. There was no denying that. The ease with which he unraveled complex theories was almost infuriating. It wasnât just knowledge; it was a performance of intellect, delivered with such cold precision that it made you feel small.
Your phone buzzed causing your eyes to widen as you quickly looked up towards Professor Alhaitham explaining something from a slide. You slide your phone on your desk as you glanced down briefly.
A request for a private session.
You rolled your eyes, stuffing the phone back into your pocket. The cam sessions werenât supposed to interfere with your life like this. It was just supposed to be something you did on the side. Something that helped keep the bills paid.
When youâd started, it was out of desperation. You had needed to make money, and quickly. Your mother kicked you out due to a dispute âgetting by was a struggle. At first, you had gotten a regular job at a coffee shop. But it wasnât enough. Not even close.
Then a friend had suggested camming. At first, youâd been horrified by the idea. Sitting in front of a camera, doing⊠that? It felt disgusting, degrading. But after months of struggling, youâd caved. What was supposed to be a temporary fix had become part of your routine. Log in, entertain, log off. Now, it was less of a thrill and more of a chore. You hated to admit it, but it paid better than any job you could have found as a student.
Pushing those thoughts aside you tried to pay attention to professor Alhaitham but you ended up doodling inside your book and also ended up writing a grocery list.
Finally, the lights flickered back on as the lecture ended, and Professor Alhaithamâs voice broke the silence once more. "Chapters two through four by next week. Weâll see whoâs keeping up."
He snapped his laptop shut, a final punctuation mark to the end of the lecture, and students began packing their bags. You sighed, stuffing your own notes away as you slung your bag over your shoulder, the door creaked open behind you.
âHey, wait up!â Laylaâs voice pierced through your haze.
You turned to see her weaving through the chairs, looking equally disheveled but far less bothered. She caught up to you with an apologetic grin, her messy hair bouncing with each step. âYou okay? You looked pretty rattled back there.â
You huffed, running a hand through your own hair. âI was late. Professor Alhaitham made sure everyone knew. God, what a prick.â
Layla snorted, raising an eyebrow. âOh no. What did he say? I was kind of zoned outâ
âSomething about âdedicationâ and âshowing up halfway through.â Like heâs never been late to anything in his entire life.â
Layla chuckled, shaking her head. âI swear, that guy is an enigma. Alot of people dislike him for the way he behaves, but alot of people are desperate to be in his class.â
You raised an eyebrow. âWhy?â
âHeâs a genius, obviously,â she said, rolling her eyes. âBut itâs more than that. Thereâs something about him. He doesnât care what people think, and he never panders. Some people like that kind of honesty.â
"Honesty, my ass. Heâs just an asshole."
Layla laughed, nudging your arm. "Maybe, but also I've heard some people have joined his class just because of how hot he is, a bit ridiculous I do say." she says as a yawn escapes past her parted lips, her head gently resting against your shoulder as she tries to fight off fatigue.
You glanced back toward the front of the lecture hall. Alhaitham was still there, gathering his things with calm efficiency, his sharp features illuminated by the faint sunlight streaming in through the tall windows. His movements were deliberate, controlled, like everything in his world followed some intricate set of rules only he understood. You hated how Layla had a point. He was good-looking, in a detached, untouchable kind of way.
You noticed Layla almost falling off to sleep on your shoulder so you gently poked her nose causing her to wake up in shock.
"I think you need to lay off those thesis papers for awhile and get a good sleep" you said to her as she mumbles something and pouts.
You and Layla left the hall, your thoughts drifted again to the complicated web of your life outside these walls. The nights spent streaming, the chat boxes filled with faceless usernames, the anonymous attention that came with your side job. You pushed it to the back of your mindâthis wasnât the time. But still, that strange double life you led lingered like a shadow you couldnât quite shake.
You slipped back into the comfort of your cluttered apartment, the memory of his sharp words lingered.
When you finally made it back to your apartment, the weight of the day clung to your shoulders. Dropping your bag by the door, you let out a heavy sigh and kicked off your shoes, the soft thud of them hitting the floor echoing in the quiet space. It had been a long dayâlonger than you expected.
You shuffled into the kitchen, deciding to fix yourself something simple. Your fridge wasnât exactly stocked, but you managed to throw together a sandwich, something to take the edge off your hunger. As you ate, your thoughts wandered to your schedule for the evening, how it always followed the same routine, a strange comfort in the predictability of it.
After a quick meal, you headed into the bathroom. The warm water of the shower washed away the lingering stress of the day, soothing your muscles and easing your mind, if only for a little while. You stayed under the spray longer than necessary, letting the steam fill the room as you tried to clear your head.
But in the back of your mind, you knew what was coming. Once the clock hit nine, you would become someone elseâsomeone confident, mysterious, and unattainable.
Toweling off, you took your time getting dressed, slipping into some comfortable clothes for the moment. You still had some work to finish before the night began.
As you sat at your desk, staring at the open notes on your laptop, your mind started drifting again. It wasnât just the lingering tension from class that tugged at your thoughts. There was the constant reminder of why you were doing all of this in the first place.
Your mum hadnât spoken to you in months, ever since she cut you off financially. Her voice echoed in your head, that final conversation where sheâd made it clearâyou were on your own. You werenât doing things her way, and so she wasnât going to help you anymore.
It had been hard to accept at first. The distance between you, the harshness of her words. But you had no choice now. You had to make things work, no matter what.
That was why you found yourself here, every night, doing things you never thought youâd do. Because you had to survive. This was the only way to keep your apartment, to stay in college. And you couldnât afford to failânot now, not with everything at stake.
Your eyes scrunched as you diverted your attention from those stressful thoughts to your notes, a few minutes past as you scrolled through the pages as the hours passed and the sky outside darkened, you checked the time. 8:45. Almost time.
You stood up, crossing the room to your closet. Opening the door, you rifled through the few pieces hanging there before finding what you were looking forâa delicate baby pink lingerie set. The fabric was soft, a stark contrast to the role you were about to step into.
Changing quickly, you adjusted the straps in front of the mirror, checking yourself from different angles. You pulled your hair up into a neat ponytail, a subtle touch that helped keep the two sides of your life separate. The girl in the mirror was confident, poised, ready to perform.
But it wasnât quite 9:00 yet.
You walked over to your laptop and started setting up, adjusting the angle of your webcam, ensuring that it captured your body
By the time the platform loaded, it was exactly 9:00. Notifications immediately began popping up on your screen as you entered the chat. Regulars and new subscribers alike greeted you, their excitement palpable.
They asked about your day, how have you been as the night played out. After idle chatter with your subscribers, it was finally time for what they actually wanted to see.
The highest bidder requested you to use your pink dildo vibrator. A small smile graced your lips. "As you wish, master" you murmured, pulling out the vibrator. Your eyes darted to the chat window, scanning for familiar usernames, but a disappointed pout formed as you noticed he hadn't joined yet. 'He didn't join yet,' you thought, your mood dampening. The chat flared up with messages as viewers noticed your sulky expression.
You quickly plastered on a smile, bringing the dildo close to the camera, then to your face, smiling seductively.
"So, what do you want me to do first?" The next few minutes blurred into a haze of overstimulation. The bluetooth vibrator buzzed inside you, your fingers rubbing against your pussy lips as shudders coursed through you.
Your clit trembled with the constant intensity, and your body gleamed with a sheen of sweat. Your baby pink lingerie clung to your body as your hand found your nipple, pinching and playing until you came again.
The viewers paid extra to speed up the device, pushing you further and further.
Eyes fluttering open briefly, you scanned the chats again.
Your heart skipped a beat when a familiar username appeared User1102. Your thighs trembled as the vibrator reached its highest speed, your body shaking uncontrollably as you came, making a mess along your legs and lingerie. Breathing erratic, vision blurred, you were practically limp from the overstimulation.
User1102: Bunny... take a break. The chat was filled with other messages, people tipping for extra time or requesting private sessions. But your attention was glued to his message.
User1102: I'do like a private session.
[User1102 tipped $100!]
A soft smile formed on your lips despite your exhaustion. The other subscribers seemed annoyed, trying to out-tip him, but you already knew your choice.
"I'm super tired right now, so I'm only taking one private session! Thank you, guys, see you next week Tuesday~" You threw in a small finger heart, trying to ignore the love confessions and anger from you ending your live so soon.
After ending the public live stream, your heart raced as you adjusted your hair and lingerie, sending a private request to User1102. The request was accepted, and your body appeared on screen.
You smiled, head tilted slightly. "Hi, what can Ms. Bunny do for you tonight?" you asked, your voice low and sultry, though your heart pounded with nerves. You couldnât stop the thoughts from racing in your head.
Why do I always get so excited for this particular subscriber? Why does he make my heart race faster and my cheeks flush pink?
The first time User1102 appeared in your live stream, someone had requested you to overstimulate yourself to the point of discomfort. Eyes glazed with tears, you tried to push through the discomfort, but your mind kept wandering. Rent was due, and the $400 being offered was something you couldnât turn down. But you felt pathetic, disgusted even, for putting yourself through that pain.
That was when User1102 first message caught your attention.
User1102: Stop what you're doing. You're clearly uncomfortable.
The original requester got angry, but then
User1102: tipped $400.
User1102: End the live. I'd like a private session with you.
[User1102 tipped $200]
Your movements had stopped, stunned by the sudden change. The other subscribers were furious, but you nervously smiled and ended the stream. His private session that night had been different from any other. No requests for anything sexual just for you to drink water and change into something comfortable. He'd only stayed for a few minutes to make sure you felt better, then sent a simple message before leaving.
'Don't do things you feel uncomfortable doing.'
You were utterly confused, could the person have been someone who has mistakenly tumbled upon your stream from an ad?
You had'nt expected to see him again, but he came back for the next session. And the one after that. And eventually, you started looking forward to his presence, even if you didn't know what he looked like. --- You let out a soft sigh, your fingers shaking slightly as you adjusted your lingerie on screen.
User1102 message popped up again.
User1102 : are you okay bunny to do something small for me ?
You quickly nod your head eagerly, already ready to do whatever he asked (as long as it wasn't some weird ass kink).
User1102: okay, Bunny, grab the dildo you used earlier.
Your eyes widened slightly at the straightforward request. Hesitantly, you reached for the pink dildo that was still slick from earlier. You toyed with it in your hands for a moment, waiting for his next command.
User1102: Spit on it.
You froze for a second, processing his request. Sure, you'd done things like that before, but it was unexpected from him. Still, you complied.
Leaning forward, you let your saliva drip onto the tip of the dildo.
User1102: Now, Bunny, be a good girl and clean your mess up.
Your pussy throbbed at the words. Slowly, you began sucking at the dildo, cleaning off your spit with your tongue, trailing it down the length of the toy. As you worked, a notification flashed on the screen.
User1102: Play with yourself, Bunny.
Your hand left your breast, fingers finding your clit as you jolted on the bed. The added stimulation forced a moan out of you, louder than you'd intended, but you couldn't stop.
User1102: You're so pretty, making a mess all over.
The tension in your stomach tightened, your vision blurring as you angled your fingers just right. The coil in your stomach snapped, your body was trembling as the final wave of pleasure hit you, vision blurring as you came undone. The clear liquid dripped down your thighs, making a mess of your lingerie and the sheets beneath you. You lay there panting, catching your breath, feeling the heat slowly dissipate from your body.
User1102: You were amazing. Good girl.
Those two words sent another shiver down your spine. Your heart fluttered at the praise, and before you could stop yourself, the words slipped out of your mouth, genuine and raw: "Anything for you..." Your cheeks flushed red immediately after.
You couldnât believe you had said that out loud. Your mind was in a haze, the warmth of the afterglow still lingering, but a strange conflict bubbled up inside you.
A small part of you, buried deep down, wanted to scream at yourself for how you felt about this man, a random stranger hidden behind a username. It was foolish to feel like this. A ridiculous crush, on someone who could very well be as old as your father. You closed your eyes for a second, lost in your thoughts, but his next message broke through.
User1102: go clean up, just take it easy when you do so. maybe run a hot shower or bath to relax your muscles. you did really good today.
User1102: Rest now. Goodnight, Bunny.
A soft smile tugged at your lips as you read the message. There was something so caring, so comforting about how he ended things.
He didnât push for more, didnât ask for anything beyond what you were comfortable with.
"Good night" you said sweetly, your eyes widening at the 400$ tip he left as he logs off. At this point you should just do private sessions with the amount of money he spends on you.
As the session ended, the room fell into a heavy silence. The screen of your laptop went dark, leaving you in the dim glow of your bedside lamp. You let out a tired sigh, rolling onto your back. It was late, and exhaustion was starting to weigh you down. You grabbed your phone to check the time, but instead, you noticed a notification from your email.
A familiar name caught your eye. Professor Alhaitham. The email had been sent before you even started your session. You clicked it open and skimmed through it, rolling your eyes the moment you saw what it was about: a pop quiz.
"Ugh, that asshole" you muttered under your breath, tossing the phone aside. The last thing you needed was a quiz first thing in the morning. And of course, he just had to schedule it for 8 AM. You groaned in frustration. Now, you'd definitely need a good night's rest.
Youâd barely slept the night before, and it showed. Your body still ached from the public and private session youâd done, and your limbs felt heavy as you dragged yourself through the hall. Luckily you had awoken around 5:30 am and was at campus around 7. You still had a few more minutes to spare until your first lecture and the dreaded pop quiz.
You knew shit cause you didn't revise saying that you would do it in the morning. Well that was a lie.
'I'll just wing it' you thought as you walked into the cafĂ© to grab some coffee. The cafĂ©âs comforting warmth felt like a small refuge. You needed caffeine, something to drag you out of this groggy haze. The barista handed you the cup. The place was packed with students and lecturers as you squeezed through people. Distracted by your thoughts, you barely noticed where you were going.
And thatâs when you collided into something hard.
You walked right into a firm, solid chest. The impact sent a jolt through your body, and for a second, the world seemed to stop. The smell of something cleanâlike freshly washed linen, with the faintest hint of sandalwoodâfilled your senses, grounding you even as the embarrassment flooded your face. Your nose twitched from pain as you let out a small 'ow'.
You looked up, and your heart stuttered in your chest.
It was him.
The devil himself, the man who thought it would be great to have a pop quiz in the morning.
Professor Alhaitham.
Oh and also the man who had humiliated you in front of the entire class just yesterday, his words sharp and cutting as if you were some lazy student who had rolled out of bed with no care. And here you were, nearly doing the same thing. You opened your mouth to apologize, but then your eyes met his, and something inside you froze.
He stared at you with a wide-eyed look, his usual unbothered, calm demeanor completely gone. For a moment, his face seemed to soften, surprise mixing with something else you couldnât place. His light turquoise eyes were framed by long lashes, and you were momentarily struck by how striking his gaze was. His lips parted, as if to say something, but no sound came out.
What was his problem?
You shifted awkwardly, your body still brushing against his, and suddenly you became hyper-aware of how close you were. His chest was firm beneath his clothes, his body warm, and for a brief moment, you could feel the steady rise and fall of his breath. His presence felt⊠overwhelming. The scent of him, the way his tall frame seemed to block out everything else.
And yet, there was something off. His reaction wasnât what youâd expect from someone as stoic and composed as he had seemed in class. His eyes flickered with recognitionâlike heâd seen you somewhere before. But how could that be?
Before you could piece together what was happening, his eyes darted away, the strange look quickly masked by his usual indifference. He straightened, but his hands twitched, as if he were unsure of what to do with them.
You blinked, quickly stepping back, trying to find your voice. âI-Iâm sorry,â you stammered, barely able to look at him. You felt like your face was on fire, and all you wanted to do was escape the situation.
He said nothing at first, still staring at you with that strange intensity. Finally, after what felt like an eternity, he cleared his throat. âItâs fine,â he murmured, his voice deeper than you remembered from class. But there was something in his tone, something that almost felt⊠uncertain.
You mumbled another apology, your heart racing, and without waiting for a response, you turned on your heel and rushed out of the café, the sound of your pounding footsteps drowning out the whirlwind of confusion in your head.
What the hell was that? You couldnât shake the strange feeling his reaction had left you with. Was it embarrassment from the way he had insulted you in class? Noâthis was different. The way he looked at you wasnât just surprise. There was something else in his eyes.
You shoved the thought out of your mind. It didnât matter. He was just your professor, and you had to keep it that way, no matter how weird things got. Your eyes brighten when you noticed you didn't spill your coffee as you hurried down the cafe and took a right turn towards the lecture hall that Professor Al haitham's lecture will be held.
Unaware of the turmoil you had just left behind, Alhaitham stood frozen in place. His hands were still shaking, heart hammering in his chest, and he couldnât stop replaying the moment over in his mind.
It was you.
The cam girl. The one heâd been watching for weeks. The one he had subscribed to under an anonymous name, indulging in those private sessions like they were his guilty pleasure. He had never planned on it becoming more than a fleeting escapeâa place where he could admire you from afar, behind the safety of his screen.
But now, standing there, his chest still tingling from where you had bumped into him, the reality hit him with terrifying force.
He knew your body, your voice, the way you moved in front of the camera. But you⊠you had no idea who he was. To you, he was just the arrogant professor who had mocked you in class.
This wasnât supposed to happen.
His pulse quickened, his mind racing through the implications. His favorite cam girl was now his student, and she didnât even know.
part 2
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â°â†fem reader. reader is haithamâs patient (this may be a bit self indulgent hehe). mild flirting. fluff. attempt at comedy, just a drabble ig, i love alhaitham frâ just wanted to write something small before disappearing again ehe. masterlist
The first time you met Dr. Alhaitham, he walked in like a problem you werenât ready to solve.
The door eased open with a soft click, and you barely had a second to breathe before he stepped through. And just like that, every rational thought in your head short-circuited.
He was tallâso tallâand built like the universe had carefully balanced strength and elegance just for him. His white coat hung open, effortlessly draped over broad shoulders, the fabric swaying slightly with each step like it knew how lucky it was. Underneath, his black button up shirt fit too well and his tie perfectly in place.
But it was his face that hit the hardest.
Angular jaw. Perfectly cut cheekbones. Lips set in a neutral line that looked like theyâd never curve into anything as mundane as a smile. His hairâa soft grey, slightly tousled like he'd run a hand through it absentmindedlyâframed his face with just enough dishevelment to be maddening.
And then his eyes met yours.
Cool, turquoise irises - pupils rimmed with amber. Focused. Sharp. Like a lens sliding into place. He looked at youânot through you, not past you, but at youâand your brain promptly melted into static.
You forgot how to sit properly.
You shifted on the exam table and winced at the ridiculously loud crinkle of the paper beneath you. Great. Smooth. Very dignified.
He glanced down at his tablet. âName?â
You mumbled it. Or at least, you think you did. Your mouth moved, and he didnât ask again, so that was something.
His gaze flicked up again, this time assessing. âHm.â
Just hm.
You wanted to die. Or be swallowed whole by the earth. Or maybe just crawl under the table and never come out again.
He walked closer, writing a few things down, entirely unfazed. His presence filled the room with a kind of quiet intensity, like a thunderstorm just waiting to happen. He asked clinical questions in a deep, calm voice that was way too smooth for your current state of mind.
When he stepped beside you and reached for your wrist, you nearly levitated off the table.
His fingers were precise, cool, steady as they pressed against your skin. Meanwhile, you were vibrating at a frequency only small rodents could hear.
âPulse is elevated,â he said absently, glancing at the numbers. âUnusual.â
You cleared your throat. âIâmâuh. Justânervous.â
âI assumed,â he replied, flatly. âThough I havenât done anything yet.â
Oh my god.
Was that deadpan sarcasm? Was that dry humour? From him?
Your face burned. You could feel the flush rising like a tidal wave, heat crawling up your neck and settling in your ears.
He tilted his head slightly, studying you again. Not with empathy. Not with judgment. Just that same unreadable curiosity, like you were a particularly odd research sample.
âTry to relax. You're only making it worse.â
You let out a high-pitched laugh that did not help your case.
He returned to his notes without another word, cool and methodical as he moved through the rest of the exam. Every brush of contact was maddening. He was so calm, so put-together, while you were over here trying not to pass out from sheer mortification.
Finally, he stepped back and moved to the door.
He paused there, one hand on the handle.
âYou should drink more water,â he said, still not looking back. âAnd maybe avoid overly stimulating environments.â
Then, after a beatâso soft you almost missed it:
âCharismatic doctors included.â
The door clicked shut behind him.
You sat there, frozen, heart racing like you'd just run a marathon on zero sleep and five cups of coffee.
You buried your burning face in your hands.
You were so, so doomed.
The second time you met Dr. Alhaitham, you told yourself it was just a check-up. Just routine. Just to confirm youâre healthy. Thatâs all.
You definitely didnât fix your hair twice in the waiting room. Or rehearse what youâd say if he asked anything personal. Or almost chicken out at the front desk.
And then⊠there he is again.
Same white coat. Same unreadable face. Clipboard in hand. He doesnât smile. He nods. Thatâs it. Like youâre a piece of data.
âStill having the same symptoms?â he asks, setting his pen against paper, eyes flicking up for half a second.
âNo,â you say too quickly. âI meanâyes. I meanâsort of?â You feel the shame rise like steam in your face. Be normal, you beg yourself silently. Be a normal human.
His brow furrows. âThatâs⊠not very clear.â Heâs not being rude. Heâs just direct. His voice is so flat, so serious, it makes you squirm.
You try to say something coherent while he approaches with the stethoscope. And then it happens againâhe touches your wrist to take your pulse.
Immediate panic.
He blinks. âStill elevated.â
âItâs warm in here,â you blurt.
He tilts his head slightly. âItâs⊠twenty-two degrees Celsius.â
You die. Right there. He probably thinks youâre about to pass out. Or lying. Or both. Meanwhile, heâs moving through the appointment like youâre not experiencing a romantic crisis every time he breathes near you.
âYouâre giggling,â he says, suddenly.
You freeze. âIâmânot!â
He looks up. That same unreadable stare. âYou are. Itâs fine. Some patients get nervous.â
âIâm not nervous,â you say way too fast, your voice a squeak now.
He just nods again. âHmm.â
Hmm.
Thatâs it. Youâre never recovering from this.
Then, as heâs about to leave, he pauses. Flips through his notes.
âYou drink enough water now?â he asks without looking at you.
Your stomach flips. He remembered.
You nod.
âGood,â he says. Still serious. Still calm. Still a walking paradox of soft hands and distant eyes. âYou seem better. Maybe next time, you wonât giggle.â
And then he leaves.
And you sit there.
Absolutely gone.
The third time you met Dr. Alhaitham, you werenât supposed to be here. You just needed toothpaste. Thatâs all. One boring little errand.
Youâre in your softest hoodie, your least presentable state, and youâre standing in the pharmacy aisle, zoning out while debating between two brands of lip balmâbecause clearly, your life is thrilling.
And then, you hear it. That voice. Calm, low, quietâbut unmistakable.
âExcuse me.â
You turn.
Itâs him.
Your doctor. In a black button-up and fitted trousers. No white coat. No clipboard. No clinical detachment to protect you.
Just⊠him. Hair slightly tousled. Glasses pushed up on his nose. Holding a box of vitamins like itâs the most casual thing in the world.
You nearly drop your chapstick.
âOh,â you say. Too loudly. Too high-pitched. âHi.â
His eyes land on you, calm as ever, and he nods like itâs perfectly normal that the man youâve been lowkey fantasizing about is now standing three feet away by the travel-size shampoo.
âI remember you,â he says, flatly. Not unkind. Just observant.
You nearly ascend. âUhâyeah. Iâm⊠still hydrated.â
A pause. The corner of his mouth twitches. Twitches.
âThatâs good,â he says, and somehow it sounds like a compliment.
You just stare. Like an idiot. Because heâs wearing a real person outfit. And his sleeves are rolled up. And his forearms exist. And heâs not doing anything wrong, but youâre actively malfunctioning.
He glances down at the item in his hand, then holds it up. âDo you know if these actually help? Iâve read mixed studies on the absorption rate.â
Heâs asking you. For an opinion. On vitamins. And youâre trying to remember how to form a sentence.
âIâI mean, I just⊠get the gummies,â you say.
He actually blinks. âGummies?â
You nod. âTheyâre easier to⊠chew?â
Another pause. And then, a quiet, rare sound: a soft huff of amusement. You donât even think itâs a laugh. But itâs close enough to make your chest burst like a firework.
âYouâre different outside the clinic,â he says simply.
You panic. âIs that bad?â
âNo,â he says, adjusting his glasses. âJust⊠surprising.â
Your heartbeat is in your ears.
You manage a half-smile. âYouâre different too.â
He tilts his head. âHow so?â
âYou⊠have forearms.â
His eyebrows go up. You want to eat the floor.
âI meanânot that I think about your forearmsâI justââ
Heâs watching you. Quiet. Sharp. Then he says, very calmly:
âYouâre blushing again.â
You wish for lightning to strike you on the spot. He adjusts the box in his hand like this is all very standard and unremarkable.
And then, as casually as anything:
âIâll remember the gummies next time.â
And he walks away.
Leaving you standing there like a disaster in a hoodie, holding two kinds of lip balm and a pounding heart.
The fouth time you met Dr. Alhaitham, the waiting room is cold again, or maybe youâre just more sensitive today. You clutch your jacket tighter, feeling that weird mix of dizzy and tired thatâs been creeping up for days. You told yourself it was nothingâjust stress, maybe. But now youâre here again.
The nurse calls your name, and your heart skips. Because you already know whoâs going to be behind that door.
You step into the exam room and sit down, and sure enoughâthere he is. Doctor Serious. Doctor Calm. Doctor devastating.
Except this time, his eyes linger longer when he sees you.
âYou donât look well,â he says immediately.
You blink. âGee, thanks.â why do you think I am here ? well it is also to stare at your gorgeous face but I am not going to disclose that to you.
His brow lifts. You didnât mean to sound so sarcastic. But your voice is quieter than usual, and your usual panic feels dulled by how out-of-it you feel. He steps closer, watching you carefully.
âDizzy spells?â he asks, sitting down across from you. âHeadaches?â
You nod. âYeah. And I feel kinda tired all the time. Like⊠weirdly tired.â
He watches you. Really watches you. âHave you been eating regularly?â
You hesitate. âUm. I mean. Mostly. Maybe not perfectly.â
âHave you fainted?â
âNo,â you say. âI just⊠feel like a dying Victorian woman sometimes.â
That earns a real reaction: a soft exhale, not quite a laughâbut the closest youâve ever gotten. He looks at you again, like heâs trying to read through your jokes.
âVictorian woman,â he echoes.
You shrug weakly. âIâd look really cute collapsing into someoneâs arms.â
His lips twitch. âLetâs avoid collapsing for now.â
He runs a few tests, checking your pulse againâso gentlyâand this time when your heart spikes, he doesnât even comment on it. He just looks at you, a bit more quietly than usual.
âYour iron might be low,â he says. âHave you been on your period recently?â
You blink. âWhy would youâhowâd youâ?â
âYouâve been here before,â he says simply. âYou were flushed and talkative. Now youâre pale and slow to respond.â
You stare. âSo you⊠remember me that well?â
He doesnât answer. Just writes something into his file.
And then, suddenly, he says:
âYou were at the pharmacy the other day.â
Your stomach flips. âYeah.â
âI bought the gummies,â he says.
You blink. âDid they change your life?â
âNot yet,â he murmurs, writing something down. Then: âI donât usually see patients outside the clinic.â
You donât know what to say. He doesnât look at you as he speaks, but his voice is⊠softer.
âI just mean,â he says slowly, âyouâre different. Less anxious today. Or maybe just tired.â
He looks up, and for the first time, thereâs something like concern in his eyes.
âI want you to get a blood test,â he says. âIâll write a referral.â
You nod, barely processing, because all you can focus on is the way heâs not looking at you like youâre a puzzle anymore. Heâs looking at you like he actually⊠cares - well he is a doctor it is his job to treat you, his patient and to care for you as his patient.
And when you stand up to leave, a little wobbly on your feet, he places a hand gentlyâso gentlyâat your elbow.
âCareful,â he says. âYouâre still a little pale.â
You look up at him.
âWill you be there when I collapse dramatically?â you ask, trying to joke through the fog in your head.
He doesnât smile. But his voice is quieter than ever when he replies:
âAlways.â
And then he lets go.
part 2
usagii's note â§âË
welp, ill write another part tmr when i come back from college, ugh i love haitham, i wish he was real ssksjkjskjs
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âĄ...in which alhaitham is your childhood friend.
âĄ...warnings : fluff and slight angst.
âĄ...note: i wrote this half asleep but i really wanted to write this idea <3
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The classroom was stifling, filled with the low hum of students reciting their lessons, but Alhaitham sat in the back, his head resting on his hand, eyes half-lidded in boredom. The teacher had given up on him for the day, again. Heâd finished the exercises in a fraction of the time it took everyone else, leaving the teacher visibly frustrated. "Alhaitham," she had sighed, exasperated. "If youâre not going to participate at the same pace as the class, you can go sit outside."
So there he wasâsitting on the bench outside the classroom, staring at the dust swirling in the hot afternoon air. He didnât understand why his abilities seemed to be such a burden. His grandmother always told him that being different was a gift, but it didnât feel that way when his intelligence only isolated him from everyone else.
He wondered if being "gifted" was just another way of saying you didnât belong.
Just as he was sinking further into his thoughts, the door of the neighboring classroom burst open with a sharp clang. You stomped out, your brows furrowed in frustration, clutching a worn sketchbook in your hands. The teacher had kicked you out for the third time that week, irritated by your constant drawing during lessons. You hadnât even been trying to hide it.
You glanced around, noticing the boy sitting alone on the bench, and without hesitation, made your way over and plopped down beside him, the wooden seat creaking slightly under your weight. For a moment, you just stared ahead, still fuming from the unfairness of it all.
After a moment, you turned to look at him. âWhy did you get kicked out?â
Alhaitham blinked, a bit startled by your directness. He hadnât expected you to speak to him, let alone with that bluntness. âI⊠finished the work too fast,â he said simply, unsure if that was a reason worth mentioning.
You snorted, rolling your eyes. âReally? They kicked you out for being smart?â
He shrugged. âThey said I wasnât participating properly.â
âThatâs stupid,â you muttered, crossing your arms. âI got kicked out for drawing again.â You lifted your sketchbook slightly, showing him the half-finished sketch of a bird youâd been working on when the teacher had confiscated it. âApparently, art doesnât count as learning.â
Alhaitham looked at the sketch, noting how detailed it was for someone your age. âItâs good.â
You gave him a sideways glance, surprised. Most of the other kids didnât understand your drawing, let alone compliment it. You raised an eyebrow at him. âThanks, I guess. Still doesnât stop them from kicking me out.â
For a while, neither of you spoke. You both sat there, two kids thrown out of their classrooms because being "different" was seen as wrong. You could feel the unfairness of it sitting heavy in the air between youâyour art, his intelligence. It was as if neither of you fit the mold they wanted you to.
After a while, the sound of the school bell signaled the end of the day. Children began pouring out of the classrooms, their excited voices filling the courtyard as they were met by their parents. You stood up, stretching your legs, but as you glanced toward the gate, you noticed Alhaitham was still sitting there, waiting for someone.
A group of boys stood nearby, whispering to each other and shooting glances his way. You watched as one of them called out, "Whereâs your mum, genius? Oh wait, you donât have one, right? Just your grandma."
Alhaithamâs face remained expressionless, though you could see the slight tension in his shoulders. He didnât react. He never did. But the words still stung.
Before you could think, you reached into your bag and grabbed the first thing your hand touchedâa small peach from lunch. Without hesitating, you hurled it at the group. The peach hit one of the boys square in the back, and he whirled around, startled.
"Whoâ?!" He stopped short when he saw you standing there, glaring at him. He opened his mouth as if to say something, but thought better of it and quickly walked away with the rest of his group, muttering under his breath.
You turned back to Alhaitham, who was now staring at you, wide-eyed. âWhy did you do that?â
âWhy not?â you replied with a shrug. âThey were being jerks.â
He blinked, as if trying to make sense of what had just happened. He was used to dealing with things on his ownâbeing the âgenius,â the one âborn differentâ like his parents, had always meant walking his own path. The idea that someone else would stand up for him⊠was new.
âIâll walk with you,â you said, offering your hand. âMy dadâs busy, so I usually walk home alone anyway.â
Hesitantly, Alhaitham reached out and took your hand. The warmth of your fingers wrapping around his felt strange but comforting. He couldnât quite place the feelingâit wasnât something he was used to. Yet as you started walking together, a small part of him began to feel like maybe, just maybe, being different wasnât so bad after all.
The walk to Alhaithamâs house was quiet, the sun casting long shadows across the dusty streets of Sumeru City. You kept your hand in his, feeling the slight stiffness in his grip as if he didnât quite know how to hold it, but you didnât mind. It was strange, but in a nice way, walking with someone who didnât rush to fill the silence with useless chatter.
As you neared his house, you saw it was nestled between a few others, slightly older but well-kept. The door was painted a deep green, vines climbing up the side of the building, the vibrant leaves glowing under the afternoon light. You stopped just short of the steps leading up to the front door.
âThis is your place?â you asked, glancing up at the house.
Alhaitham nodded. âYes. My grandmother lives here.â
Before either of you could say more, the door creaked open, and an older woman stepped out. She was small and frail-looking, but her eyes were sharp and bright, filled with a wisdom that seemed to stretch back through the ages. Her grey hair was pinned up neatly, and she wore simple, well-tailored clothes, the kind youâd imagine a scholar might wear. You noticed the subtle ink stains on her sleevesâshe clearly spent her time among books.
âThere you are, Alhaitham,â she said with a warm smile, her voice soft but firm. Then, her gaze flickered over to you, and her smile grew wider. âAnd who is this?â
You hesitated for a moment, suddenly feeling a little out of place, but you met her gaze. âI⊠Iâm a friend. I walked him home.â
Alhaithamâs grandmother studied you for a moment, her sharp eyes assessing but not unkind. She nodded approvingly. âThank you for looking after him.â Then she turned back to Alhaitham. âYou should introduce your friend properly, Alhaitham.â
Alhaitham blinked, as if the concept of introductions had momentarily escaped him. âThis is⊠umâŠâ
âY/N,â you filled in, smiling a little at his awkwardness.
âY/N,â he repeated, glancing at you for a second before turning back to his grandmother.
His grandmother nodded thoughtfully. âAh, Y/N. Itâs a pleasure to meet you. Any friend of Alhaithamâs is welcome here.â
The word "friend" hung in the air for a moment, and you could see the faintest flicker of surprise cross Alhaithamâs face. Perhaps the idea of having a friend was still something new for him. You remembered the way the other kids treated himâthe way they treated both of you, really. Being different in Sumeru wasnât something to be celebrated, not when it came to talents that set you apart from the ordinary.
âI didnât do much,â you said modestly, shrugging. âJust made sure no one bothered him.â
Alhaithamâs grandmother smiled knowingly. âThatâs more than enough.â
For a brief moment, you felt a warmth from her that reminded you of your own dad, who, despite being so busy, cared deeply for you. It was strange to think that the boy who seemed so alone at school had this calm, intelligent woman guiding him through life. You wondered what it was like to grow up in a family of scholars, with everyone expecting greatness from you before you even had a chance to discover it for yourself.
âWould you like to stay for some tea, Y/N?â his grandmother offered kindly.
Before you could answer, Alhaitham spoke up. âShe should probably get home. Her dad is busy, and she usually walks alone.â
You looked at him, a little surprised that he remembered. But his grandmotherâs eyes twinkled with amusement as she nodded. âOf course. Another time, perhaps. Youâre welcome anytime.â
You smiled, appreciating the gesture, but you did have to get back. âThanks, maybe another day.â
As you turned to leave, Alhaithamâs grandmotherâs voice followed you. âRemember, Y/N. Being different is a gift. Donât ever let anyone tell you otherwise.â
You glanced back at her, those words lingering in the air. They seemed to hold more weight coming from someone who clearly understood what it meant to stand apart from the worldâs expectations. You gave a small nod before heading back down the street, your heart feeling a little lighter than it had before.
Alhaitham stood by the door with his grandmother, watching you disappear into the distance. He didnât understand this feeling yet, the warmth that seemed to fill his chest whenever you were near. But as he closed the door behind him, something told him that you, too, understood what it was like to be set apart, and maybeâjust maybeâthat made all the difference.
As the years passed, you and Alhaitham became inseparable, though your bond grew in a way that remained largely unspoken. You had both found comfort in each other's presenceâtwo children who had been marked as "different," yet somehow understood that being different wasnât a burden but a quiet kind of strength.
Your days were often spent together, even when words werenât necessary. Youâd sit under the same large tree after school, you with your sketchbook and he with a book in hand, both of you immersed in your worlds but connected by the mere fact that you didnât need to explain yourselves to each other. Alhaitham would read with a quiet intensity, his mind clearly miles ahead of his peers, while you sketched your surroundingsâpeople, birds, the intricate patterns of the leaves dancing in the wind.
Despite his aloof nature, Alhaitham slowly began to appreciate your presence. You werenât like the others, the ones who either sought to belittle him or use him for his intellect. You never asked him to explain the things he knew, never prodded him with questions about why he was so smart, why he didnât fit in. You simply let him be.
Sometimes, in rare moments, he would glance up from his book to watch you sketch. You never noticed, or if you did, you never said anything. Youâd often mutter to yourself as you drew, deep in concentration, criticizing a line here or pondering aloud whether to add more shading there. And though Alhaitham never admitted it, he found your artistic process fascinating in its own right. You had a way of seeing the world in shapes, light, and shadow, the same way he saw it in logic and reason.
By the time you were both teenagers, your friendship had solidified into something unshakable, though neither of you had ever put a label on it. You had both grownâAlhaitham into the quiet, intellectual type that the Akademiya would undoubtedly be drawn to, and you into a more expressive, artistic soul whose talent had only grown more refined. Though your interests differed, your paths always seemed to align.
It was during your early teenage years that Alhaitham began to take his studies more seriously. His grandmother, always supportive of his brilliance, had begun preparing him for the Akademiya. His natural intellect and analytical prowess were already far beyond what most of the instructors at the school could teach him, and the Akademiya was the logical next step.
The day he told you about his future plans, you were sitting together in your usual spot under the tree, your sketchbook open on your lap as you worked on yet another drawing of the city skyline. Alhaitham was quieter than usual, lost in thought, and it didnât take long for you to notice.
âWhatâs on your mind, Haitham?â you asked, using the nickname youâd given him long ago. He only allowed you to call him thatâanyone else who tried would be met with a cold stare.
He closed his book and looked at you, his gaze steady. âMy grandmother wants me to enroll at the Akademiya.â
You paused mid-sketch, your pencil hovering over the page as you processed his words. Youâd known this day would come eventuallyâhe was too brilliant not to goâbut the idea of him being at the Akademiya, immersed in a world of scholars and intellects, somehow felt distant and cold. A part of you worried that it would change things between you.
âYou knew this would happen, right?â he continued, watching your reaction carefully. âIâve always planned on going.â
You nodded slowly, putting your pencil down. âYeah, I knew. Itâs just⊠the Akademiya. Itâs different. Youâll be surrounded by people who are just like you.â
He frowned slightly. âWhat do you mean?â
âSmart people,â you replied with a shrug, trying to keep your voice light, though the worry lingered at the edge of your thoughts. âPeople who are probably going to understand you in ways I never will.â
Alhaitham was silent for a moment, his gaze never leaving yours. Then, in his usual straightforward manner, he said, âThatâs not true. They might understand my knowledge, but they donât know me.â
You blinked, caught off guard by his words. Alhaitham was never one to speak about emotions or anything too personal. Yet, the weight of his statement hung in the air between you, and you realized what he meant. It wasnât just about being smart; it was about the connection the two of you sharedâsomething that went beyond words or intellect.
You smiled softly, feeling a little foolish for doubting. âI guess youâre right.â
He looked at you for a long moment before turning his attention back to his book. âBesides, the Akademiya is just another place to learn. It doesnât change anything.â
And, in typical Alhaitham fashion, that was the end of that conversation.
The day he was officially accepted into the Akademiya was a quiet one. There were no grand celebrations, no overly emotional goodbyes. His grandmother congratulated him with her usual calm pride, and you⊠you simply met him under the tree like always.
But something was different. You both knew it, even if neither of you said it out loud.
You handed him a sketch that day, one youâd been working on for a while in secret. It was a detailed drawing of the two of you sitting under the tree, books and sketchpads scattered around, just like the countless afternoons youâd spent together. It was your way of capturing the moment, freezing it in time before things inevitably changed.
Alhaitham took the sketch, his fingers brushing the edge of the paper as he studied it. âYou drew this?â
You nodded, suddenly feeling a little self-conscious. âYeah. I figured you should have something to remind you of home.â
He didnât say anything for a moment, but then he folded the sketch carefully and slipped it into the front cover of his bookâa quiet but significant gesture.
âThanks,â he said simply, but you knew, in his own way, that he meant it.
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The Akademiya was everything you had imagined it would beâprestigious, rigorous, and filled with students who were just as sharp and talented as Alhaitham. He fit in seamlessly, his intellect quickly earning him a place among the top scholars.
Yet, despite the demands of his studies, Alhaitham never drifted away from you. He still came back to Sumeru City often, and when he did, the two of you would slip right back into your old routineâsitting under the tree, you with your sketchbook and he with his books.
There were times when you visited him at the Akademiya, too. The towering buildings of the institution intimidated you at first, but you quickly found that, with Alhaitham by your side, you had nothing to fear. He introduced you to the library, showing you sections filled with texts that most people your age wouldnât have even heard of, let alone understood. You watched him interact with the other studentsâaloof, confident, and always in control.
Despite his growing reputation as a brilliant but somewhat detached scholar, you saw the parts of him that others didnât. The way his eyes would soften slightly when he spoke about his grandmother, the way heâd listen carefully when you talked about your latest artistic project, even if it wasnât something he fully understood.
And though neither of you ever said it out loud, you both knew that your bond, forged in childhood and strengthened over the years, was something rareâsomething that no amount of Akademiya knowledge or scholarly prestige could replace.
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The inevitable question of the future loomed over you. Alhaithamâs place at the Akademiya was secure, his path clear. You, on the other hand, werenât quite sure where you fit into the grand scheme of things. Your art had grown more refined, your talent undeniable, but the world didnât seem to value creativity in the same way it did intellect.
One afternoon, while sitting under the tree, you voiced your concerns aloud for the first time. âDo you ever wonder if weâre supposed to fit into certain roles?â you asked, absentmindedly sketching the edge of a leaf.
Alhaitham glanced up from his book, his brow furrowed slightly. âWhat do you mean?â
You sighed, leaning back against the tree trunk. âI mean⊠youâre destined for the Akademiya. You always have been. But me? I donât know where Iâm supposed to go.â
He was silent for a long moment, his gaze thoughtful as he considered your words. âYouâre an artist. Thatâs where you belong.â
âBut what if itâs not enough?â you asked, your voice barely above a whisper. âWhat if the world doesnât need art?â
Alhaithamâs gaze softened in a way that was rare for him, and he set his book aside. âThe world doesnât need most things. But that doesnât mean they arenât important.â
You looked at him, surprised by the quiet conviction in his words.
âIâve seen the way you look at the world,â he continued, his voice steady. âYou see things in a way that most people donât. Thatâs your gift. Just because it doesnât fit into the Akademiyaâs way of thinking doesnât mean itâs any less valuable.â
You felt a warmth spread through your chest at his words, the kind of reassurance you hadnât even known you needed.
For the first time in a long while, you didnât feel so lost. And as you looked at Alhaitham, sitting there beside you, you realized that no matter where life took you, this bond, this friendship, would remain
As the years passed, your bond with Alhaitham deepened. He wasnât the most expressive or emotional person, but you learned to read the subtle ways in which he showed that he cared. The moments you shared were often quiet, filled with comfortable silences as you both worked on your individual projectsâAlhaitham with his studies and you with your sketches, which had become more intricate and beautiful as you grew older.
He had introduced you to books that went beyond the curriculum, texts from the Akademiya that challenged your thinking, and though you weren't academically inclined, you appreciated the way Alhaitham's mind worked. In turn, youâd share your art with himâshowing him your latest sketches and projects, which ranged from detailed drawings of nature to abstract depictions of your thoughts and feelings. He didnât always understand your creative process, but he admired your skill, especially the passion behind every line and stroke. The two of you complemented each other in ways that neither of you had ever expected.
When you werenât drawing, you were often with him, exploring the libraries of Sumeru City, wandering through its bustling markets, or simply sitting by the riverbank, enjoying the quiet moments together. Alhaitham had never been one for grand gestures or declarations, but youâd caught the way his gaze lingered on you sometimesâsoft, thoughtful, as though he was memorizing every detail of your face.
By the time you were both teenagers, it was clear to everyone around you that your relationship had evolved into something more. Even if neither of you had admitted it out loud, the unspoken connection between you grew stronger with each passing day.
That connection was precisely what was on Alhaithamâs mind as he paced outside his house, hands tucked into the pockets of his jacket. He had spent weeks thinking about it, planning it, and todayâtoday was finally the day. He was going to confess his feelings to you. He had never been one for sentimentality, but after years of friendship, study sessions, and quiet moments spent together, it had become undeniable. You were important to him, in ways that transcended logic and reason.
He had rehearsed the words in his head a hundred times, though they never sounded quite right. Still, Alhaitham was determined to tell youâtoday.
But as he made his way to your house, hoping to catch you before your evening sketching session by the river, a feeling of unease settled in his chest. The atmosphere around your home seemed different, more tense. When he arrived, he found you outside, sitting on the front steps with your sketchbook resting on your knees, but there was something off about your expression. You werenât drawing, just staring at the ground, as if lost in thought.
âY/N,â he called out, and you looked up, your eyes clouded with something he couldnât quite place.
âHey, Alhaitham.â Your voice was soft, and he immediately knew something was wrong.
He approached slowly, sitting down beside you on the steps, waiting for you to speak. You had always been the more expressive one, able to put emotions into words while he struggled with them, so he waited.
âMy dadâs leaving for Liyue,â you said quietly after a long pause.
Alhaithamâs brow furrowed. âFor how long?â
âTwo weeks. Business trip.â You bit your lip, your fingers tightening around the edges of your sketchbook. âIâm going with him.â
He blinked, taken aback. He hadnât expected that. âYouâre going with him?â
âYeah,â you sighed, staring down at your sketchbook. âHe asked me to come along. Said itâd be a good experience for me. Iâm leaving today.â
Alhaitham felt a jolt of surprise. You were leaving today? He had been so focused on confessing his feelings that he hadnât anticipated the possibility of you not being around.
The news hit him harder than he expected. He had wanted to tell you everything, wanted to finally put his feelings into words, but now⊠it didnât feel like the right time. How could he confess now, only for you to leave? And what if something changed while you were away?
For the first time in his life, Alhaitham hesitated.
âWell⊠I suppose I can tell you when you come back,â he said quietly, the words slipping out before he could stop them.
You turned to him, frowning. âTell me what?â
He paused for a moment, meeting your gaze, but then shook his head, a small smile tugging at the corners of his lips. âItâs nothing. It can wait. Iâll tell you when you return.â
You stared at him for a moment longer, as if trying to figure out what he wasnât saying, but eventually, you nodded. âAlright⊠Iâll hold you to that.â
There was a strange weight between you now, something unsaid that lingered in the air. You both stood up, and for a brief moment, you hesitated before stepping closer to him. You werenât the kind to hug often, but in that moment, it felt right. You wrapped your arms around him, holding him tightly.
âIâll miss you,â you said quietly, your voice muffled against his chest.
Alhaitham froze for a second, caught off guard by the hug, but then his arms slowly came around you, holding you in return. The warmth of your embrace filled the emptiness he hadnât realized heâd been carrying.
âIâll miss you too,â he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper.
When you pulled away, you gave him a small smile, though it didnât quite reach your eyes. You grabbed your bag from the steps and slung it over your shoulder, then turned toward the path that led to the main road, where your father was waiting with the carriage.
âIâll see you in two weeks, Alhaitham,â you called out, waving as you started walking away.
He stood there, watching you go, the words he hadnât said still lodged in his throat. He would wait until you came back, he told himself. He could wait. Two weeks wasnât so long. Youâd return, and then heâd tell you everything.
But as he watched you disappear down the road, a strange feeling gnawed at the back of his mindâa nagging sense that something wasnât quite right. What he didnât know, what neither of you knew, was that your trip to Liyue would be far longer than either of you had anticipated.
When you left Sumeru all those years ago, Alhaitham didnât think much of the two-week trip. He expected you to return soon, and he had held onto the hope of confessing his feelings as soon as you were back. But when days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months, the reality of your absence began to weigh on him.
Youâd left your art behind, your sketchbook sitting on the desk where you used to draw, pages half-filled with ideas and fragments of your mind. Alhaitham found himself flipping through it occasionally, his fingers brushing over the pages. He was never one to dwell on emotions or let them consume him, but the emptiness left by your sudden departure was hard to ignore. He missed the way youâd ramble about your latest ideas, missed watching you sketch with that focused look in your eyes.
At first, he buried himself in his studies. He was, after all, a logical personâsomeone who sought knowledge above all else. He excelled in every subject, his intellect sharp and precise, gaining recognition at the Akademiya for his dedication and brilliance. By the time he was twenty Alhaitham was already on the path to becoming one of the most esteemed scholars in Sumeru. He shouldâve felt fulfilled by his successâhis life was progressing exactly as he had planned.
But there was always that lingering emptiness. He couldnât shake the feeling that something important was missing.
Even as the years passed, the absence of your presence in his life was a constant. He heard little of your whereabouts, and whenever he saw your old sketchbook on the shelf, he was reminded of the quiet moments you used to share. He often wondered what had happened to you. Why had you stayed away so long? What had kept you from coming back?
Ten years later, at twenty-seven, Alhaitham had become a well-respected scribe. He had moved out of his childhood home and had his own home whom he shared with Kaveh, who wasâunfortunately for Alhaithamâan incredibly vocal and emotional roommate. They often found themselves at the local cafĂ©, Kaveh talking about the latest architectural projects or complaining about his own work, while Alhaitham kept his nose buried in a book, barely paying attention to Kavehâs ramblings.
Alhaithamâs mind barely registered Kavehâs endless chatter as he focused on his book. He wasnât one to let distractions pull him away, but the familiar sound of the Travelerâs voice reached his ears. His brows furrowed in mild curiosity, and his gaze flickered toward the cafĂ©âs entrance.
The Traveler stood there, Paimon floating beside them, talking animatedly. But his eyes werenât drawn to them. Instead, they were pulled to the figure standing beside the Travelerâa woman dressed in elegant Liyuean attire, her silhouette framed by the cafĂ©'s warm light. At first, he didnât recognize her, his mind struggling to place the image with his memories.
But then, like a flash of clarity, it hit him.
It was you.
Alhaitham froze, his heart skipping a beat as he stared at you. You had changed so much over the years, your teenage softness replaced by the refined elegance of a grown woman. Your Liyuean clothesâa long, flowing dress in shades of deep red and gold with intricate patternsâhugged your form with a grace that seemed to suit you perfectly. A simple but delicate hairpin glinted in your hair, securing it neatly behind your head. The outfit made you look almost regal, exuding the kind of maturity that hadnât been there the last time heâd seen you.
You turned slightly, laughing at something the Traveler said, and in that moment, your eyes met his.
For a second, time seemed to stop. The cafĂ©âs noise, Kavehâs voice, everything faded into the background as your gaze locked onto his. Your smile faltered, and the laughter that had just been on your lips disappeared as your eyes widened in shock.
You hadnât expected to see him. Not here, not so soon. It felt like all the air had been sucked out of the room as you tried to process the reality of seeing Alhaitham again after all these years.
For a moment, you were the teenager you had been, standing in front of him all over again. Memories of Sumeru, of your days spent sketching beside him, of the time you had shared, all came rushing back with a force that left you breathless. You hadnât realized how much you had missed himâuntil now.
He had changed, too. The boy you once knew had grown into a man. He was taller, broader, his physique more defined, and there was an air of quiet strength about him that hadnât been there before. His grey-green eyes, always sharp and thoughtful, were now piercing as they looked at you, a mix of shock and disbelief swimming in them.
Paimon was the first to break the silence, her eyes lighting up in recognition. âOh, Alhaitham!â she called, waving at him enthusiastically. âItâs you!â
The Traveler followed Paimonâs lead, giving a small wave. âAlhaitham, itâs been a while.â
But you were still frozen, your lips parting as if to say something, but no words came out. Slowly, you made your way over to his table, your legs moving almost on autopilot. The closer you got, the more real it felt, and the butterflies in your stomach twisted into a knot.
You stopped just in front of him, staring at him for a long moment before a smileâa hesitant, almost disbelieving smileâbegan to form on your lips.
âAlhaithamâŠâ you said, your voice soft, as if testing the name. âI canât believe itâs really you.â
He blinked, still processing your presence, before his features shifted into something unreadable. âYouâre back,â he finally said, his tone calm, though there was a slight tension in his voice.
âIâm back,â you confirmed, though the words felt heavy, as if there was so much more behind them. Your gaze swept over him again, taking in the changes, before you let out a soft chuckle. âYouâve⊠gotten bigger. Stronger. I guess you could protect me now, huh?â
The teasing tone in your voice brought a flicker of something in his eyesâamusement, maybe. But it was fleeting.
âI suppose so,â he replied, though his eyes never left yours, searching for something. The quiet between you felt charged, as if the years apart had left too many things unspoken.
You shifted slightly, trying to ground yourself in the moment, your hand brushing the fabric of your Liyuean dress. âI never thought Iâd see you again, at least not so soon.â
âNeither did I,â he admitted, his voice quiet. âWhat happened? Why didnât you come back?â
Your smile faltered, the weight of your answer settling over you. You let out a small sigh, lowering your gaze for a moment before meeting his eyes again. âItâs⊠a long story,â you said softly. âMy dad got stuck in Liyue. He⊠ran into some debt, and things got complicated. We ended up staying there much longer than we expected.â
Alhaithamâs brows knitted together in concern, but he remained silent, waiting for you to continue.
âI had to help him,â you went on, your voice a little steadier now. âIt wasnât easy. I had to put everything on hold. And before I knew it, years had passed. I ended up studying law in Liyue to help him deal with everything.â
He blinked, surprised. âYouâre a lawyer?â
You nodded, though there was a sadness in your eyes that he didnât miss. âYeah, I am. It wasnât what I had planned, but⊠it seemed like the right thing to do at the time.â
Alhaitham was silent for a moment, processing this new information. You, the girl who had once poured her soul into art, had become a lawyer. It was hard to reconcile the image of you sitting beside him, sketching, with the idea of you in a courtroom or an office, dealing with the complexities of law.
âWhat about your art?â he asked, his voice gentler now.
You smiled, but it was tinged with that same sadness. âI still draw⊠but not as much. Sometimes, when you grow up, life pulls you in directions you never expected. And before you know it, the things you love⊠they become hobbies rather than careers.â
Alhaithamâs heart ached at your words, though he didnât show it. He had always admired your passion for art, the way you poured yourself into every sketch, every line. To hear that you had let go of that dream, even partially, left him with a sense of loss he hadnât anticipated.
But before he could say anything, you smiled at him, brighter this time, as if trying to lighten the mood. âBut enough about that. Itâs good to see you again, Alhaitham. You really have grown into someone⊠incredible.â
He didnât reply right away, his eyes still lingering on you, on the woman you had become. Ten years had passed, but the connection between you felt as strong as ever, even if it had been buried under time and distance.
And as he sat there, staring at you, Alhaitham realized something that made his heart clench. You had returned, yesâbut the years had changed you both in ways neither of you could have predicted.
The moment stretched between you, filled with the weight of ten years of absence. Alhaithamâs usual calm, controlled demeanor was chipped away, revealing something raw beneath the surface. He had prepared himself for this reunion countless times in his mind, but the reality of seeing you again left him unsettled.
âI didnât think youâd ever come back,â he finally said, his voice low and steady, though his eyes betrayed the emotion he tried to suppress. âNot after so long.â
You felt the heaviness in his words and it tugged at your heart. The boy you once knew, the one who had always been so composed, was struggling to contain the hurt he had buried deep inside. And it was all because of youâbecause you had left without ever explaining why. The guilt weighed heavily on you now, knowing that he had been waiting, never knowing when or if youâd return.
âI didnât plan to stay away,â you admitted softly. âEverything just⊠spiraled out of control. One thing led to another, and before I knew it, ten years had passed. I wanted to come back sooner, but I couldnât.â
Alhaitham leaned back in his chair, his arms crossed as if to shield himself from the feelings he didnât want to confront. âI get it. Life happens.â
The casual response stung more than you expected. You could sense the disappointment in his words, the unspoken frustration. He was holding back, as he always did, unwilling to let his emotions show fully. But you could feel them, just beneath the surface.
âAlhaitham, Iâm sorry,â you said, your voice soft but sincere. âI never wanted to hurt you.â
His gaze softened for a moment, but then his usual calm expression returned. He sighed, running a hand through his hair, looking away as if gathering his thoughts. âI waited,â he admitted quietly, his words almost too soft to hear. âI was going to tell you how I felt before you left, but I thought Iâd wait until you came back.â
You froze, the breath catching in your throat. He had wanted to tell you⊠back then? Before you left?
âTell me?â you echoed, unsure if you had heard him correctly.
His eyes met yours, and for the first time, you saw the vulnerability he had kept hidden all these years. âHow I felt about you,â he said, more firmly this time. âI was going to tell you that I liked you⊠more than just a friend.â
Your heart clenched. In all those years, you had never known that he had felt the same way. You had thought about him often, wondered what could have been, but you never allowed yourself to dwell on it too long. It was easier to believe that the past was just thatâthe past.
âI⊠I didnât know,â you whispered, your voice barely audible. âI had no idea.â
He shrugged, trying to play it off, but there was a sadness in his eyes that couldnât be ignored. âIt doesnât matter now, does it? Ten years have passed.â
âBut it does matter,â you replied quickly, your emotions bubbling to the surface. âI cared about you, too. I thought about you every day after I left. I always wondered what couldâve been if I hadnât gone.â
The admission hung in the air between you, both of you silently processing what the other had said. The café seemed to fade into the background, leaving just the two of you, confronting the feelings you had both buried for so long.
âYou never said anything,â Alhaitham muttered, his eyes dropping to the table. âI thought you were happy in Liyue, that you had moved on.â
You shook your head, tears threatening to blur your vision. âI never moved on, Alhaitham. I just⊠I had no choice. I had to help my dad. It wasnât about moving on or forgetting you. It was about surviving.â
His gaze lifted to meet yours again, searching your face for the truth in your words. And he found itâthe pain, the longing, the regret. It was all there, as raw and real as his own.
Silence settled over you once more, but it was different now. It wasnât the awkward, tension-filled silence from before. It was something deeper, something filled with the weight of all the things left unsaid over the years.
Finally, Alhaitham spoke, his voice gentler than before. âSo⊠what now? Youâre here, after all this time. What happens next?â
You smiled, though it was a little sad. âI donât know. Iâm still figuring things out. My dadâs debt is taken care of now, but life⊠itâs complicated. I came back to Sumeru because it felt like the right thing to do, but I donât know what the future holds.â
He nodded slowly, understanding. âAnd the art?â
You chuckled softly, though there was a touch of bitterness in it. âI wish I could say Iâve been painting every day, but the truth is⊠I havenât. Life got in the way. Being a lawyer takes up most of my time.â
âI see,â he said, but there was a sadness in his eyes, as though he mourned the lost artist in you.
You reached across the table, your fingers brushing his hand gently. âBut I havenât given up on it. Not completely. Itâs still a part of me. Maybe⊠maybe Iâll find my way back to it one day.â
He looked down at where your hand rested on his, a small flicker of hope lighting in his eyes. âYou should,â he said softly. âIt was always something that made you⊠you.â
You smiled at that, a genuine smile this time. âMaybe I will.â
For a moment, you just sat there, hands touching, the weight of the past finally beginning to lift. There was still so much to talk about, so much to work through, but in that moment, it didnât feel impossible. You had found each other again, after all the years and the distance. That was something.
And maybe, just maybe, it was the start of something new.
The silence between you and Alhaitham felt different nowâlighter, yet still heavy with unspoken emotions. The cafĂ© bustled around you, but it was as though the two of you were in your own bubble, suspended in time. Your hand remained on his, and for the first time in years, you felt a sense of calm.
Kaveh, who had been quietly observing from across the table, cleared his throat loudly, pulling both you and Alhaitham out of the moment. âSo⊠not to interrupt or anything, but Iâm dying to knowâwhatâs the plan now?â His tone was teasing, but there was a genuine curiosity in his eyes.
You pulled your hand back slowly, suddenly aware of how much time had passed. "I don't really have a plan," you admitted with a small shrug. "Iâm still trying to figure things out."
Alhaitham's gaze remained fixed on you, studying your face like a puzzle he was trying to solve. "You donât have to decide everything now," he said quietly. "Youâve just come back."
His voice was calm, but there was something in his toneâa quiet plea, almostâas if he wanted to hold on to the moment a little longer, to not let you slip away again.
You nodded, grateful for his understanding. âI suppose I donât.â
Kaveh leaned forward, a mischievous grin on his face. âWell, while you figure out your life plan, why not start by catching up over dinner? Itâs been ten years, and Iâm sure Alhaitham has plenty to tell you.â
Alhaitham shot him a look, but you couldnât help but smile at Kavehâs suggestion. âThat sounds nice,â you said, glancing at Alhaitham. âDinner. Itâll give us time to⊠catch up.â
Alhaithamâs lips quirked into a small smile, one of those rare ones that always caught you off guard. âIâd like that.â
The moment felt delicate, as though you were both trying to navigate the shifting ground beneath you, but for the first time in years, you felt like you were on solid footing with him. The years of separation and uncertainty hadnât erased what you once had; if anything, they had made it more precious.
Kaveh stood up suddenly, clapping his hands together. âAlright then! Dinner it is! Iâll leave you two to⊠sort out the details.â He winked at you before turning to Alhaitham. âDonât screw this up, genius.â
Alhaitham gave him a deadpan look as Kaveh sauntered out of the café, leaving the two of you alone again.
You turned back to Alhaitham, feeling a nervous flutter in your stomach. âSo⊠dinner?â
He leaned back in his chair, his gaze never leaving yours. âDinner,â he confirmed. âBut Iâd like to take a walk first. Itâs been so long, and Iâd like to hear more about what youâve been up to.â
You smiled softly, nodding. âIâd like that too.â
As the two of you left the cafĂ©, stepping out into the cool evening air, you felt a sense of nostalgia wash over you. The streets of Sumeru were different now, yet familiar. You glanced at Alhaitham, who walked beside you, his expression thoughtful as he took in the city. You wondered if he was thinking about the past tooâabout the two teenagers who once roamed these same streets together.
âI never expected to see you so soon,â you admitted as you walked, your voice breaking the comfortable silence. âI thought⊠well, I didnât think it would happen like this.â
Alhaitham glanced at you, his gaze softening. âNeither did I. But Iâm glad it did.â
You looked away for a moment, collecting your thoughts. "When I left, I wasnât sure whenâor ifâIâd be back. I thought about Sumeru a lot⊠about you. But life had other plans."
âI understand,â he said quietly. âThings change. People change.â
You nodded. âYeah⊠but itâs strange. Coming back now, it feels like so much has changed, but at the same time⊠it feels like nothing has.â
Alhaitham slowed his pace, turning to face you fully. âYouâve changed,â he said, his voice steady but filled with something deeper. âYouâve grown, and I can see it in everything about you. But youâre still⊠you.â
You felt a lump rise in your throat at his words. There was a warmth in the way he looked at you, as though he saw through all the years and the distance, straight to the person you had always been.
âAnd youâre still you,â you replied, smiling through the emotions threatening to spill over. âStill calm, still steady. StillâŠâ You hesitated, searching for the right word. âStill Alhaitham.â
He smiledâa real one this time, small but genuine. âStill Alhaitham,â he echoed.
The two of you continued walking in silence for a while, the weight of everything left unsaid hanging between you. You knew there was more to talk about, more to reveal, but for now, just being together again was enough.
Eventually, you reached the edge of the city, where the streets gave way to open fields bathed in the golden light of the setting sun. Alhaitham stopped, turning to you with a question in his eyes.
âWhy didnât you tell me?â he asked softly, the vulnerability back in his voice. âWhen you left⊠why didnât you tell me what was going on?â
You bit your lip, the memories rushing back. âI didnât want to burden you,â you admitted. âEverything with my dad⊠it was so sudden. And I knew that if I told you, it would only make it harder to leave.â
He looked at you, his gaze intense. âYou couldâve trusted me.â
âI know,â you whispered. âI shouldâve. But I was scared. I didnât want to pull you into my mess.â
Alhaithamâs expression softened, and he stepped closer, his hand reaching out to gently touch your arm. âYou were never a burden,â he said quietly. âAnd you never will be.â
You felt your heart swell at his words, the guilt and regret that had weighed on you for years slowly starting to lift. âIâm sorry,â you said, your voice barely above a whisper. âFor everything.â
He shook his head, his thumb brushing your arm in a comforting gesture. âThereâs nothing to apologize for. You did what you had to do.â
For a moment, you just stood there, the two of you bathed in the fading light, the weight of the past slowly being replaced by the promise of something new.
Finally, you broke the silence, your voice filled with hope. âSo⊠where do we go from here?â
Alhaitham smiled, that rare, beautiful smile that you had missed so much. âWherever you want,â he said softly. âWeâve got time.â
As the sun dipped below the horizon, casting the sky in shades of orange and pink, an electric tension settled between you and Alhaitham. The fading warmth of the day mirrored the warmth building in your chest, a heat that seemed to grow with every second you spent standing there, inches apart. His hand, still resting lightly on your arm, was the only point of contact, but it felt like so much more.
You looked up at him, your eyes meeting his, and for a moment, you couldnât breathe. There was something unspoken in his gaze, something deep and intense that you hadnât seen before. The weight of the years apart, the missed chances, the unspoken wordsâit all hung in the air between you, begging to be resolved.
Your lips parted as you tried to speak, but no words came. Instead, the pull between you grew stronger, undeniable. Alhaithamâs eyes flicked down to your lips for just a second, and your heart skipped a beat. The soft breeze carried the scent of the fields around you, but all you could focus on was himâthe way his hand lingered on your arm, the warmth radiating from his body, and the tension in the air thick enough to cut through.
Neither of you moved at first, as if both of you were afraid that taking that final step might break the fragile moment. But then, without thinking, you closed the distance between you. It was subtle at firstâa shift of your body, a tilt of your head. And then his hand slid up your arm, gently cupping the side of your face, thumb brushing lightly against your cheek.
Your heart pounded in your chest as he leaned in, his breath warm against your skin. Time seemed to slow, and every nerve in your body was focused on this moment, on him. You werenât sure who moved first, but suddenly his lips were on yours, soft yet firm, hesitant yet sure.
The kiss was slow, almost tentative, as if testing the waters after so much time apart. But the moment his lips touched yours, everything seemed to fall into place. It felt like coming home after years of wandering, like everything that had been missing for so long was suddenly found.
You responded without hesitation, your hand coming up to rest against his chest, feeling the steady thrum of his heartbeat beneath your palm. His other hand found its way to the small of your back, pulling you closer, deepening the kiss. It was gentle, but there was an underlying urgencyâan unspoken promise that neither of you wanted to waste any more time.
When you finally pulled apart, both of you were breathless, foreheads resting against each other as you caught your breath. His thumb still caressed your cheek, and you felt like the world had narrowed to just the two of you.
Alhaithamâs eyes searched yours, his voice soft when he finally spoke. âIâve waited for this,â he whispered, his breath warm against your lips. âFor so long.â
You smiled, your hand still resting against his chest. âMe too,â you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. âI never stopped thinking about you.â
His lips quirked into a small smile, his thumb brushing your bottom lip before leaning in for another kiss, this one deeper, more assured. You melted into him, your arms wrapping around his neck as his hand tightened around your waist, pulling you flush against him.
It wasnât just a kissâit was years of longing, of missed moments, of everything that had been left unsaid. And in that moment, nothing else mattered but the two of you.
When you finally broke apart again, both of you were breathing heavily, but neither of you moved to step away. Alhaitham rested his forehead against yours, eyes closed, and for the first time in years, you felt whole.
âYouâre not leaving again,â he murmured, his voice low and filled with determination.
You smiled, leaning into him. âIâm not going anywhere,â you whispered back.
And in that moment, under the fading light of the evening sky, it felt like everything had finally come full circle.
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