gonna read something depressing wish me luck
Priest was set up to be laughed at cuz why does the reporter sound like that đ
alright bet it was a close fight too
FUCK I WOEK EHR UP
my dog is sleeping and i can hear her snoring. At least at this exact moment life is great for me
i dislike how luigi is being painted as a savior. That he's our end all be all. It's clear his message is to fight back and treating him like he's the person that's going to fix everything instead of the start of a proper rebellion is so disappointing.
may i ask for headcanons for crocodile x child reader where crocodile's daughter joins the strawhats post alabasta?
and the next time they meet in impel down, well. that's not even his daughter anymore. that's his son now.
thank you very much for the open requests!
(from @77v77)
Bet. My first time writing a trans character so I hope it turned out okay. I'm still not used to headcanons so this honestly came out more as a fic, I'm really sorry about that. If you want a redo I don't mind, sorry. I got kinda carried away with a storyline and it turned out like this.
Crocodile x FTM!Child!Reader. 1562 words. Author isn't trans but trying their best. Feel free to correct if I messed up. (D/N) Is deadname.
This is how your life is, youâve accepted it. Youâre the daughter of someone powerful, strong, rich, you should be happy; but you arenât. These dresses arenât making you happy, the people fawning over you arenât either, even the small amount of attention you get from your father doesnât truly make you happy. Itâs only when something happens, something that was supposed to be negative, that you get a glimpse of what can be your happiness. How could you let it pass you by at that point? Call yourself your fatherâs daughter, you donât let opportunities like this just leave. Of course, maybe daughter isnât something to describe you anymore.
âTake me with you.â Is what you say to Luffy when heâs leaving.
âHm?â He looks at you, recognizing who you are, and scowls slightly.
âTake me with you, I want to go with you.â You repeat and it only confuses him more, Luffy doesnât like being confused either.
He thinks youâre trying to pick a fight at first, but when he realizes you arenât he calms down a bit.
âI just beat up your dad, why do you wanna come with me?â He asks you.
âBecause I want to. So let me on.â
âWha- Donât give me orders!â
You two end up getting into a small argument, call it childish but you arenât used to being argued with by anyone other than your father.
Of course, it ends up working out, Luffy lets you on.
Robin even uses you as an excuse to get on as well, your partner in crime.
Luffyâs a little upset he kind of didnât get as much of a choice as heâd like, but he got over it once Robin worked her charms. (Using her hands to help them make stupid jokes)
As for you, it took a while for you to warm up to them even though youâre the one who got on.
Something just still didnât feel right.
You felt better than before, of course, but not as good as youâd like.
Itâs only when Nami helps you pick out clothes that you realize that youâve never truly chosen what youâve wanted.
You were given options of course, but those options were picked from what your father wanted.
When you were looking at dresses Nami noticed you looking unhappy.
âYou donât have to wear a dress if you donât want to, you know. You can wear something else.â She says casually.
In her mind it was just a fashion tip from one woman to another, something simple.
But to you it was so much more.
From then on you took things into your own hands.
Not just bossy with the things youâre given, but exploring to find your own choices.
You started dressing differently, which might seem so little but it felt so much bigger to you.
Time passes and it was the best choice youâve ever made, it helped you become your true self.
The crew was confused at first, Sanji was even devastated, but it passed.
Sometimes Sanji still laments, but itâs more just because he was happy to have another woman to fawn over.
He gets over it, youâre happier this way.
You even get the privilege of not having the privilege of Sanjiâs over-the-top affection.
Everything is so much better, so much brighter that you almost forget what your life was like before you were truly yourself.
Thatâs until you meet your father again, a reminder of who you were.
You know it's not his fault, he never bossed you around or told you you couldnât be your true self.
He just wanted you to be someone that he could have confidently as his child, someone unbreakable; and that's what you were.
An unbreakable broken person.
Thatâs how you could describe him too, in the state heâs in.
Chained up and defeated, it makes your heart ache.
Even if he wasnât the best father he was still yours.
He almost doesnât recognize you at first, glaring at you until it clicks who you are.
â...(D/N)?â He calls to you and you almost flinch from the sound.
It brings shivers up your spine, even if you know it was from ignorance.
You donât want to respond, not wanting to acknowledge that previous you; but decide itâs time to face it.
Crocodile himself, your father, isnât the enemy that kept you captive.
â..Father.â You say to him.
â(D/N) you, what are you-â
âThatâs not my nameâ You interrupt him, and it makes him pause.
Not your name?
How isnât it your name? He named you himself!
âWhat are you talking about? I figured you joined that Strawhatâs crew but you changed your name for it? Were you..â He trails off, feeling hurt.
Were you that unhappy with him?
Why else would you change your name if not to try and get rid of your past?
You must be ashamed of him, he sure is.
Got beaten by a brat and ended up in a prison getting mistreated by people he could kill in a heartbeat, if only he had the chance to.
âFather.â You catch his attention, snapping him out of the trance of negativity he put himself into.
âItâs not you, if thatâs what you were worried about.â You reassure him, and he scoffs.
âIf not me what else? You sure seem a hell of a lot brighter now that youâre not with me.â His heart aches.
Despite not wanting to admit it he did have a soft spot for you.
You were his daughter, the small light he had in the darkness, whether the choice to have you was his or not.
â..Itâs (Y/N).â You say quietly and he perks up, looking at you closer.
You look different, more different than he realized at first.
âYouâve changed.â
âI know.â Thereâs a silence.
Crocodile isnât one to pry, he didnât pry even when you were his daughter.
âAre you happier?â He asks you, like a sentimental fool.
Your eyes go wide, but they calm as you smile.
âI am, Iâm so much happier.â
âGood. Make sure you stay on the other side of these bars, too, (Y/N).â Your father says and your heart clenches.
Youâre happy, but sad at the same time.
Here you are, your true self with friends that care about you, meeting your Father again.
This should be happy for you, there shouldnât be anything bad about this.
Despite that, you feel like crying; and look down.
Because youâve gained so much, but youâve lost being your Fatherâs daughter.
He still cared for you, and you him.
He helped you with your hair, gave you the luxury he grained, treated you with the respect you deserved, he even changed your diapers sometimes when you were little.
Even though he didnât need to.
Crocodile loved you as much as he could in and in the way he knew how.
So the thought that youâve lost that love, it hurts.
You donât want to go back to being his daughter, you donât want to go back to being a daughter, but you donât want to lose being his child.
âHey, donât give me that look.â You hear him say, and you look back up.
âI know you and how that face you make when you're about to cry. Even if youâre different know youâre still my..â He trails off and you hesitate.
âSon.â Your heart drops, fear overtaking you at the thought of him rejecting you.
âMy son.â He says and your vision blurs.
âJeez, you really donât listen donât you? That a Strawhat trait, or did you get it from me?â He says with a sigh as tears roll down your cheeks.
âCâmon, stand up straight. Youâre my kid, act it.â Something he would always say to you when you felt insecure.
It never did much other than help you put your mask back on.
But now those words empower you.
More than when they were said by the savior of Alabasta, the fearsome Crocodile.
You nod and wipe your eyes, you canât cry now.
âThatâs right, one of us has to be free." He looks down at himself, weak from mistreatment and seastone.
"Maybe itâs better you than me.â His chains clink as he moves.
âI am free, I feel so free. All the time.â You say, laughing a bit.
It shocks Crocodile, he hasnât heard you laugh like this in so long.
He'd thought you'd lost it from age, just as he did.
You haven't laughed this freely with him since he could hold you up with one hand.
The sound of his son sounds so much happier than his daughter.
He wishes he knew sooner, maybe he couldâve even given you different life skills.
Too late for that.
âAre you gonna stand here all day looking at your old man? I doubt youâve come to free me.â You shake your head.
You donât even have his key.
Your ears perk up at crashing noises, itâs time for you to go.
You look back at your father, eyes clear and bright.
âIâll be going now, Dad.â You say with a smile and he bites the inside of his cheek to hold any emotion in.
âGo get em, son.â Crocodile says with a chuckle.
You go off and he sits in his cell.
He wonders if this is how you felt, trapped with him and in a body you didnât feel was your own.
Maybe this is his retribution, his punishment for his wrongdoings.
If thereâs a God out there.. he hopes that they keep that punishment to him.
It wouldnât be fair to drag someone he just met into his problems.
You deserve your new life.
Heâs just happy he was able to see a glimpse of it.
That was it. Hope that was good. I'm not trans but I just based it off of what i've seen and maybe how I would feel if I were trans. Hope that works. I don't know why you made yourself anonymous but put your @ but I'll assume maybe it was because you wanted me to tag you so here @77v77
He's got his grippers out
I'm actually fucking sobbing why is one of his feet showing. it's not even both he took off a single sandal to show his feet. whoever drew this was gay with a fetish theres actually no world where this is necessary
My moods tend to work against me
When you turn older in one piece as a guy you're given a black coat to not wear properly
ofc the OG(?)
im 19. Writes sometimes. Any pronouns. Banner by @sillymxowmeow on Twit One piece: caught up on anime. Chapter 1139
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