I Love Müller

Trying to do thing i would never do just to forget you, seems like a shitty Twilight movie scene we saw together

I'm lost again

Even when it's bad when you are here, it's worst when you are not.

I don't know what to do.

Talk about my feelings, ask you for space, try to ignore you and forgive and heal myself. Or make as this doesn't matter, like I'm crazy for no reason and get with it for the rest of the year.

I only have this year left with you and I feel if I choose myself, I'll regret no choosing you. Maybe for the fact I know you won't fight for me nor try to stop me of leaving, just like the way you are, the way you feel safe. You said that you don't know what I'm talking about when I try to talk this situation with you, that it's just my anxiety again, that it's all in my head, but we are losing each other...

We both know this has to happen but deep down ww don't want it to end, we prefer to be uncomfortable with each other than to be alone, we are the same. But hating, blaming, hurting myself, makes a lot of people I love worry and you are not what I remember, like if last year was a lie. And I think when I grow up I will try to remember those sweet touches, kisses, hugs and wispers as what we were and not what we have become. I don't want you to blame me for leaving, I want you to stop me and change, but that just a foolish girl dream, it's not like those romantic dramas where they do what they can to be together, reality it's complicated, relationship are complicated, we are so complicated. And I want to make whats better for us withot hurting each other. I just don't know whats that answer yet

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ayee

I shouldn't have told that

I don't who should I talk to...Cause I always have this conversation with the same person.

I regret again, my eyes hurt, I can't breath, I can't scream even when it's the middle of the night and there is no one around.

I shouldn't have told you what the person I think you would date, And my word agh : "She would be thin, with dark straight hair, more small than you are", and I don't look like that.

I don't even know why I say that. I am regretting every second you sounded happy for someone it's not me.

I want to move on, but I'm afraid there is not gonna be anyone like you...

Your wamrth

The only thing I did was cry, but after the last hug we shared, I don't, almost like you dried all my past and future tears.

For a new year of love and forgiveness...

Stolas...

What's between you and I, it's just a comfortable lie.

I want you

i know what I did.

I Want You to hug me, touch me, kiss me, caress me one last time, but my greedy self will ask for more. How does anyone controls this desired to be loved when they aren't for you?

Happy New Year - 2022

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