After the Quarantine is over I still SINGLE!!!!!
Me:
*sad noises at the background*
IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO KOE I'LL SHOOT
When Kaitou and Koe were sitting down on the couch they remained silent, fiddling with their fingers or barely looking at the people in the shelter. Rev noticed this and decided to approach the two— grabbing a chair and dragging it near the duo. "Nervous?" He asked with a soft voice. The two unfortunately said nothing, Rev sighed and leaned back against the chair. "Nothing to be nervous about, we are going to introduce each other later on, so.." He chuckled and crossed his arms. "You better start talking later. '' Rev smiled and the duo just nodded.
When Rev left them alone, Kaitou looked at Koe and he let out a sigh. "Did he just threaten us earlier?" He whispered, just for the two of them to hear. "I believe so.." Koe whispers back.
"Do you think this is enough for all of us?" Suro asked, looking at Rev and Aysh. "I think that's more than enough" Aysh giggled as she grabbed the plates and utensils with Rev's help. "Ahh.. smells delicious" Rev complimented making Suro look away and awkwardly chuckling. "Hopefully it tastes good as it smells" Suro then turned off the stove, taking off his apron then hanging it by a hook stuck to a wall.
"Let the others know that dinner is ready" Suro commands and Rev follows.
Rev approached the Director's room first, he knocked on the door. "Toko, Dinner's ready" He said through the closed door. He didn't wait for a response and just walked to the next room. He knocked once again. "Rookie, Rinne, Dinner's ready" Again, Rev didn't bother to wait for a response and just walked back to the kitchen. The food is already set by the time he enters the kitchen, he spots Aysh trying to talk to the two friends who still refuse to talk.
Footsteps can be heard from the hallway, revealing Toko, Yuki and Nora. The three took a seat and continued to wait for the rest.
By the time Rookie and Rinne enter the kitchen, Koe and Kaitou are already seated thanks to Aysh (and Nora's) help.
"Should we introduce ourselves over dinner?" Toko asked while scooping the food and placing it on her plate.
"I don't mind," Nora smiled as she handed a cup to Yuki. "I'll start, My name's Nora, the second in command and Yuki's one and only" Rookie glared at Nora when she finished her sentence. "Was the last part necessary?" Rookie chuckled whilst taking a bite out of her food.
"I'm Yuki if you're wondering" They raised their hand and gave Koe and Kaitou a quick smile. "I mostly stay in the shelter when people are out on expeditions"
"I'm Toko, as you two might have heard already but I am the director. Basically like a leader, we take any lost survivors and take them to this shelter where we obviously give them a home and what not." Toko explained as she continued to devour the food on her plate. "Also, Suro, this is good" She complimented and Rev chimed in. "That's what I told him!"
He cleared his throat and looked at the duo. "Hello, I'm Rev. Just like Yuki, I look out for the shelter so I don't go on expeditions as much. Though they are times I will help out if needed" He smiled and proceeded to eat, then Aysh waves at the duo. “I’m Aysh, the one you’ll often find doing expeditions with Rookie” She explained then she looked at Rookie. “Hm..” Rookie hummed, taking a bite out of her food. “Aysh already explained my role so I don't need to introduce myself” Aysh rolled her eyes on this. “You already made a first impression on them, you know?” Suro added, Rookie’s ears suddenly turning red. It was quiet for a couple of minutes, everyone eating and savouring the delicious food that Suro cooked.
“You two already know who I am, but let me say it again” Suro said with a soft smile. “I’m Suro, you’ll often find me paired up with Aysh when going out with expeditions”
“Rinne, pleasure to meet you two, I am also on expedition duty, usually partnered up with Rookie. Unfortunately our girlfriends are currently injured and Toko put them in house arrest for today” Rinne introduced.
“What about you two? No introduction?”
Toko said, teasingly yet she still has a smile on her face. The two looked at their plate, still a bit awkward. Kaitou looked at his friend and chuckled. “I’ll introduce the two of us. I’m Kaitou, this is my friend Koe. We’ve known each other since our Middle school years and we’ve been friends up to now” He said with a smile on his face while Koe was just nodding along with everything Kaitou was saying.
“Is it rude for me to ask everyone’s status?” Koe suddenly asked, Rookie almost choking on her food and Yuki almost spitting out her drink.
“Oh, I-I’m sorry- I didn’t-” Koe stuttered but was dismissed by Yuki’s soft laughter. “No, no, it’s quite alright, it just took us off guard” Yuki shakes their head, reassuring the duo. “As you already know there’s me and Nora, Rookie and Rinne, then there’s Suro and Aysh. I suppose Toko is married to her work.” She listed and then looked at Rev. “Yes, I'm taken, though I'm not telling who.” Rev winked then got up from his chair and walked to the kitchen to place his plate on the sink.
“Introductions out of the way, it’s getting late so I suggest we take a rest” Toko said, getting up from her seat and looking at everyone on the table. “Those four will tell you the basics of expeditions” Toko pointed at Suro, Aysh, Rookie and Rinne. Suro giving the duo a thumbs up. “Be sure everyone rests up” She smiled. Everyone went to their own room while Toko helped out Yuki and Rev with the chores. Toko hands Yuki the dirty dishes while Yuki washes them and Rev wipes the table.
Morning rolls around and a couple of people have already stepped out of their bedrooms. One of which is Rinne.
He stepped out of his and Rookie’s shared bedroom, yawning and stretching his arms— while doing so, he didn't notice a certain someone was just behind them. "Rinne?" One called out which led to Rinne letting out squeak at the sudden presence. "K-Koe..! You startled me there.." He stuttered out, holding a hand to his chest. "Good morning," He added and he smiled at Koe.
"Good morning, Rinne, don't mind me walking around the shelter"
"Oh, go right ahead," He insisted, chuckling nervously. There was a bit of an awkward silence for a few seconds, enough time for Koe to scan Rinne from head to toe. "What's that on your neck?" Koe pointed out and Rinne tried to hide it.
"U-Uhm.. That's-" His eyes wandered everywhere but Koe's figure as he tried to hide the obvious marks on his neck. "Just.. Just some mosquitoes.. from last night, heh.." His face flustered as he tried (but failed) to come up with an excuse. Unfortunately for Rinne, another member stepped in.
"Yeah and that Mosquito's name is Rookie"
"AYSH!"
Aysh immediately scurried away while also giggling, Rinne’s face was tomato red.
It took a while for Koe to finally understand what Aysh was saying but noticing the situation he decided not to say anything and just chuckled at this. “Oh, don’t laugh!” Rinne pouted and stormed out the hallway and to the kitchen— Koe then soon followed suit.
A couple of hours later, Rookie then finally stepped out of the room, though still half asleep. She heads to the kitchen and spots Aysh, Rinne and Koe in the kitchen. Rookie yawned and walked over to Rinne and pressed a kiss on his forehead before going to the counter and brewing herself a cup of coffee. Aysh and Koe quickly glanced at each then looked back at Rookie. “Oh, yeah, that happened, huh” Aysh whispered to Koe, which he only giggled at. “We’re gonna accompany Koe and Kaitou for expeditions,right?” Rookie asked, grabbing a mug and spoon. “Suppose to, Suro’s getting ready, i’m not sure where Kaitou is” Rinne replied, taking a sip of his own coffee. “I’ll go get Kaitou” The two nodded, Koe stood up from his seat and stepped out of the kitchen. Rookie hummed and poured the hot water on her mug and started stirring it, she leaned back on the counter and slowly sipped her coffee.
“You alright?” Rinne asked and Rookie just nodded. “Tired,” Rookie muttered, still sipping her cup of coffee.
When everyone had eaten their breakfast they all waited for Rookie by the front door.
As for Rookie, she was having a quick chat with Toko.
“So, what do you want us to teach the kids?” She asked with her arms crossed.
“Just the basic survivals, give them some tips on how not to get killed and what not” Toko said while handing Rookie some weapons. “Tell them the shortcuts and easy routes” She then patted Rookie’s back and opened the door for her. “Just the basics, no need to be extreme” Rookie nodded and started walking to the others.
“Hey, think fast” Rookie smirked and threw the bat at Kaitou which he immediately catched. “Oh.. I like your reflex” She cooed then handed the spare weapon to Koe. She looked around and once everything was set she stepped out of the shelter. “Let’s go then” Rookie ordered and everyone also stepped out of the shelter— Suro locking the door behind him.
They were all walking down the street, Suro pointing to where the shortcuts are located and where it leads.
“There are hospitals here but the medicines and ointment are close to expiring,” Suro explained while pointing at an abandoned hospital. “We should definitely steal a car,” Aysh said out of the blue, sighing. “Why the sudden suggestion, hun?” Suro asked and Aysh only shrugged. “I’m getting tired of all this walking” She whined but still kept on walking, Rookie rolled her eyes but still kept her mouth shut.
“There’s also an escape route over..” Rinne looked around while dragging the ‘R’ in ‘Over’
“There!” He pointed at a parking lot. “How is that an escape route when it’s just a forest after?” Kaitou asked. He’s curious about the escape route Rinne mentioned. Rinne just chuckled and started explaining.
“If you keep walking… Or should I say running straight ahead you’ll find a cabin there” The group stayed silent, letting Rinne continue explaining. “That cabin is filled with all types of weapons and if you need time for yourself that's a good place for you!” Rinne said enthusiastically. “Is that where you’ve been staying when you’re not on expedition” Rookie teased.
“No, I don’t!” He protested and Rookie just giggled at his reaction. They all showed all the shortcuts and escape routes as told and even told the two a few combat tips.
Koe spotted a lonely zombie wandering around, he grabbed his pistol and aimed at the zombie’s head but before he could shoot Aysh stopped him. “Huh? Aysh?” Koe looked at her, she simply just shook her head. “You’ll attract those bastards. Dealing with an ocean of Zombies is a pain in the ass, you know.” She rolled her eyes and grabbed Rookie’s bat before charging in and smacking the bat hard on its head.
“On expeditions we don’t want any attention, obviously,” Rinne explained. “That's why you either put a silencer or your gun or go for the short range” Aysh soon walked over to the rest of the group. “Well, that’s all the basics for now,” Suro said, turning on his heel and starting to walk back to the direction of the shelter. Rookie sighed and looked at the two. “We can teach you more if you’re willing to take on expeditions”
“Of course you’ll have a partner or two so you don’t have to deal with the zombies alone,” Aysh added. “Anyways, let’s head back. My feet are killing me” Aysh whined and complained. The rest nodded and followed behind Aysh and Suro but before they could go any further Koe and Rookie heard a groan and a rapid footstep approaching. Rookie looked behind her and indeed there were two zombies approaching them, rushing at them. But before Rookie can pull out her gun.
Bang! Bang!
Gunshots were fired. Koe then opened his eyes to see the two zombies now laying down on the floor, one zombie had its head exploded to pieces while the other had a hole on its forehead. “What the fuck..” Koe muttered under his breath.
Rookie whipped her head up to where she assumed the gunshots were fired and there it was, on top of a building. Rookie squinted her eyes and she spotted a silhouette holding what she assumed was a sniper rifle.
“Rookie!” Someone called out, breaking her train of thoughts. Rookie looked away from the building and saw Rinne running towards her and hugging her tightly. “Are you alright??” He asked, while frantically checking for any signs of injuries or bruises.
“I’m alright…” Rookie paused, gathering her thoughts before replying to Rinne.
“I’m both shocked and impressed, honestly” She chuckled then grabbed Rinne’s hand, tangling their fingers together. “Let’s go back before more zombies roll around” Suro commanded and everyone followed behind Aysh and Suro. The rest of the group started to walk, except for Rookie. She looked up one last time to see the silhouette gone. Rookie shook her head and started to catch up with the rest.
The walk back to the shelter was quiet, everyone was too confused and shocked at what happened a couple of minutes earlier. The only sound being heard was shoes crunching against gravel, sticks, and rocks.
They finally reached the shelter after what felt like hours of walking, all six of them are craving for the comfort of their own bed. Aysh shoves her hand on one of the pockets and pulls out the key, inserting the key in and unlocking the door. “We’re back” Aysh announced their arrival, Yuki and Rev were on the couch— the two greeted all of them and went back to chit chatting. “Oh, Koe and Kaitou” Rev called out, grabbing the boys’ attention. “Before you two head to the bedroom, Toko and Nora want to talk to you both” Rev reminded.
“Someone’s in trouble? Already?” Rookie teased which earned a smack from Rinne. “Ah!-” Rookie huffed and walked to the room. “Don’t mind her, I’m sure Toko just wanna get to know you two” Rinne reassured and walked to the bedroom.
The two slowly approached the Director’s office, Koe lets out a deep sigh before knocking thrice on the door. The two waited for the muffled “Come in” from the other side. Kaitou then slowly opened the door and peeked his head out. “Toko? Rev t-told us you needed us?” Kaitou mentally slapped himself stuttering. They shut the door once they entered Toko’s office. She pointed on the chairs that’s in front of her, insisting the boys to sit down.
“Relax you two” She lets out a chuckle. “I don’t bite”
There was a quick silence before.
“I shoot, instead” Toko grinned and the faces the two made had Toko laying her head on the table, trying to hold her laughter.
“Anyways, I just want to know about… well… know about you two in general, history, strengths and what not” Toko tapped her finger on the table waiting for the two to let out any sort of reaction or words of disagreement. “The history is optional, the strengths and weaknesses, maybe a bit prioritise”
The two sighed and they nodded.
“I suppose, we can tell you a bit of backstory,” Koe muttered, occasionally glancing at his friend. “That’s good, take your time. I’ll sit here and listen”
aw what a funny silly goofy guy :)
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...😐 um. i need to talk about this kid?
he's so bright and passionate and lively and he cares so, so, SO much about the people around him. literally his biggest dream in life is to become a world famous "star" solely to make people everywhere smile. but there's all these little things about him that are easy enough to brush off due to the chaotic nature of the wxs stories - there's always something else to catch your attention. but i'm deeply concerned.
he's so... forgetful? it's played off as a quirky character trait and i think it's pretty clever that it's being approached that way - because if you sit and think about it, the things he forgets are odd. at the beginning of the wxs story, he can't remember why he decided to pursue acting. he can't remember the play he saw when he and saki were small. he can't remember her smile as she watched the actors on stage - the smile that spurred him forward into the person he's become today.
he doesn't recognize the plushies in SEKAI as being the very same plushies he used to put on mini-plays for saki while she was in the hospital. childhood memories get blurry with time, sure, but these sorts of... foundational, deeply important memories are not forgotten that way. they don't get erased, even if you are a silly forgetter-forgetful-forgetterson like tsukasa is treated as. unless your brain is repressing something.
the wonderland SEKAI is tsukasa's alone. and the only other person we've seen who's had emotions strong enough to create their own SEKAI is. mafuyu. the fact that tsukasa manages to parallel her of all the characters is so... disturbing. and hear me out:
on a certain level, i think wonderland and the empty SEKAI are similar places.
like, empty is... empty. yeah. it's easy to lose yourself there. to let go of your concerns and "disappear." all of the n25 members have commented that it's calming and that they enjoy spending time there.
wonderland is full of things to do. insane magical rollercoasters, singing flowers, talking stuffed animals - it's impossible to worry about anything there. only fun, fun, fun, fun! smiles and happy faces everywhere you look! to be blunt: it's the epitome of a distraction.
mafuyu loses herself in calm and quiet (her SEKAI, her empty aquarium) - so she can forget she exists and be nothing and rest for a while. tsukasa loses himself in constant upbeat, flashy distractions - so he can forget he exists and just play his role as the Star who makes everyone in the world smile. both of their SEKAIs are an escape in every sense of the word.
the mafuyu-tsukasa parallels go further, too. they both have emotionally neglectful parents that have pushed them into thinking they have to be perfect and successful to, like... justify their existence.
i don't remember which of the gazillion card stories it gets shown in and i don't want to dig through them to figure it out, but we See that when saki's illness started getting worse, the tenma parents stopped coming home on a regular basis. tsukasa was left alone FAR too much for how old he was. in the doll festival event, we see him running to the hospital all by himself to bring saki her dolls, pretty late in the evening, and... not a word from their parents? were they not home again, or did they just not notice?
or did they decide that tsukasa is a strong big brother who can take care of himself And saki? despite being, like... 10 at the oldest? (that's how old he seems there to me anyway)
and i want to talk about the world hasn't even started yet. because as kaito said, it's JUST tsukasa's song. this is his SEKAI. like. a brief compilation of all the lyrics that stand out to me, for bad reasons:
With a cast who can use magic and monsters who are burdened with trauma,
Even I know that everyone's destined to disappear someday...
With a ticket that's long past expired and a heartbeat fading over time,
"Let's come again next year," is said without any promises being made
...
There's too much noise, so much noise and it keeps getting worse
I want to be inspired straightforwardly, just as I always have
In a deteriorating, abandoned room I simply dream on
...
Hey! In the depths of Hell, a happy ending plays out
Hey! This world hasn't even started yet
With a thick-skinned king and an alchemist full of desires,
We'll all someday return to the earth, leaving our attachments behind
...
There's too much conflict, too much conflict and it keeps growing
It's like when our arms are all tangled together, I couldn't help but worry
So I'll brush off the dust and reboot it all
...
Hey! The best of the worst of crappy plays
Hey! A flag that'll paint over a bad ending
Hey! This world hasn't even started yet
Hey! Let's cross the end of all of this, partying forever
Hey! Spinning on a never-ending merry-go-round
Hey! This world hasn't even started yet
Hey! Let's break the plans for a harmonious future
Ring the bell that marks a new life
it's not even like. hopeful in a bittersweet sense. it says right there in the lyrics that tsukasa doesn't... expect much out of his life, in terms of being happy and permanently surrounded by people who love him.
it's a reflection of inner turmoil, self-worth issues, fears of abandonment, fears of not mattering enough and being forgotten - fears of not being the perfect success everyone has always expected him to be. you just don't see it, thanks to the flashy lights and dazzling grins and confetti cannons going off in your face and loud drums.
idk. tsukasa's interesting this way. he seems to have repressed all of his memories of a lonely, frightened childhood. nights he had to sleep all alone in a great big house, confronting the idea of mortality from a Very young age, because no one knew if saki would survive. these are feelings unfitting for a future star - so he must discard them. reboot and start anew, so to speak.
and yknow like... he clearly understands that he does have value. in a way? he knows he matters to saki, and then to toya, and then to the rest of wxs. but judging by the lyrics of this song, he sees these attachments as very temporary (might have something to do with him being forced to confront the mortality of his baby sister without the proper support a young child Needs to work through and understand something so frightening, and his brain just didn't develop its emotional permanence skills very well) and expects to fade into the background of their lives. and i don't think seeing saki thriving now that she's out of the hospital (reconnecting with her childhood friends and starting a band) and then seeing toya thrive as well (finding His People and learning to rebel against his father all on his own) - is helping that mindset. it probably confirms to him that like, he's served his purpose in their lives? maybe they'll always love him, but they don't need him anymore. and i think he's very much expecting the same thing to happen with wxs and he is Terrified
(it's. obviously not true like he'll always mean the world to saki and toya. and even if wxs has to disband so nene can pursue her specific dreams and whatnot, he'll always mean the world to them, too. but it's true To Him. so.)
anyway i don't have a real conclusion here. so tsukasa tenma
TStweet 02/06/21 :
https://clairepurslow.github.io/generator/ (aesthetic generator)
Thomas: flower abomination
Roman: glam trash
Patton: sweet core
Logan: star band geek
Virgil: hot topic pride
Janus: mom witch
Remus: disease garbage
Picani anime hippie
Sleep: starbucks spirit
(sorry for my english 😭)
okay everyone i have some thoughts on a small Moon!Varian AU
idk maybe it’s dumb but these are just my thoughts to make Moon!Varian canon WITHOUT rewriting the WHOLE storytelling of TTS. This AU is based on the original plot and lore with some rewrites.
okay so when Edmund tried to destroy the Moonstone, it flashed and cracked (the small piece is the same size as the piece that Raps and Cass used against Zahn Tiri). Adira took the piece of the Moonstone for herself because she knew that somewhere there was the Sundrop. She believed that the Sundrop existed, she had the Moonstone (even if it’s just a small piece) so she could make sure that the Sundrop she found was the REAL one (it has to have a reaction to the Moonstone). So after everyone was sent away from the DK, Adira set off to find the Sundrop.
Varian was born WITHOUT his blue hairstreak, his mom died when he was born (you may change it if you like the V&t7K thing, i like it but i won’t) and Varian was nearly dead. Adira was searching for the Sundrop, so she could see the Quirin’s newborn son, she learned that he was slowly dying in his father’s arms and Adira offered Quirin to put the piece of the Moonstone into Varian’s heart (if it was useless, Varian would die anyway, or else he would live). So they did. The Moonstone helped and gave Varian life and the streak of blue hair as a gift. Adira and Quirin swore not to tell anyone that Varian could have some powers. So Quirin told his son was born with blue hair (kind of anomaly). So Varian didn’t have any powers but had a shield from the Decaying Incantation.
Seasons 1 and 2 are the same but in the season 3 has some rewrites. In the 1 episode Varian is unaffected to the Decaying Incantation. Quirin tells his son about the DK, the Brotherhood and the Moonstone. Varian learns that he has the piece of the Moonstone in his heart but if he takes it off, it may lead to his death. Quirin warns Varian that he may still have some Moonstone’s powers so Varian promises to be careful about the whole magic thing. Varian decides not to tell Raps about it as he doesn’t want to bother her and she seems unaffected to him. He decides to focus on translation of the Scroll. In the ‘Cassandra’s Revenge’ episode Varian’s hairstreak glows every time the Moonstone Incantation is sung (when he reveals it for Cassandra, his hairstreak glows too). It the end of the episode Raps tells Varian that she saw his hair glowing and he tells her about the piece of Moonstone in his heart. She is shocked that he didn’t tell her such an important thing earlier but he tells her that he wanted to focus on the whole Cassandra thing. They decide to leave it be. Varian promises once more to be careful. The final episode goes as the original but when Zahn Tiri sings the Decaying Incantation, Varian is unaffected and unseeingly goes to the Castle to find Raps and Cass making peace. He tells them that they can use the piece of the Moonstone in his heart to defeat Zahn Tiri. Raps doesn’t want him to die but he tells her that his life doesn’t matter in such a situation. She once sacrificed one life for the whole kingdom of lives as the true Queen. He understood that she made that thing right and wants to make just one thing right in his life. Raps and Cass tell him their Goodbyes and promise to make him the national hero. Varian takes the Moonstone off, his hairstreak disappears, he collapses to his knees and dies. Raps and Cass defeat Zahn Tiri, Cass dies and Raps singing the Healing Incantation heals everyone. She embraces Cass and Eugene, all in tears, she tells Eugene and Quirin of Varian’s death. They cry and then Varian comes out of the destroyed wall and falling to his knees makes everyone to turn to his side. He is really weak. Raps, Quirin, Cass and Eugene help him not to fall and ask him how he was turned back to life. Raps used the Moonstone and the Sundrop combined which made the Healing Incantation a lot more powerful so she could turn Varian back to life. They all make a big hug.
here the story ends as the original (Cass sets off to find her destiny, Varian becomes the royal engineer etc.)
this AU is based mostly on the fact that Varian had the colorful hairstreak and the fact that if one has magic inside them, they have to have a source of magic inside their heart (Raps had Sundrop inside her heart and Cass placed the Moonstone in hers so they HAD magic).
I hope you’ll like this AU of mine, idk maybe this AU already exists. if it is i’m sorry. you may use this for your creations 💙
(the art of Moon!Varian I used belongs to @o0whiterabbit0o )
Wukong, what have you done this time!
I know a lot of ppl say to not use Saki for Tsukasa angst and they’re right! But if you wonder what would be good for Tsukasa angst, a good idea is to read the event stories, card stories, etc and try to read in between the lines. Some ppl find it difficult to do that some some things I noticed was;
- he puts others over himself and is actually really selfless so he tends to take care of others more than himself
- he puts on a facade which makes people think he’s a selfish attention seeker but he’s just trying to make people happy
- he was left alone for most of his childhood, he lives in a huge house but it was always empty
- he didn’t have many people to rely on growing up, not many friends either
- people think he’s weird/loud/annoying so they tend to avoid him at school or public places
- he wants everyone to think he’s okay even when he’s not because he doesn’t want to be a burden/he doesn’t want ppl to worry about him or make them sad in any way
- he works his ass off and is a perfectionist
There’s probably a lot more but I’m kinda tired and I wanna watch chainsaw man lol so please comment if you see this and think of any and I’ll add it onto the list!! Also remember that it is a bad thing to use Saki’s illness for Tsukasa angst because her illness is a big deal and not just leverage to make another character seem sadder or have a ‘more interesting backstory’
- also please don’t be afraid to correct me and Ill be sure to fix up any mistakes I made!
3/4 is really hitting me lel (techno, philza, now tommy)
some gifts for the tungle
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